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suicide | The only thing keeping me alive is my childBut lately I think she’s better off with a mother who isn’t mentally ill. Her father and I split and he would be able to find her someone better. My parents wouldn’t have to worry about me. Anyone can hire a new nurse my job wouldn’t miss me. I’m so tired of not being good enough. I’m never good enough and I just want it to stop | thing keep alive child but lately think well mother not mentally ill father split able find well parent not worry hire new nurse job not miss tired not good good want stop |
non-suicide | rating u from 1-10 based on instincts alone and looking at ur profile kinda | rate base instinct look or profile kind |
non-suicide | Anybody else enjoy cooking/baking for others? Made my boyfriend cookie marbled brownies yesterday and he loved them! Ngl it makes me so happy how much he loves my cooking. I’m currently learning how to Khmer (his ethnicity) food for him. He’s got a big appetite so whenever he asks me to make him something and seeing how quickly he eats it all is amazing | anybody enjoy cooking bake boyfriend cookie marble brownie yesterday love nil make happy love cooking currently learn khmer ethnicity food get big appetite ask see quickly eat amazing |
suicide | What sin did I do in a previous life that had me be born a short man?Why and how am I not able to meet their height standard
I'm nothing that girls want
It's clear on both social media and in real life that girls don't desire short men at all,
and we should just go and die somewhere or something
My dad doesn't allow me to save up with *my own* money to get a leg-lengthening surgery, what's supposed to be my final hope of redemption
I will do anything to look good, to have the right to exist, and I can't even do that.
I just want to die | sin previous life bear short man why not able meet height standard girl want clear social medium real life girl not desire short man die dad not allow save money leg lengthen surgery suppose final hope redemption look good right exist not want die |
non-suicide | These stupid ads >:( I’m just scrolling through reddit in the dark abyss of my room. Then this bright ass ad slides through and singes my cornea. The ad isn’t even good, they’re just trying to sell me baby yoda underwear. Like I don’t even want it.
Well thats the rant. Good night and I bid your eyes good luck. | stupid and it scroll geddit dark abyss room bright ass and slide singe cornea and not good try sell baby yoda underwear like not want rant good night bid eye good luck |
non-suicide | MY TEACHER GRADED MY AP CALCULUS TEST AND I GOT A 100! I got a 100 on the MC part on Thursday but then I grinded out a shit ton of problems over the weekend and I did it! My first 100 on an AP Calculus test! LETS GO! | teacher grade a calculus test get get my thursday grind shit ton problem weekend a calculus test let |
non-suicide | WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED my sister was in her zoom call for her class and someone walked in the teacher’s classroom claiming to be someone else and said that they didn’t take the test that they were supposed to be taking cus he was jacking off in the bathroom??
hybrid really be fucking people up
I was in another zoom call but I was in the same room with her like goddamn | hell happen sister zoom class walk teacher classroom claim say not test suppose take us jack bathroom hybrid fuck people zoom room like goddamn |
non-suicide | Does anyone know why people keep talking about August 27th? Where did it come from and why do people think it’s so important?
Bruh I hope something special actually does happen
Or not maybe something bad will happen | know people talk august the come people think important brush hope special actually happen not maybe bad happen |
suicide | I just want to stop being in so much pain. Please, I need some help and someone to vent to. | want stop pain need help vent |
suicide | The days just keep comingAnother day another struggle. | day coming another day struggle |
suicide | Can't think clearly anymoreI've just lost my grandfather only a week after another family member suddenly passed as well. I've had suicidal thoughts for the longest time yet haven't talked to anyone about it because I could lose my job. Every day I try to look positively at everything but I don't know how much longer I can put up the act. I'm sick of hurting people and sick of all of my lies. | not think clearly anymore be lose grandfather week family member suddenly pass suicidal thought long time not talk lose job day try look positively not know longer act sick hurt people sick lie |
non-suicide | Bruh what is boris gonna do for kids and grandparents with Christmas Feel like Boris should shut the schools 2 weeks before Christmas break to reduce the risk so kids can meet up with their family like normal without worrying about the virus | brush boris go kid grandparent christmas feel like boris shut school week christmas break reduce risk kid meet family like normal worry virus |
suicide | I'm just doneI have vaginismus and I lost faith in friendship. I don't care about life anymore. I would like to die | done vaginismus lose faith friendship not care life anymore like die |
non-suicide | My crush just asked me out. Then she told me it was a joke.
Guys, please don’t do this. It’s cruel and unnecessary. It’s okay if you don’t like someone that likes you, but don’t play with their emotions. Please.
F | crush ask tell joke guy not cruel unnecessary okay not like like not play emotion of |
non-suicide | dinosaurs and dragons are very cool we need more of them. society has progressed past the need of an actual plot to a story. i just want a story about dragoms and dinosaurs hanging out with each other and having a grand time. | dinosaur dragon cool need society progress past need actual plot story want story dragon dinosaur hang have grand time |
non-suicide | I have 27 pages of sheet music So I auditioned as a singer for this music school, and I got in, we are doing a Christmas performance and we’ve been given our sheet music. I can’t read sheet music so I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know who I’m meant to ask for help from and I’m panicking. | page sheet music audition singer music school get christmas performance give sheet music not read sheet music not know not know mean ask help panic |
suicide | I've been suicidal for 15 years, why am I still alive?I'm turning 26 next month. I've been suicidal since I was 11. More than half of my life. Looking at the math, I feel like a fraud. I feel like I should have killed myself already. Survivor's guilt maybe? Why haven't I done it yet? Hope or cowardice? | suicidal year alive turn month suicidal half life look match feel like fraud feel like kill survivor guilt maybe not hope cowardice |
non-suicide | We just broke Wall Street, and I know what we should do next We should find a small youtuber, maybe 1,000 subs, and we should all subscribe to him at the same time. I know, I’m kind of a genius | break wall street know find small youtube maybe sub subscribe time know kind genius |
non-suicide | What the heck is blue balls? I’d look it up but I think I’d like my answers a lot more if they were from weird an horny teenagers :) | heck blue ball look think like answer lot weird horny teenager |
non-suicide | is this normal?? is it normal for me to hang out in comment sections and look at profiles and be like "wow i wish i could talk to them bc they look really cool" but not act upon it at all? | normal normal hang comment section look profile like wow wish talk by look cool not act |
non-suicide | Hey guys, Hey guys, I'm sad, and I need to find stuff to do to stop thinking about things, so give me ideas of stuff to do and I'll do them :) | hey guy hey guy sad need find stuff stop think thing idea stuff |
suicide | I'm just so tiredCurrently in college, and doing terrible. Girl I was falling for decided to leave me last week and stop talking to me. I'm just so tired, I've had so many sleepless nights, and I've been depressed for so long, I'm just ready to end it, and get the sleep I deserve. | tired currently college terrible girl fall decide leave week stop talk tired sleepless night depress long ready end sleep deserve |
non-suicide | You Wanna Get More Karma?? No you'll not get it. | want karma no not |
non-suicide | when you want to date people because women are kinda hot ngl but you also are worried about leaving your friend behind because you love your friends and know that hes insecure about being replaced by people and obviously you dont want to replace her and youre worried youd end up spending less and less time with her and eventually drift apart, which in itself is one of your biggest fears, so instead of doing anything you just cry because you dont know what else to do !!!
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edit: also you dont even know if you feel romantic attraction at all and you just need an excuse to spend time with people because you have a crippling fear of being alone!!!!! | want date people woman kind hot nil worried leave friend love friend knows insecure replace people obviously not want replace worried end spend time eventually drift apart big fear instead cry not know amp edit not know feel romantic attraction need excuse spend time people crippling fear |
non-suicide | the song kiss you by one direction is the best song ever created no i dont take constructive criticism | song kiss direction good song create no not constructive criticism |
non-suicide | Your Personal Brian Everybody had a Brian. Sometimes one’s Brian is big, sometimes it’s small, all Brians have their uses though. Your Brian can learn. If you teach it right. Some Brians like school. Some Brians like video games. No Brians ever get credit where deserved. Treat your personal Brian with respect and care, do not be mean to Brian or your Brian will make you sad. All Brians should be nurtured and taken care of. They should be trained daily. All Brians should exercise. Make sure your Brian exercises often enough or they will start rotting. Keep your Brian healthy. | personal brian everybody brian one brian big small brian use brian learn teach right brian like school brian like video game no brian credit deserve treat personal brian respect care not mean brian brian sad brian nurture take care train daily brian exercise sure brian exercise start rot brian healthy |
suicide | Going to try again ✌🏽Found a longer belt | go try find long belt |
suicide | Relatives and suicideI know it's a sensitive topic but i'm interested in what it was like for people which had others in their family or close friend group commit suicide. | relative suicide know sensitive topic interested like people family close friend group commit suicide |
non-suicide | Who tf is vegene and why people tryna fuck em? *ew* | of a gene people try a fuck new |
non-suicide | I feel really insignificant in peoples lives I know people are worried about themselves the most but I just wanna be someone’s favorite. I just wanna know what that’s like. I don’t think anyone really hates me (that happened to me before but I think we’re good now.) I’m just this random person that no one thinks twice about. I don’t even feel like a real person that can actually affect people. I feel like I don’t even have that kind of power. People don’t take me seriously and I barely talk to the people I thought were my friends. I don’t know if that’s a me problem or a them problem. I don’t wanna get in to that though. In my closet friendships I’ve ever had I’m never the favorite or there’s always someone better than me that they’d rather hang out with. I just wish someone would actually acknowledge my existence, I hate this | feel insignificant people life know people worried want favourite want know like not think hate happen think good random person no think twice not feel like real person actually affect people feel like not kind power people not seriously barely talk people think friend not know problem problem not want closet friendship favourite well hang wish actually acknowledge existence hate |
non-suicide | Serious Answers Only Please, unless it’s funny. I started talking to this girl recently, but now she’s all I can think of. I can’t even play games or masturbate, I just sit and stare at space wondering if I’m approaching her right or if things will work out. Is this normal or am I just down bad? | answer funny start talk girl recently think not play game masturbate sit stare space wonder approach right thing work normal bad |
suicide | I'm going home. We're all going home.Non-existence, we were there for eternity. Life is simply a vacation, one that I am growing tired of each day. But, it's ok, the pain will cease. Each and every one of us, we'll get there, we all go home. I love you. | go home go home nonexistence eternity life simply vacation grow tired day of pain cease home love |
non-suicide | My teacher played some Christmas songs today. jUST BECAUSE IT STARTED SNOWING, DOES NOT MEAN YOU GET TO JUMP INTO THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT. KEEP IT SPOOKY, SPOOKY!! SHUT UP MARIA CURRY | teacher play christmas song today start snow not mean jump christmas spirit spooky spooky shut maria curry |
non-suicide | Who here likes oldies? (Music) Like 50s, 60s, 70s, 80s, ect. None of that gangsta rap crap. Me personally, I love oldies. And people can be real bigots about it. | like oldie music likes is sect gangsta rap crap personally love oldie people real bigot |
non-suicide | should I study for my sat? yes no maybe no, idk, I'm sleepy, it's in like less than 2 weeks, I should tbh if I wanna leave florida | study sat yes no maybe no not know sleepy like week tbs want leave florida |
non-suicide | Why are people afraid of the end of the world? Like if anything I'm hoping everyone dies at the same time because leaving people I love behind is wayy scarier than death | people afraid end world like hope die time leave people love way scary death |
non-suicide | i dont even know this isnt gonna be long
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im not suicidal or anything but sometimes i feel like not existing does anyone else ever feel this way | not know not go long amp not suicidal feel like not exist feel way |
non-suicide | Anyone want to chat during school, I am bored, DM me or add me on discord UltraChad#8308. Anyone want to chat during school, I am bored, DM me or add me on discord UltraChad#8308. | want chat school bored do add discord ultra had want chat school bored do add discord ultra had |
non-suicide | You know what, let’s be cowbois but it’s with the arrows This may be an epic trilogy, or this will fail like the rest of my shenanigans | know let cowboys arrow epic trilogy fail like rest shenanigans |
non-suicide | I'm not actually pregnant! I didn't tell anyone about it, but I'm not pregnant. I thought I might have been for a bit, but I'm not, and it's amazing. Hopefully no one who I know finds this, I'll just delete it in a bit. I just wanted to share the good news | not actually pregnant not tell not pregnant think bit not amazing hopefully no know find delete bit want share good news |
non-suicide | Am I the only one mad about this? Girls be calling each other sexy and hot on each other’s Instagram. But I remember that time last year where I gave my boy Kenneth a bro hug. Not a loving hug, like one you would give your mom, but just a simple bro hug. If you do not know, a guy hug is when you and the person you are hugging handshake, pull yourselves to each other, and pat the other guys back twice. I did that, and this girl and her group of friends called me and my boy gay. That same girl is the one who calls other girls sexy and hot in the Instagram comments. I cannot be the only one annoyed by this. | mad girl call sexy hot inst gram remember time year give boy kenneth bro hug not love hug like mon simple bro hug not know guy hug person hug handshake pull pat guy twice girl group friend call boy gay girl call girl sexy hot inst gram comment not annoy |
suicide | Enemy mindIve been suicidal for months now. I need to die and everything I touch turns to shit.
My mind constantly tells me im worthless and dont deserve to live. That I am a drain to everyone around me.
I am sorry but I have to leave so those who love me can move on and not worry about me | enemy min dive suicidal month need die touch turn shit mind constantly tell worthless not deserve live drain sorry leave love not worry |
non-suicide | slugsoul adopted me 😎 | slug soul adopt |
suicide | TherapyWhy does everyone say “you should go to therapy” as if it’s free and all I have to do is walk in.
No but really is there free therapy out there for adults with no health insurance? or do I have to do something serious to myself and get committed to see somebody? | therapy why therapy free walk no free therapy adult no health insurance committed somebody |
suicide | I feel like everyone has given up on me, so why should I live anymore?Last week, I had a falling out with my girlfriend. I thought she was cheating, and in reality I was just way to suspicious and judgemental. She says we are fine, that it was an honest mistake, but she hasn't answered my calls or texts for a few days. My parents think I'm fucked up, that I have to steal from them. It's just small amounts of food, but they grounded me for a month. Now, I have to cancel all my plans and I'm too embarrassed to tell why. My bandmates have given up on me, they found someone better to replace me. My grades are falling fast. Is it better to just kill myself? I don't think anyone will care, and I won't have to face people anymore. I think I'm going to do it | feel like give live anymore last week fall girlfriend think cheat reality way suspicious judgemental say fine honest mistake not answer call text day parent think fuck steal small amount food ground month cancel plan embarrassed tell band mate give find well replace grade fall fast well kill not think care not face people anymore think go |
suicide | Let’s be real...The only reason suicide is frowned upon and shown as “taking the easy way out” is because governing bodies don’t want to lose the revenue you will create with your taxes and “contribution” to society. | let real the reason suicide frown show take easy way govern body not want lose revenue create taxis contribution society |
non-suicide | Ppl who still buy disc games🤡🤡 (Does not apply if a game is disc only) | pal buy disc game not apply game disc |
non-suicide | How to say would you like a slap in pigeon (modern Hawaiian/ broken English) Ho you like one slap | like slap pigeon modern hawaiian broken english to like slap |
non-suicide | ight who wanna vibe with me to some Filipino music? -Ron The Almighty Rat King [https://youtu.be/TeHVwy8V3vI](https://youtu.be/TeHVwy8V3vI) | right want vibe filipino music ron almighty rat king |
non-suicide | it’s horny hours bonking me is pointless because im invincible to bonking | horny hour bonk pointless invincible bonk |
non-suicide | I know I gotta get back in the groove of school But damn when your little sister beats your Wii Sports Resort golfing record you can't let that stand | know get groove school damn little sister beat wii sports resort golfing record not let stand |
suicide | I'll never do anything meaningful with my lifeI have no skills, no motivation, no talent, nothing really. The thought of not doing something meaningful with my life makes me just want to give up, which I realize is totally counterintuitive, but it just makes me hopeless. I just quit my job as a dishwasher(again) last night, and I just feel like I'll never do something I'll feel is good enough in my life. I'll be a fucking dishwasher or some shit my whole life, serving people that actually have their shit together. Fuck that, I'd rather just die now, and I just might. | meaningful life no skill no motivation no talent thought not meaningful life make want realize totally counterintuitive make hopeless quit job dishwasher again night feel like feel good life fucking dishwasher shit life serve people actually shit fuck die |
non-suicide | Damn a bitches ass looks fat in these pajamas I need to get more tight pants for my own comfort 🥴 | damn bitch ass look fat panama need tight pant comfort |
non-suicide | pronhub deleted all my favourite videos somebody please send help this is an emergency | pro hub delete favourite video somebody send help emergency |
non-suicide | do you watch YouTube videos at 1.5x or are you normal? | watch youtube video a normal |
non-suicide | Bitch I’m drunk everybody have a good fucking night My post is not short you fricking bot (this is a repost btw) have a good night btw:) | bitch drunk everybody good fucking night post not short price bot report bow good night bow |
non-suicide | I am conducting a social experiment Since I can’t make a poll, choose what you prefer out of the two options:
**A - Furries**
**B - Lolicons**
Feel free to provide a reason too | conduct social experiment not poll choose prefer option furrier silicon feel free provide reason |
non-suicide | School Holidays, baby! I have survived so long to deserve this, a whole God damn term doing online learning. But fuck me in the ass, I'm probably gonna have do another term of this bull shit again. But in the mean time I got 2 weeks of wanking and playing videogames | school holiday baby survive long deserve god damn term online learning fuck ass probably go term bull shit mean time get week wank play video game |
non-suicide | anybody got tips on getting a gf/bf? yeah basically im a bit lonely and need some looOOOVE | anybody get tip get off yeah basically bit lonely need love |
non-suicide | What type of music do y’all listen to? I just wanna know since all I’m doing these days is listening to music and I’m kinda runnin out of music so can y’all give me some suggestions? | type music listen want know day listen music kind run in music suggestion |
suicide | MotherI’m sorry but I can’t take it anymore.
Please forgive me.
Love you x | mother in sorry not anymore forgive love a |
suicide | Somebody told my friends to kill themselveSo, a bit of backstory. Me and my friends have all been at the school since kindergarten and had known each other for ages. Some of the people in my friends classes started telling them to commit suicide. Both of my friends have depression/anxiety and I don't know what to say or how to support them. What things could I say to them to help them, and let them know that they're not alone? | somebody tell friend kill themselves bit backstory friend school kindergarten know age people friend class start tell commit suicide friend depression anxiety not know support thing help let know not |
non-suicide | Everyone looks better with glasses Like their purpose is literally to improve eyesight like is this even an argument smh | look better glass like purpose literally improve eyesight like argument sch |
non-suicide | Pokémon question How rare is a Articuno and Mewto EX? | pokemon question rare arctic no me to sex |
suicide | Ah,I feel so apathetic to everything. All I do is cause people pain and yet I even feel numb to the guilt. A very, very small part of me is scared of potentially hurting someone badly in my life and it makes me wanna kill myself. The rest of me is kind of hoping I hurt someone and that part of me also makes me wanna kill myself so I can leave a lasting impression on whoever knows me and/or whoever finds my body.
If this gets much worse I think I will go through with it. Or at least attempt so if I survive I can feel something, even if it's just suffering. | chi feel apathetic people pain feel numb guilt small scared potentially hurt badly life make want kill rest kind hope hurt make want kill leave lasting impression know and or find body get bad think attempt survive feel suffer |
suicide | I don't want to get better. I want to die.I can't see myself ever being happy or content anyway. Even if I got over my social anxiety, got a good job, moved to a great new country, had caring friends and family, had a partner, had a nice house and fulfilling hobbies, even then, I'd still be depressed and empty. I might be less depressed, but it wouldn't go away.
I'm tired of being told to get help or open up to someone. The only advice you ever get is "it gets better" and "think about your family". Well, I don't care anymore. I'm tired. Why is not wanting to live so frowned upon? I tried living, and it's not for me. Stop trying to save me and just let me die painlessly. | not want well want die not happy content get social anxiety get good job move great new country care friend family partner nice house fulfil hobby depressed depressed not away tired tell help open advice get well think family not care anymore tired not want live frowned try live not stop try save let die painlessly |
non-suicide | I'm smart enough to know how dumb I am but I'm not smart enough to fix that. I just felt like you should know that. | smart know dumb not smart fix feel like know |
suicide | Least physically painful way to do itI’m a pussy, I’m scared of the pain even tho I wanna die, shooting myself tho sounds cause I’ll probably die before feeling the pain but idk where I can get a firearm quickly in the uk.
Also how do I make it easier for others. That’s the hardest thing keeping me here, they don’t deserve the unnecessary pain. Wish I could just vanish without anyone knowing, just wanna go and be like I never existed | physically painful way item pussy scare pain tho want die shoot tho sound probably die feel pain not know firearm quickly us easier hard thing keep not deserve unnecessary pain wish vanish know want like exist |
non-suicide | Damn life’s tough. I want me some physical intimacy 😔 Yeah idk I just wanted to make this post | damn life tough want physical intimacy yeah not know want post |
non-suicide | Spring bouta be pretty neat Rust, Terraria update and a Minecraft update? Oh lawd | spring bout pretty neat rust terra ria update min craft update of law |
non-suicide | just remembered that i used to sing in random voice chatsat like 10 years old although i can't sing for shit i even remember saying "yeah, this was pretty bad" after letting those horrific sounds out of my mouth and everyone agreeing lol | remember sing random voice chats at like year old not sing shit remember say yeah pretty bad let horrific sound mouth agree low |
non-suicide | guys i wanna make a meme but i have no ideas ☹️ yah.. give me ideas and i’ll make meme idk | guy want meme no idea yah idea meme not know |
suicide | "Life's for the living so live it Or you're better off dead"It's getting to the point where even reddit isn't numbing me to the pain.
Idk what's my worth. I feel rotten inside.
I'm tempted to just have a one night stand and end it all the next day. At least I won't die a young virgin lol. | life living live well dead it get point geddit not numb pain not know worth feel rotten inside tempt night stand end day not die young virgin low |
suicide | Spent my new years having a meltdown at a party..God I hate my life so fucking much, drank way way too much, now it's 4am music still going and I've just headed up to the house owners bedroom to attempt to cry myself to sleep as I can't stand the site of others cuddling each other, fucking kills me. God I hate being so so lonely and I just want to kill myself so badly. I had a meltdown Infront of like 20 people basically telling them I want to die over and over :( things are never going to get better for me, I want to stab myself so so badly.
I'm sorry for venting I know I'm a pain in the ass in which nobody cares about, guess that's why I'm going to die alone.. fuck my existence ;( I hate my life | spend new year have meltdown part god hate life fucking drink way way music go head house owner bedroom attempt cry sleep not stand site cuddle fucking kill god hate lonely want kill badly meltdown in front like people basically tell want die thing go well want stab badly sorry vent know pain ass care guess go die fuck existence hate life |
non-suicide | if u have online friends what do u guys talk abt? i dont rlly talk to ppl online but im close with one and its started to become a but dry cause i just dont know what to talk abt. | online friend guy talk at not rally talk pal online close start dry not know talk at |
non-suicide | Posting a song every day untill idk or i forget, day 3 The song is life and death by rezz. Ok bye now ive done fucked up. Bye guys/gals have nice day ok now l ave for real stop reading this. No really there is no point in reading this. I mean it, this is just filler/me being bored and talking to myself so FUCKING leave please. I advise you do. Youll get a piece of info you dont want.
Prob gonna regret saying this but
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HINT:binary. | post song day until not know forget day song life death razz of bye fuck bye guys al nice day of a ave real stop read no no point read mean me bore talk fucking leave advise piece info not want prob go regret say hint binary |
non-suicide | hi fello gamers and gamerettes
discord server and my friends r trying to get new peoplee, we chat, send memes, play games like minecraft among us overwatch all that stuff, and such going on, is not a commitment, guys and girls welcome, dm for link :D | i hello gamer game bette discord server friend a try new people chat send meme play game like min craft over watch stuff go not commitment guy girl welcome do link a |
non-suicide | I just wanna wish yall luck on NNN. To anyone who is doing it, good luck.
Also pretty Ironic I created my reddit account on the day before no nut xd | want wish luck in good luck pretty ironic create geddit account day no nut cd |
non-suicide | my school tripping balls they're saying anarchists are extreme right because the right wants less government..but they left out THOUSANDS of other details....w..tfff | school tripping ball say anarchist extreme right right want government but leave thousand details off |
non-suicide | What's better than 1 billionaire Two
I think that line is funny because many people would dispute that and say 0. | well billionaire think line funny people dispute |
non-suicide | Just got rejected and i am feeling great I just offered a good friend of mine to go on a date (when lockdown here is over) and she rejected me saying that she is flattered but that she isn't ready for a relationship we agreed to pretend it didn't happen and I feel so relieved that I told her | get reject feel great offer good friend date lock down reject say flatter not ready relationship agree pretend not happen feel relieved tell |
suicide | After an attemptSo, for all those who have attempted to remove themselves from the world, did any of you experience some strange sensation after?
Like, for a few weeks after my first O.D. I was completely at peace, I was almost happy to be honest.
It's the perfect calm, and there's this sense that you've purged your pain.
Now, of course I'm back to my misery, but I just want to know if anyone else experienced this. | attempts attempt remove world experience strange sensation like week of completely peace happy honest perfect calm sense purge pain course misery want know experience |
non-suicide | Any good discord servers? Basically i am on like 1 discord server and that is it. I want to meet new people so yeah. Feel free to recommend some. 16 female fyi | good discord server basically like discord server want meet new people yeah feel free recommend female fri |
non-suicide | I thought people were supposed to glo up tbh i seriously have declined since 8th grade. it’s so bad i was looking at pictures of myself but i defensively peaked at 8th grade it’s so sad | think people suppose go tbs seriously decline the grade bad look picture defensively peak the grade sad |
suicide | Deleted account Suicidal posthi. I tried to find a solution on reddit help. it suggested posting here.
here is the post. If you know what to do please help:
https://www.reddit.com/r/JordanPeterson/comments/cl833m/this_will_be_my_last_post_its_do_or_die/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share | delete account suicidal post i try find solution geddit help suggest post post know help |
non-suicide | A man walks into a bar Yeah, he did that crazy right? | man walk bar yeah crazy right |
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non-suicide | oh god mom found the cum drawer oh god mom found the cum drawer | of god mon find cum drawer of god mon find cum drawer |
non-suicide | In less than 10 hours, I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed, and I'm so nervous I think I'm going to throw up I'm not a big fan of needles, ad that's probably why I'm freaking out so much. If anyone has any stories of them getting their teeth out that could help me with the nerves, that'd be great :) | hour get wisdom tooth remove nervous think go throw not big fan needle and probably freak story get tooth help nerve great |
non-suicide | I havent slept for 2 days I havent slept for two days straight and fell like shit, weak af cant move a muscle, should i sleep or nah. | not sleep day not sleep day straight fall like shit weak of not muscle sleep nah |
suicide | Can't handle my situationMy life is in shambles. But at the core is my looks, if I looked normal and felt normal I would be incredibly happy even with the million of problems that have built up. Because I know I can solve em. Instead I know that I'll just keep being incredibly miserable with no end, things can only get worse. Is there any method to overcome something like this? I keep thinking about suicide but I don't think I'll ever do it, yet I can't take it anymore either. | not handle situation my life shamble core look look normal feel normal incredibly happy problem build know solve instead know incredibly miserable no end thing bad method overcome like think suicide not think not anymore |
suicide | Is there a differenceIs wishing for cancer less suicidal than thinking about eating a bullet? I mentioned to a friend how life circumstances made me pray for a terminal illness and he acted like it was a big deal. I thought wanting to be dead was better than taking it into my own hands, and I've been using it as a way to stave off suicide. "Cancer happens all the time, all I need to do is wait.". But if one is as bad as the other... | difference is wish cancer suicidal think eat bullet mention friend life circumstance pray terminal illness act like big deal think want dead well take hand way stave suicide cancer happen time need wait bad |
suicide | Depression is my life...I have had depression for the majority of my teenage to adult life. And I feel like I am at a loss; I have planned and contemplated suicide multiple times but always back out due to fear. I feel the NHS does not do enough until it is too late ( I am English.) I have no idea what to do anymore as I honestly do not know how to cope, I feel like I am at a loss and just existing until I die. I came here to see if anyone else is feeling the same or if anyone who has been through this and came out the other side. All I have that get's me through it is my beautiful girlfriend, family and my music (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_IUS9yqVpxk) but I find it always ends up being about my depression, I am just hoping someone who reads this can help as I don't know what to do any more....
thank you for reading. | depression life depression majority teenage adult life feel like loss plan contemplate suicide multiple time fear feel nos not late english no idea anymore honestly not know cope feel like loss exist die come feel come get beautiful girlfriend family music find end depression hope read help not know thank read |
suicide | I’m doneI’ve been kicked out two days in a row, nothing is good enough and I’m tired of my kids looking at me like “I’m sorry dad, you know mom” I’ve had it and I just want to fucking die. | conceive kick day row good tired kid look like sorry dad know mon want fucking die |
non-suicide | Oh,hey person on Reddit😎 What’s the difference between you and a pair of glasses?
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^(istg I’m not gonna stop posting these) | other person geddit difference pair glass glass sit bit high face we town deg deg stg not go stop post |
suicide | i dont wanna be here anymorei dont wanna do this anymore
i want it all to stop and im so tired i just wanna sleep for a very very long time | not want anymore not want anymore want stop tired want sleep long time |
non-suicide | What will you do in this situation? It’s night and you decide to go to sleep. When you close your eyes and fall asleep, you see black you open your eyes but all you can see is black. you can’t move but then you see something: “Bethesda game studios” “presents”
Your memories start to flow in...
You see that you are in a cart moving in a forest, you see someone riding a horse that pushed the cart, you see more people in the cart “The Elder Scrolls V”
You remember that title it was a game from 2011!
“SKYRIM”
Yeah that’s the one.
Someone: “Hey you finally awake”... | situation night decide sleep close eye fall asleep black open eye black not bethesda game studio present memory start flow cart move forest ride horse push cart people cart elder scroll a remember title game sky rim yeah hey finally awake |
suicide | Wake up, browse reddit, watch porn, contemplate suicide, repeatMan fuck this shit. People say it gets better, no it gets worse. Legitimately considering trying to stab myself in the jugular. I was sexually abused and mutilated and no one cares. People laugh at my problems call me crazy. Theres to much contradiction here. Hurt me, tell me its no big deal, tell me i'll get over it, laugh at me. Either kill me or care for me I can't stand this inbetween flip floppy bull shit. Its torture. Everyone would be better without me anyway I'm just a problem generator. It hurts so much. If theres a god he knows no mercy. | wake browse geddit watch porn contemplate suicide repeat an fuck shit people get well no get bad legitimately consider try stab jugular sexually abuse mutilated no care people laugh problem crazy contradiction hurt tell no big deal tell laugh kill care not stand in between flip floppy bull shit torture well problem generator hurt god know no mercy |
non-suicide | Posting everyday until i get my first kiss day 239 Man fuck my life man fuck it | post everyday kiss day man fuck life man fuck |
suicide | My suicidality made me go crazyI keep on internally laughing I can't stop it when I'm very down I can barely close my eyes and I keep on laughing internally I am very fucked up I think I might be crazy but I am extremely afraid to get diagnosed as I keep having flashbacks of the day that I was held captive in a hospital it was so horrible but at the same time I really deserved it I can't do this longer help me | suicidal to crazy internally laugh not stop barely close eye laugh internally fuck think crazy extremely afraid diagnose have flashback day hold captive hospital horrible time deserve not longer help |