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non-suicide | German is not that hard to learn Like, I literally learned it in 4 months,its easy, I'll name a couple languages harder than German though: Russian, Spanish, French, Albanian, Greek, Enchanting table and lastly Babyian | german not hard learn like literally learn months it easy couple language harder german russian spanish french albanian greek enchant table lastly baby an |
non-suicide | IN THE BOOK OF HEAVY METAL | book heavy metal |
suicide | What a wonderful feeling being drunk can beWhat a wonderful feeling being drunk can be. The softness of wine and the cradle of depression. Its the feeling that this is as good as it will get. The rest is just wishful thinking. If only. if Only they could forget about me. If only they had others to love and forgot me. I could be alone and finally go to sleep once and for all. I would sit in a corner ...or maybe not because I am too old to crouch and ball up in the corner of a room: it would be uncomfortable. yes I want to die now, but in comfort and forgotten by all that matter.
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It is tedious, frustrating and damned irritating. One day it will be easier and I will be able to die as I want to. | wonderful feeling drunk be what wonderful feeling drunk softness wine cradle depression feeling good rest wishful thinking forget love forget finally sleep sit corner maybe not old crouch ball corner room uncomfortable yes want die comfort forget matter amp tedious frustrating damned irritate day easy able die want |
suicide | I probably won't... but it just seems like an easy end to the pain....Truthfully, like most people here... I just want an outside reason or voice to give me some light and make it seem worth it... For the past few weeks I'll grab my gun, unloaded, cock it, and just put it to my head and pull the trigger just to hear the 'click'... It's pretty fucked up considering I haven't felt like this since High School. If anyone cares for the story, I've posted it in r/offmychest and r/relationship_advice. Of course this is all over a girl and I know it'll pass.... I just hate that my mind is trying to kill me.... | probably not like easy end pain truthfully like people want outside reason voice light worth past week grab gun unload cock head pull trigger hear click pretty fuck consider not feel like high school care story post off chest relationship advice course girl know pass hate mind try kill |
non-suicide | just spent an hour translating a song feels good | spend hour translate song feel good |
non-suicide | Bro it feels so good calling my ex a gf again I've been wanting another chance for about a year now lol
We first got together freshman year | bro feel good call sex of want chance year low get freshman year |
suicide | effective suicide plan?So I've finally decided to take a turn to find peace.
To be honest my plan isn't well thought out and I'm scared it's going to fail, which means I'll have to face being found out and sent somewhere.
My current plan is to take enough melatonin and sedatives to knock myself out, then go outside in the snow during the night wearing shorts and a t-shirt and sleep there, and hopefully the subzero cold kills me before I wake up in the morning. Would this be effective? | effective suicide plans finally decide turn find peace honest plan not think scare go fail mean face find send current plan melatonin sedative knock outside snow night wear short shirt sleep hopefully subzero cold kill wake morning effective |
non-suicide | im such an idiot i stuck my hand in a fan | idiot stick hand fan |
non-suicide | I feel like crying. I don't know where to post this so, I'm posting this here.
I just feel like crying, for no reason. I was just minding my business when, my mom asked me something (that doesn't really matter to me anyway) and, I just... felt like it. I managed to go to my room without anyone noticing and... I'm just seating here now. Trying to get this out of me.
(Sorry if I did any grammatical mistakes) | feel like cry not know post post feel like cry no reason mind business mon ask not matter feel like manage room notice seat try sorry grammatical mistake |
suicide | Feeling really angry can someone talk?I would appreciate it if I may vent my heart.. | feel angry talk appreciate vent heart |
non-suicide | God damn I wish I could be pegged I just wanna be pegged and called a good boy😔
^i’m ^to ^horny ^for ^my ^own ^good | god damn wish peg want peg call good boy horny good |
non-suicide | Parents be like "dont hang around that frend, frend bad, family gud" Then get played by their own brother._. | parent like not hang friend friend bad family god play brother |
non-suicide | Bro, im deadass crying rn My mom came into my room, and she thought I was sleeping. And as she was leaving she said under her breath "I love you [redacted]" and now I'm cryin.
Im a feckin emotional wreck | bro dead ass cry in mon come room think sleep leave say breath love redact cry in feck in emotional wreck |
non-suicide | Today’s poop story. I was wearing a big shirt.
I went to the latrine to poop.
I pulled my pants down, sat, and pooped.
My shirt caught the poop. | today poop story wear big shirt go latrine poop pull pant sit pope shirt catch poop |
suicide | I am getting pretty closeI just dont see any other option at this point | get pretty close not option point |
non-suicide | I just found out doing Yoga wrong can lead to harm I was doing it wrong this whole time 😔🙏🏼😔 | find yoga wrong lead harm wrong time |
suicide | SuicideWhats a better solution to avoid suicide? | suicide what well solution avoid suicide |
non-suicide | i got a new tat tonight im vry happy w it :DD [here’s a pic](https://imgur.com/a/2ZSDOUK) | get new tat tonight very happy add pic |
suicide | I just want to be freeI don't want to be this depressed drain on everyone around me anymore. | want free not want depressed drain anymore |
non-suicide | To the actual dunce who may or may not have given me Covid-19: Fuck you. Eat shit and die. No amount of words can describe the amount of unbridled anger I feel right now because of your actual fucking *sloth brain*. | actual dunce not give ovid fuck eat shit die no word describe unbridled anger feel right actual fucking sloth brain |
non-suicide | if i had a dollar for every time someone on here suggested my posts were the result of drug use i would have enough money to go buy the drugs theyre talkin about i wish i was high people !!!!! but im not !!!! ur just jelly ur brain is boring and mine is sexc and says funny things 👋😏 | dollar time suggest post result drug use money buy drug talk in wish high people not or jelly or brain boring sex say funny thing |
non-suicide | I want to make out with Leela in the Planet Express office supply closet What’s Fry going to do about it? | want leila planet express office supply closet fry go |
non-suicide | My friend asked out his crush and she said,
"you should have waited till April"
she thought it was a joke so she told him he should have waited until April fools
Can I have an F in the chat for my bro haha | friend ask crush say wait till april think joke tell wait april fool of chat bro hama |
non-suicide | I saw my uncles dick one night I went to take a shit in the middle of the night. I went to the bathroom, half asleep, only to see my uncle taking a massive shit. I saw his balls and everything. I wasn’t the same ever since | see uncle dick night go shit middle night go bathroom half asleep uncle take massive shit see ball not |
non-suicide | lmaolmabsjdbbsjxbwnxhhdjsshdcmwbdjjf jrhdsndhdjsbshhdnsnsnsnsndndjejekskk | lmaolmabsjdbbsjxbwnxhhdjsshdcmwbdjjf jrhdsndhdjsbshhdnsnsnsnsndndjejekskk |
suicide | I just don’t even know anymoreThis is the first time Ive felt this way since I started antidepressants but I think this is the last straw. I’ve been sitting here at rock bottom for a while now people tell me to keep going and I’ve tried but things just haven’t really gotten better. I haven’t even found something that I like doing and am good at and I put a lot of false hope into many things and am just disappointed in the end. I don’t even think I know myself anymore and at this point I’m really considering suicide. | not know anymore this time feel way start antidepressant think straw sit rock people tell go try thing not get better not find like good lot false hope thing disappoint end not think know anymore point consider suicide |
suicide | i have no reason to live anymoremy online friends don’t talk to me anymore so everyday is a bore might as well kill myself | no reason live anymore my online friend not talk anymore everyday bore kill |
non-suicide | I’m fucking I’m fucking I’m fucking LET ME DRINK ALL YOUR BLOOD YUM YUM
LET ME DRINK ALL YOUR BLOOD YUM YUM
LET ME DRINK ALL YOUR BLOOD YUM YUM | fucking fucking fucking let drink blood yum yum let drink blood yum yum let drink blood yum yum |
suicide | I missed my own warning signs.I somehow didn't notice the not even first time descent into depression. I know myself and my behaviors but I did put anything together until I was at the bottom of the pit and drowning. I feel like my own feelings are fake because they don't make sense and I don't know what to do. | miss warning signs not notice not time descent depression know behavior pit drown feel like feeling fake not sense not know |
non-suicide | It's my 19th birthday today... I don't know if I should be happy that I'm officially a 19-year old and Pewds can be proud of me....
....Or I should sad cause this is my last year on this subreddit...
Help | the birthday today not know happy officially year old pews proud sad year sub edit help |
non-suicide | Am I in the wrong? I have to share a room with my older brother. He always kicks me out of my own room so then I have to spend every moment with my sister who is 4 years younger then me. I have to constantly be with her, and do whatever she wants, I even have to sleep on the floor in her room. My brother was gone tonight so I just wanted to spend the night by myself playing video games. So I tell my sister I’ll sit with you until you fall asleep. She starts saying I want to sleep in your room and I say no. Then my mom starts screaming at me that I’m terrible for making her feel bad. Am I in the wrong? | wrong share room old brother kick room spend moment sister year young constantly want sleep floor room brother go tonight want spend night play video game tell sister sit fall asleep start say want sleep room no mon start scream terrible make feel bad wrong |
non-suicide | I passed my driver's permit test today So yeah I can kinda drive so that's pretty cool | pass driver permit test today yeah kind drive pretty cool |
suicide | I feel like I'm at my end.I want to kill myself so fucking badly. I talked to someone who had countless attempts and apparently it's harder than I originally thought. Great, just great. I can't kill myself and it's irritating. I just want to leave. Just let me leave, *please* | feel like end want kill fucking badly talk countless attempt apparently hard originally think great great not kill irritate want leave let leave |
non-suicide | How to be happy!: a tutorial 1. | happy tutorial |
suicide | I'm tired of convincing myself that i want to be alive every day. if I have to do this every day for the rest of my life, then i'd like to just stop.suggestions? | tired convince want alive day day rest life like stop suggestion |
non-suicide | I have a weird question Hmmmmm… how do I shave my butt hole/ass crack? | weird question hmm shave butt hole ass crack |
non-suicide | how old are your parents/grandparents holy fuck most of your elders are old as hell, my parents are 38 and my grandparents are in their early to late 50s | old parents grandparent holy fuck elder old hell parent grandparent early late a |
non-suicide | Any other 14 yos lookin for fun? ;D Add my sc: retromcgaming or dm me 😝❤😘 | you look in fund add so retro gaming do |
non-suicide | 17 years ago today, cries started to flood a single ward deep in the depths of a hospital. A legend came into this world. That legend is me. Yes I'm brave enough to admit that I am awesome and love myself entirely. I've eaten healthy and excercised vigorously throughout this hell of a year, not to forget brushing up my academics. I've also saved up for a new pair of socks. I'm so proud of myself. Can any of you rich redditors give me an award of any kind, please? The cheapest will even do because that would make my entire day infinitely more exciting!
Award givers will be highly commended through dm's. | year ago today cry start flood single ward deep depth hospital legend come world legend yes brave admit awesome love entirely eat healthy exercise vigorously hell year not forget brush academic save new pair sock proud rich redd tor award kind cheap entire day infinitely exciting award giver highly commend dos |
non-suicide | Is there a cure for intense boredom? Other LSD, video games or pornography? | cure intense boredom ltd video game pornography |
suicide | 12 Reasons To Kill Myself1) I have just failed my class and extremely upset
2) I'm transgender and can't live with this anymore (hardest one)
3) I have social anxiety
4) I have obsessive compulsive disorder
5) I'm always depressed
6) I'm not healthy at all
7) I hate my family
8) I don't have any friends
9) I have no talent or purpose in life
10) I've never done anything important in my life. I've always failed.
11) Society won't accept my existence and will always keep making fun of me.
12) World is bullshit. There is always violence, terror, blood and death. It's not worth living.
Should I do it ? | reason kill fail class extremely upset transcend not live anymore hard social anxiety obsessive compulsive disorder depressed not healthy hate family not friend no talent purpose life important life fail society not accept existence make fun world bullshit violence terror blood death not worth live |
suicide | I want to Fucking blow my brains outIt’s a disservice to my real self to keep trying to live at this point. In all honesty the reason I hang on is to keep myself in some sort of torture chamber. Just let me out of this piss test called life. It’s solitary confinement | want fucking blow brain out it disservice real self try live point honesty reason hang sort torture chamber let piss test call life solitary confinement |
non-suicide | Aight thats it, time to go I've been up for too long now, yall have a good sleep its like 2am but hey I'm 18 now so thats kinda cool, my wise old man advice is go build something, or draw smt you have the ability to create, and thats whats got the human race to the reddit we have today | right time long good sleep like hey kind cool wise old man advice build draw set ability create get human race geddit today |
suicide | Can somebody talk to me?There is shit in my life that I need to just talk about, but also maybe need some help with...
But I don't want to do that publicly, idk why... I just don't | somebody talk me there shit life need talk maybe need help not want publicly not know not |
suicide | Police Visit UKThrowaway due to obvious reasons.
Last night I made a decision to significantly harm myself with the intention to end my life.
As a last ditch attempt I text Crisis Text Line.
After some back and for I had calmed down and decided to get out of the house. I left everything including my phone.
Once I managed to recoup my thoughts I gathers my things (including my phone) and went to my parents.
In the meantime, Crisis has contacted the Police and they tracked me to my parents house. This led to an encounter where I had to discuss everything in an open dialogue and I was strongly advised to stay at my parents etc.
I’m concerned with what the repercussions are now with Police (including my police records, contact with my GP/medical records and employer). | police visit throwaway obvious reason night decision significantly harm intention end life ditch attempt text crisis text line calm decide house leave include phone manage recoup thought gather thing include phone go parent meantime crisis contact police track parent house lead encounter discuss open dialogue strongly advise stay parent etc concerned repercussion police include police record contact a medical record employer |
non-suicide | Welp, here we go again. Hey hey! Guess who got their bank account opened... And has no idea how to use it because school is dumb and only teaches you how to count money and not actually use it- damn I love life! | help hey hey guess get bank account open no idea use school dumb teach count money not actually use damn love life |
non-suicide | hey liam, is you are have beans? ??????
nevermind, it's too late now. | hey liam bean never mind late |
non-suicide | what ways is there to help and support other teenagers and young adults? what ways can u come up with to help young adult and teenagers ?
I'm trying to get ideas for a project of mine.
15 male | way help support teenager young adult way come help young adult teenager try idea project male |
non-suicide | I can’t upload an image so I can’t explain how much I hate YouTube’s new like, dislike and reply symbols on the comments with a meme so I’ll use a rant. Seriously, the old ones were incredibly iconic and pleasing to look at, as well as the nice blue differing much from the white and the black so you could easily see which comments you’ve liked (and disliked but nobody does that). But now they look super sharp and cramped and generally unpleasant for the eyes. As well as that, they also turn white, black if you use light mode,I’m guessing. You now have to look at them for a second to see if you’ve already liked or disliked the comment. How does nobody else know about this?! | not upload image not explain hate youtube new like dislike reply symbol comment meme use rant seriously old one incredibly iconic pleasing look nice blue differ white black easily comment like dislike look super sharp cramp generally unpleasant eye turn white black use light model guess look second like dislike comment know |
non-suicide | Despite what we will tell you Californians do have an accent Mine is basically standard American, but that’s cuz I was basically forced into a standard American accent cuz my family would correct me if I spoke in anything but that, so my accent is distinct from most people around me, although that’s relatively common, but most peoples accent where I live sounds like if a NorCal accent had a slight southern drawl and had the speed and stressing of a valley gurl accent, it’s bazaar and so easy to understand, although the people that stray more towards the valley gurl side are a bit harder to understand
I do still have a central California accent but it’s not nearly as thick as most people’s, they didn’t completely beat (not literally) it out of me | despite tell californians accent basically standard american cut basically force standard american accent cut family correct speak accent distinct people relatively common people accent live sound like normal accent slight southern drawl speed stressing valley girl accent bazaar easy understand people stray valley girl bit harder understand central california accent not nearly thick people not completely beat not literally |
suicide | I found the location.Next step is to get the rope, and hold off till the date comes | find location next step rope hold till date come |
non-suicide | my chimney is on fire help Idk what to do | chimney fire help not know |
non-suicide | My gf broke up with me She said that she just doesn't feel the same way she use to and that we should just be friends.
Lovey duck if ur reading this, u were my first love and gave me the best year of my life and while I wish to give it another try one day but for now I can only respect ur wishes and stay friends.
Thank u to whoever stoped by to read this | of break say not feel way use friend lovey duck or read love give good year life wish try day respect or wish stay friend thank stop read |
non-suicide | First one to beat me in Connect Four wins an useless award ⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪
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Press space four times at the start of each line for good formatting. Copy paste my move each time and then make yours. I'll reply to your comment and we will start playing. | beat connect win useless award press space time start line good format copy paste time reply comment start play |
non-suicide | lol guys guess what im pregnant i hope it's a boy im so excited but im also kinda scared cus my mom said that vaccines cause SIDS but i dont want the baby to get polio if i dont vaccinate it??? | low guy guess pregnant hope boy excited kind scared custom say vaccine sid not want baby polio not vaccinate |
non-suicide | How's everyone's day going? I just wanted to check and see how everyone is doing. | day go want check |
suicide | how to silence the thoughts?pretty consistently i find myself hardly hearing or listening to people. i find myself wanting to die almost all the time, or like warn people that i am involuntarily awful, that everyone leaves eventually. i find myself narrating my thoughts and life while others are talking. i dont know, maybe i am alone in this, but if im not... how the fuck do i remain present anymore? all i can think about are the negatives. i practice DBT but it doesnt help. | silence thought pretty consistently find hardly hear listen people find want die time like warn people involuntarily awful leave eventually find narrate thought life talk not know maybe not fuck remain present anymore think negative practice debt not help |
non-suicide | Leave a message for me to wake up to. It can be basically anything. I'm bored. Damn I really should sleep | leave message wake basically bored damn sleep |
suicide | Rose's are red, the sun is shining, my mental health is mental decliningI'm making dark jokes to compensate for my never ending loop of depression which eventually convince me to kill myself hopefully ill see you tommorow. ;-; | rose red sun shine mental health mental declining in make dark joke compensate end loop depression eventually convince kill hopefully ill tomorrow |
non-suicide | wtf is the point of astrology like, wtf is the point? Oh wow I'm a picses, guess I'll go make a living out of this
Seriously, stupid man
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Like, oh hey there astrology obsesed person, what's your zodiac sign?
Oh, it's a cancer
I know you are, but what's your zodican sign? | whf point astrology like whf point of wow pics guess living seriously stupid man amp like of hey astrology obese person zodiac sign of cancer know god can sign |
non-suicide | My sister's friend has passed My sister's friend has recently passed away from suicide. He was being bullied and couldn't take it anymore. All I ask from you guys is that you send words of encouragement to u/hardboiledeggsowo thank you and if you or a friend are suicidal please tell someone you trust | sister friend pass sister friend recently pass away suicide bully not anymore ask guy send word encouragement youhardboiledeggsowo thank friend suicidal tell trust |
non-suicide | I Need Some Advice So I'm sure this has been done before but I wanted to make a post about it for myself. I like this girl in my class and I want to ask her out but we're not really close and we've never really hung out on a personal level. I don't think that she likes me or knows that I like her but I may be wrong. I'm lacking in the self-confidence department and I'm not amazing at social interaction unless it's with the boys. I was wondering if anyone else has been in this situation and wanted to know what they did about it. | need advice sure want post like girl class want ask not close hang personal level not think like know like wrong lack self confidence department not amazing social interaction boy wonder situation want know |
non-suicide | Here's my list of hobbies * Switching between phone and pc.
* Using the same 3 apps/webpages
* listening to the same song over and over
* putting myself in imaginary scenarios that will never happen
* having a "hi" exchange for weeks in a row
* getting more and more sad everyday
* getting more anxious every day
* wanting to play with my dogs but i can't since there's a malaria outbreak in my city
* worrying about my mental health
* worrying about my sexuality
* asking if my friends actually are my friends.
* etc and etc
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^(help) | list hobby switch phone pc app webpage listen song put imaginary scenario happen have i exchange week row get sad everyday get anxious day want play dog not malaria outbreak city worry mental health worry sexuality ask friend actually friend etc etc amp help |
non-suicide | Would be fun to make a group chats with random people Post is in the title | fun group chat random people post title |
non-suicide | I’m bored, anyone wanna chat for a bit? 19M, I’m super bored doing homework. If you wanna talk then DM me | bore want chat bit a super bored homework want talk do |
non-suicide | My dad downloaded this QUSTODIO crap on my pc. How do i get rid of it or disable it without him knowing? My dad downloaded this QUSTODIO crap on my pc. How do i get rid of it or disable it without him knowing?
Title says it. I need to disable this crap and get control over my pc again. | dad download us today crap pc rid disable know dad download us today crap pc rid disable know title say need disable crap control pc |
non-suicide | i have the horni disease and the only cure is u ahaha hmu bb lmao jkjkjk...........unless 😳😳😳 ahaha dms are open | horny disease cure a aha hmm by lao jack unless a aha dos open |
non-suicide | I'm thinking about doing drugs. Just some addy, maybe smoke a little weed. I don't know where to cop though. | think drug add maybe smoke little weed not know cop |
suicide | I take the train to work everyday, I usually always contemplate just jumping in front of it. I’ll probably never do it, but it calms me knowing I can.Depression is crushing my soul today. Holding back the tears is extra hard this morning. if there truly is a God, I’ll never understand why this God of ours created millions and millions with mental illness. pretty fucked up if you ask me. Man I wanna ball my eyes out. | train work everyday usually contemplate jump probably calm know can depression crush soul today hold tear extra hard morning truly god understand god create million million mental illness pretty fuck ask man want ball eye |
non-suicide | Need help remembering a name of an old toy I remember when I was younger, back in 2010-12, I remember the kids around me used to have plastic balls, with a magnet on the bottom, and when stuck onto metal, would explode into a creature, and then was folded away by hand
I remembered them a couple days ago, but for the life of me remember what they were called, I don't think I ever knew lol
If someone would b able to tell me what they're called, I'll be indebted 2u
Tyia | need help remember old toy remember young remember kid plastic ball magnet stick metal explode creature fold away hand remember couple day ago life remember call not think know lob able tell call indebted tia |
non-suicide | How do you delete a reddit account Yeah reddit is kinda boring and I don’t know how to delete my account | delete geddit account yeah geddit kind boring not know delete account |
non-suicide | Making a post till I get a gf #1 Ok now before you say I'm trynna copy u/Rubeva here me out. Yes I'm copying him for he has given me this terrible idea. However I'll not be posting any jokes cos I'm not funny .
Just gonna post random shit. | make post till of of try a copy your beta yes copy give terrible idea not post joke cos not funny go post random shit |
non-suicide | So i just found out most of the people I know hate me I was on a call with one of my friends and he said “you know, everyone hates you.”I was confused. Then he said “yeah. A lot of people think you’re really annoying.” I asked him for names. He gave me the names of my crush, Sophia, one of my closest friends, Noah, and another friend. Ian. I don’t know what to do. | find people know hate friend say know hate you i confused say yeah lot people think annoying ask name give name crush sophia close friend noah friend ian not know |
non-suicide | I need advice on clothes and fashion I barely have any clothes, and want to buy some. I don't know almost anything about brands and fashion, and i also don't know what suits me, i have a pic of me on my profile, so you can suggest what would suit me well. Also, try to keep it simple and fairly cheap. Also, i need recommendations on where to buy clothes. Thanks in advance, ig. | need advice clothe fashion barely clothe want buy not know brand fashion not know suit pic profile suggest suit try simple fairly cheap need recommendation buy clothe thank advance in |
non-suicide | If you like reading manga, I started a Manga/Lightnovel reading club on Discord. Would anyone like to join? Hi, I had an idea to start a server for teens like me who enjoy reading manga or lightnovels. My idea is, we vote on manga to read, and we read and discuss the series together. I also have various discussion channels ranging from manga, light novels, manwhas, gaming, anime, etc. If you would like to join or want to know more details, just shoot me a message. (Only teenagers) | like read manga start mangling novel read club discord like join i idea start server teen like enjoy read manga light novel idea vote manga read read discuss series discussion channel range manga light novel many as game anime etc like join want know detail shoot message teenager |
non-suicide | Boobs are like, not that important Like yea if they exist that's dope and all but size doesn't even matter like a boob's a boob you know | boob like not important like yea exist dope size not matter like boob boob know |
suicide | i wish i wasn’t to lazy for suicide.i can’t handle this life anymore and i want it to end. but that requires the energy i don’t have.. i don’t care.. if laziness could kill me i’d be happy.
anyways, i have nothing else to say. | wish not lazy suicide not handle life anymore want end require energy not not care laziness kill happy anyways |
non-suicide | Any Arab teens? Arab brethren DM I want to talk to a fellow Arab 😳 | arab teen arab brethren do want talk fellow arab |
suicide | Sorry if this is rudePeople are vague about what is going on that's causing them to be suicidal like I get why but still I've never seen a full out explanation of why someone wanted to commit die I've always wondered what is so bad that goes on in one's life to lead them to it, this is probably weird sounding but I kind of want to hear a full account of what goes on that drives someone to their breaking point | sorry rude people vague go cause suicidal like see explanation want commit die wonder bad go one life lead probably weird sound kind want hear account go drive breaking point |
non-suicide | Anybody wanna join my minecraft java server? It's purely survival on 1.16.1. Hoping we could build stuff together. Dm me if you would like to join. | anybody want join min craft java server purely survival hope build stuff do like join |
non-suicide | Go Eat warm toast with butter and experience heaven. Do it. Im having some rn and its so Damn good | eat warm toast butter experience heaven have in damn good |
suicide | I've had flashing visions of my suicide for yearsAny time I'm stressed and sometimes when I'm not I'll have a vision of me killing myself. Most of the time I have no control over it. But the rest of the time I end up actively worrying about it, making it worse.
Has anyone else had anything like this?
I've had a particularly stressful few months and I'm just getting so tired of it. I'm able to rationally think myself out of any situation for the moment but I can see it going either way at this point. | flashing vision suicide year any time stress not vision kill time no control rest time end actively worry make bad like particularly stressful month get tired able rationally think situation moment go way point |
suicide | I HAVE LEFT MY JOB AND THIS IS MY LAST PAYSLIP PLEASE HELPhttps://i.paste.pics/4TL59.png CAN SOMEBODY PLEASE EXPLAIN ME WHAT DOES HALV MEANS? | leave job payslip help somebody explain half mean |
non-suicide | Me explaining to my mom what "based" means If I walked out onto the street in 1950s moscow and shouted "stalin is responsible for the deaths of millions of people in the ukraine", I'd be an idiot, but I'd also be based. | explain mon base mean walk streets moscow shout stalin responsible death million people ukraine idiot base |
suicide | I attempted suicide and obviously failed in the year 2004. People told me things would get better. They don'tLife gets harder as you get older. I have even more problems than I did back then. I tried to improve my life by going to school but now I will have nothing but poverty, homelessness, and debt that will follow me to the grave. One of the worst parts is that there has not been ONE SINGLE DAY since then where I have felt glad that I did not succeed. It has been nothing but a dark, painful, miserable journey. All I ask for mow is the guts to go through with it and get it over with. Don't tell people things will get better. legalize euthanasia so people don't have to die in a horrifying, painful, and messy way. We have to because this world is NOT for everyone. | attempt suicide obviously fail year people tell thing well don life get hard old problem try improve life go school poverty homelessness debt follow grave bad part not single day feel glad not succeed dark painful miserable journey ask mow gut not tell people thing better legalize euthanasia people not die horrifying painful messy way world not |
non-suicide | Someone VC w me on discord I'm bored as hell idc who tf you are
Dm me for my # | pc a discord bored hell i d of do |
suicide | Dead on the insideI feel like shit all the time, my wife no longer loves me, I've been cutting up and down my legs so nobody will notice for weeks now, I can't find any patch of unscathed skin to cut anymore... I just want to end it... I can't even bring myself to get out of bed today... I've been blowing off my friends and family for a while now too... It just feels like everything is crumbling... How can I get out of this slump? | dead inside feel like shit time wife no longer love cut leg notice week not find patch unscathed skin cut anymore want end not bring bed today blow friend family feel like crumble slump |
non-suicide | Boys and girls there a reason we wear hoods even when it’s sprinkling Because a tree will drop a giant drop of water right on face and it will get you all wet. | boy girl reason wear hood sprinkle tree drop giant drop water right face wet |
suicide | kinda wanna dienothing really too it just fucking hate everything rn. Dont feel like I have anyone true to me | kind want denote fucking hate in not feel like true |
non-suicide | are u banned from a subreddit? if yes, why and which one | ban sub edit yes |
non-suicide | Can constant masturbation lead to disinterest in girls? Asking for a friend
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suicide | I don't know what to do anymoreI'm 17, I've been depressed for 8 months and had thoughts of killing myself for 6, but its really getting to the point where I just want to end it.
Nothing I do is fun anymore, everything I used to do slowly got consumed by frustration. I see a therapist and take medicine, but neither really help. I have a friend who talks to me almost every day and she is pretty much the only reason I haven't done it, but I'm feeling like a nuisance to her. She's says a lot of the things I say to her are making her angry because she doesn't understand why I do/would want to do some of the things I say
I started to self harm a little bit, just scratching, but I really am thinking of cutting or more likely just ending my life soon. Idk what I'm trying to say with this, but I just want to die. | not know anymore depress month thought kill get point want end fun anymore slowly get consume frustration therapist medicine help friend talk day pretty reason not feel like nuisance say lot thing make angry not understand do would want thing start self harm little bit scratch think cut likely end life soon not know try want die |
non-suicide | just spent 78 dollars on teen titans season 1-5 hows ur day
i feel guilty cause it was my dads money but it was worth it :) okay i actually feel bad but whenever i ask my parents if i can buy something they always say yes, like even expensive things ($60) anyways i have learned my lesson | spend dollar teen titan season or day feel guilty dad money worth okay actually feel bad ask parent buy yes like expensive thing anyways learn lesson |
non-suicide | Who’s denser then Tungsten? It’s me I’ll keep this short so don’t expect good English and or full sentences. Last week was hanging out with friends at girls house. Get on topic of hu somehow. She says she’s had people hu in her bed but not her. Looks at me says my name and says u need to get w someone in my bed. I say u first (this is just coincidence I didn’t think anything of it). Later on everyone’s hanging out she says to me let’s go upstairs. Dumbass me says we’re having fun let’s stay down here.
Kill me. | denser tungsten short not expect good english sentence week hang friend girl house topic he say people he bed not look say say need a bed coincidence not think later hang say let upstairs dumb ass say have fun let stay kill |
suicide | I'm so tired...I've just gotta vent
I'm sick of the pain. I'm sick of never feeling good enough. I'm sick of feeling worthless, sick of feeling like I don't deserve anything good. I'm sick of being afraid of everything.
This has gotten so out of hand and I'm really worried about where it's going to take me. I never used to struggle with suicidal thoughts but now they're practically the only ones I have.
I want to get help but I'm so afraid to reach out. My therapist already knows but she doesn't know the extent to which I have these thoughts. I don't know what to do.
I'm so tired of feeling like this, I just want this to be over, I want to be happy again... | tired get vent sick pain sick feel good sick feel worthless sick feeling like not deserve good sick afraid get hand worried go struggle suicidal thought practically one want help afraid reach therapist know not know extent thought not know tired feel like want want happy |
suicide | Greetings r/SW. Today I took it a step further and wrote it out....I actually wrote out my last day...I think this is a very negative turn of events. Does anyone have the patience to listen to my story? | greeting row today take step write out i actually write day i think negative turn event patience listen story |
suicide | Oct 22 2016Jag vill dö. | oct jag will |
suicide | Read my old suicide note tonightRead my old suicide note tonight
A while back (couple months ago, so not too long ago) when my mental state was particularly bad I wrote out a suicide note. I didn’t have anything to say to my parents or any of my friends except one. I don’t feel like I need to give an explanation, I’d rather my issues die with me rather than existing in other people’s heads. I wrote the letter to the only friend who I’ve fully opened up to, and I was prepared to do it. Instead, I went to sleep. I’ve been struggling lately so I went back and read that note and got this strange sense of comfort. It made me feel so relaxed, maybe it was the idea that if I’d gotten that close to killing myself before and hadn’t, I could do it again. | read old suicide note tonight read old suicide note tonight couple month ago not long ago mental state particularly bad write suicide note not parent friend not feel like need explanation issue die exist people head write letter friend fully open prepared instead go sleep struggle lately go read note get strange sense comfort feel relaxed maybe idea gotten close kill not |
suicide | Is it selfish telling someone?I'm thinking about opening up to one of my cousins. I'm not really close to him or anything, but he comes down to visit the uni I go to sometimes since he recently graduated. He also tried to get me into his frat and all, but I also feel like I let him down as I left during the process. I want to open up on how I tried committing and the other mental problems I have. I don't want a pity party or anything like that, I just want someone to know, especially family (as I'm usually always the 'loner' and don't really mingle well with others). But, I'm hesitant because I don't know if I'll try to commit again. I don't want for him to get hurt and all because of that (even though he'll probably already feel bad about me dying, but I don't want it to torment him or something). | selfish tell someone think opening cousin not close come visit uni recently graduate try frat feel like let leave process want open try commit mental problem not want pity party like want know especially family usually loner not mingle hesitant not know try commit not want hurt probably feel bad die not want torment |
suicide | I need some helpI feel really terrible right now I spent the entire day burning my self with matches. I really need to talk to anyone to help me feel better or I'm not sure I'll wake up tomorrow | need help feel terrible right spend entire day burn self match need talk help feel well not sure wake tomorrow |