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non-suicide | Finding the right hair style is so hard Seriously though I hate my hair I used to have a bowl cut ffs because I thought that it shouldn’t be hair that matters its personality. I got bullied no surprise. So I got my hair shorter because I had a crush and now people say I have a mullet even though I don’t. The thing is though I can’t find a hair cut that suits me I look awful in images. | find right hair style hard seriously hate hair bowl cut of think not hair matter personality get bully no surprise get hair short crush people mullet not thing not find hair cut suit look awful image |
non-suicide | Hall parties are the best parties Idk I've never been to any of then, but i might soon. Anyways I'm bored until then so if you make me laugh I might give you something special ;) | hall party good party not know soon anyways bored laugh special |
suicide | Does anyone know of any places to jump in Boston?Or any good ways to successfully die here?
I don't have access to a gun and my apartment does not have a strong anchoring point for a rope/belt. | know place jump boston or good way successfully die not access gun apartment not strong anchoring point rope belt |
suicide | Here againHere I am again. Another year vowing I'll be dead by Christmas. I had higher hopes. Once again praying that I'll be dead before I muster the courage to off myself. Such a loser. | again here year vow dead christmas high hope pray dead muster courage loser |
non-suicide | What small thing brightness your day? Anything you'd done and felt good about it. | small thing brightness day feel good |
non-suicide | when our friends talk about you all it does it just tear me down🤧 cause my heart breaks a little, when i hear your name, it all jus sounds like ouuuu | friend talk tear heart break little hear jus sound like our |
non-suicide | I just cried! I just cried for the first time in a year. It felt awesome. 4 years ago i was used to cry everyday but now it felt like i forgot how it felt. I almost attempted suicide when i was 13 because i got bullied for 6 years straight. | cry cry time year feel awesome year ago cry everyday feel like forget feel attempt suicide get bully year straight |
non-suicide | There was milk in the fridge Its 1am in my country and I was hungry so i wanted to make some cereal. Usually there is no milk in the fridge and i would go to sleep hungry but this time there was milk in the fridge so im happy now. | milk fridge country hungry want cereal usually no milk fridge sleep hungry time milk fridge happy |
suicide | I want to just go alreadyTo scared to do anything but I just want to know how long it takes to die and how painful it would be if I were to take two full bottles of two different of painkillers plus all my anti depressants and Ritalin. | want already to scared want know long take die painful bottle different painkiller plus anti depressant ritalin |
non-suicide | All of you get no bitches Zero | no bitch |
suicide | anybody know of any good suicide hotline #s?I wanted to know if anyone had a good suicide hotline that they've called personally? the last time i called one it seemed to do more harm than good, and I dont know where else to ask. I think the one i called was the generic US one from like the first google search and I don't want to call someone shitty again. Thanks:) | anybody know good suicide hotline is want know good suicide hotline call personally time call harm good not know ask think call generic like google search not want shitty thank |
non-suicide | I literally cannot stop laughing. In my public speaking class, we were given an assignment to write a speech over any topic that we wanted, as long as it was at least 8 minutes long. On the day of the presentation, she called up the first person, and he walked up onto the stage, and I kid you not, this was his opening line:
“What makes Shrek such an amazing movie?”
THEN HE PRECEDED TO DO AN 11 MINUTE SPEECH ABOUT WHY SHREK WAS SUCH A GREAT MOVIE. I am literally dying. Like you could’ve done your speech over anything and you did it over the financial and cultural success of Shrek. You have my respect. | literally not stop laugh public speak class give assignment write speech topic want long minute long day presentation call person walk stage kid not opening line make shrek amazing movie precede minute speech shrek great movie literally die like speech financial cultural success shrek respect |
non-suicide | i cant i cant
i just fucking cant
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can t.
fuck i ngl ike,
can't.
cannot.
no tcant
i can't, mom.
i just can't. | not not fuck not ca nt to fuck nil ike not not no ca nt not mon not |
suicide | I domt understand thisIve had a 'good' (by my own standards) last couple of days, had motivation, got shit done etc. Yet rhw tgoughts are still here, i havent really felt down, but still had a bit of that numb feeling, but not as much as usual. Why? | dot understand this be good standard couple day motivation get shit etc row thought not feel bit numb feeling not usual |
suicide | I’m just ready to go.That’s it. I’ve been contemplating this and that, but at the end of the day I just don’t want to do any of this anymore.
I drink 7 days a week to avoid my actual life and it’s time for a stop. My family will be okay. | ready go that contemplate end day not want anymore drink day week avoid actual life time stop family okay |
non-suicide | I have no idea if my music taste has gotten better or worse over the years Like I used to just listen to like 2000s rock music but now I just listen to a bunch of pretentious stuff | no idea music taste get better bad year like listen likes rock music listen bunch pretentious stuff |
non-suicide | Hey, promoting again, so rate it!
https://youtu.be/v1JmVIqwf08
All is welcome and humor is funny! | hey promote rate welcome humour funny |
non-suicide | My oneitis was constantly trying to run away from me on our date "I gotta go home, gotta wake up early for work" it was pretty obvious how it was going to end. She was uncomfortable the whole time. But you know, she just felt obliged to go out with me because i had told her to go out again at the end of the previous date. Thats just how life is if you are sub chad. They wont just see you as a man, more like as an annoyance. | one is constantly try run away date get home get wake early work pretty obvious go end uncomfortable time know feel oblige tell end previous date life sub chad not man like annoyance |
non-suicide | I just lost the game.... And I'm taking you all down with me | lose game take |
suicide | My parents berated me for an hour because I accidentally fell asleep for a few hours after schoolAll I can think about is killing myself and this is just the nail in my piece of shit coffin
I've never been told how much of an inconvenience I am
I'm useless I don't know shit
Im a fuck up and just an issue and inconvenience to my entire family
I'm going to overdose on my trazadone prescription
They are 50 mg pills and I have a pretty decent amount. I also have alcohol which is very deadly with high doses
Goodbye
Fuck you | parent berate hour accidentally fall asleep hour school all think kill nail piece shit coffin tell inconvenience useless not know shit fuck issue inconvenience entire family go overdose tray done prescription my pill pretty decent alcohol deadly high dose goodbye fuck |
non-suicide | What happened to spoiler flair What happened | happen spoiler flair happen |
suicide | I just need someone to talk toI'm isolated and alone as usual. It's becoming almost too much to bear. I just want to talk to someone who will listen. I'm begging. Please. | need talk tom isolate usual bear want talk listen beg |
non-suicide | Anyone needs their homework done hit me up lol ✨ message me and i’ll let u know details but don’t bother if u think i’m doing it for free | need homework hit low message let know detail not bother think free |
non-suicide | I was looking through my old post and found some interesting(weird) things 🤔 [Something really cursed](https://www.reddit.com/r/teenagers/comments/he9t44/cursed_poem/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf)
[A list of deleted people](https://www.reddit.com/r/teenagers/comments/hbrafy/the_list_its_done/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf)
[My first post here :)](https://www.reddit.com/r/teenagers/comments/gskoz7/we_should_change_the_letter_v_in_avocado/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf) | look old post find interesting weird thing cursed list delete people post |
suicide | I honestly hate everything.....How do you not end everything? Nothing has meaning. Nothing even has a purpose. I don't care about anyone. My parents mean nothing, my brothers and my puppy they mean everything but they equal nothing. I have friends and I wish I could be as happy as I am around them all the time. If that makes sense. I honestly have no goals, well maybe I do. But I fucking hate everything, fuck. FUCK. FUCK. Someone talk to me and convince me that life is worth living.
| honestly hate everything how not end mean purpose not care parent mean brother puppy mean equal friend wish happy time make sense honestly no goal maybe fucking hate fuck fuck fuck talk convince life worth live |
suicide | It's my birthday in 2 daysMakes sense to end it on the day where it all started. I will be 21 and literally didn't do shit in my life. These past 4 years have been a nightmare for the most part. I'm a dissapointment to my family, myself and my non existing friends. Hopefully I won't pussy out at the last moment like I did 7 months ago. | birthday day make sense end day start literally not shit life past year nightmare disappointment family non existing friend hopefully not pussy moment like month ago |
non-suicide | I never thought this would work But I did some stretches for a few months and my dick grew .3 of an inch, and .2 girth. This shit is wack | think work stretch month dick grow inch girth shit wack |
suicide | Feeling like there’s no possible way outWhat do you do when you’re 17, stuck living with people who are toxic.. you know nobody you can go to.. and have no one to talk to. You feel emotionally alone, and like no one cares about you and that there’s no possible way out. Depression prevents you from taking action to work on leaving.. you just sit around.. stuck | feel like no possible way out what stick live people toxic know no talk feel emotionally like no care no possible way depression prevent take action work leave sit stuck |
non-suicide | Can we just give a shoutout to the people who make videos solving obscure tech problems? They don't do it for the money, they do it because they are nice indian guys. | shout out people video solve obscure tech problem not money nice indian guy |
non-suicide | 2am.13. Should I sleep. I just drank a bit of vodka and then someone sent me a pic of momo and I had a panic attack now I'm fine but I'm shaking but should I sleep. | sleep drink bit vodka send pic mono panic attack fine shake sleep |
suicide | No future. What now?I'm just so lost right now.
I grew up in a poor family. My sister just found that she can't afford to go to University. So, to put her through, my dad is going to mortgage the house so he can pay for it. But that leaves none for me to go to University, or collage.
I can't go to school. I have to move out the day I graduate (I'm graduating this year), but I don't have any money at all. I'm not allowed to get a job during school, and I've been trying to get a job all summer but no one will hire me.
I don't know what I'm going to do. When I finish high school I'm on out the street. No job, no money, no place to stay. I can't go to collage. What am I supposed to do? I don't want to kill myself, but it seems like the only way out. I'm lost. | no future now i lose right grow poor family sister find not afford university dad go mortgage house pay leave university collage not school day graduate graduate year not money not allow job school try job summer no hire not know go finish high school street no job no money no place stay not collage suppose not want kill like way lose |
non-suicide | [meme/advice] Bois I'm officially 15 and I can't go on im14andthisisdeep what am I going to do now Please help me I don't want to grow up | mem advice boys officially not imandthisisdeep go help not want grow |
non-suicide | West Virginia has coal, opioids, and the worst fallout game oh, and Joe Msnchin, can’t forget about him
correct me if i’m wrong, but i think that’s all the state is | west virginia coal opioid bad fallout game of joe munchkin not forget correct wrong think state |
non-suicide | Its 6am someone chat My fuck buddy is currently talking about tea while fucked due to cocaine and alcohol. And I'm getting bored
Someone new speak | chat fuck buddy currently talk tea fuck cocaine alcohol get bore new speak |
non-suicide | The slightest fucking thing happens And I have a mental breakdown | slight fucking thing happen mental breakdown |
non-suicide | Can someone write a fanfiction about me I'm bored, and I just want to read dumb things (or sexual) | write fan fiction bored want read dumb thing sexual |
non-suicide | Recommend me some good mobile games that i can play for a long time without paying please. Filler Filler i wanna play these in the bus and in work brakes Filler Filler | recommend good mobile game play long time pay want play bus work brake |
non-suicide | debate me capitalism doesnt cause innovation
black people are disproportionately targeted by the police and this blm is good
fascism is cringe
trump is lowkey fascististics
legalise drugs
15 dollar minimum wage is kinda based
anarcho monarcho bidenism is cool | debate capitalism not innovation black people disproportionately target police blk good fascism cringe trump low key fascist stick legalise drug dollar minimum wage kind base anarchy monarch bide ism cool |
non-suicide | I'm hella bored rn PM me to play Cold War Zombies. I'm fairly new to shooting games but idc if your good or not, I just wanna play with someone but my friends don't respond :/. Anyway, please PM me | hello bored in pm play cold war zombie fairly new shooting game i d good not want play friend not respond pm |
non-suicide | I was spending time drawing this fanart for a character, when I realized it wasn't what I thought it was Now I have an unfinished drawing an im mad about how they made the character | spend time draw fan art character realize not think unfinished draw mad character |
non-suicide | To the people who just told your crushes that you like them: I commend you for your bravery. It is something not all of us can do. Mostly because we're all too socially awkward to even know someone to have a crush on if that makes sense. Idk | people tell crush like commend bravery not socially awkward know crush make sense not know |
non-suicide | Toyota or nissan? | toyota nissan |
non-suicide | Advice needed For transparency, this is about my teenage daughter. She is 18 and started college last Fall.
She is very introverted and has a very hard time making friends. She is extremely smart but also very awkward and has very little self confidence.
I’m trying to help her come out of her shell and get out and meet more people. It’s just not working. She stays in her dorm room all day .. she rarely sees her roommate who shacks up with her boyfriend.
Any suggestions from teenagers out there to help her? What could a parent say to you that would help? Anything??
Thanks for your advice! | advice need transparency teenage daughter start college fall introverted hard time make friend extremely smart awkward little self confidence try help come meet people not work stay dorm room day rarely see roommate shack boyfriend suggestion teenager help parent help thank advice |
suicide | I think im doing it in the next few hoursI have problems going to school for 4/5 years now and it has gotten worse every year. I finished my last school 2 months ago and am now in a new one, which started 2 weeks ago. I was there only on the first day. Its ruining my life but i just cant get myself to go. Even though i know its not hard to just sit there for 5 hours a day i just cant do it. I want to be able to go so badly but i cant no matter what. So school starts in an hour and if i skip again today my mom will send me to a psychiatrist. Fuck it i dont even have the time right now to write all this shit im just gonna hang myself as soon as she goes to work i guess | think hours problem go school year get bad year finish school month ago new start week ago day ruin life not know not hard sit hour day not want able badly not no matter school start hour skip today mon send psychiatrist fuck not time right write shit go hang soon go work guess |
suicide | "just call this hotline, bro. it'll solve all your problems bro"shut THE FUCK UP IJOGERWKENRFMLKWJKOJREROWEFWJGEWROFKEPRQOWFORWFORKGWJRROKP | hotline bro solve problem bro shut fuck ijogerwkenrfmlkwjkojrerowefwjgewrofkeprqowforwforkgwjrrokp |
suicide | I'm going to jump and I know I'm going to regret itI'm going to jump and I know I might regret it the second I do. But 5 seconds later nothing will matter. I've been planning this for months. I like to go to the edge of things and stand half way off and pretend it's time to jump. I've played the stopwatch on my phone over and over again watching 5 seconds go by because that's how long it will take me to hit the ground. I can't stop thinking about it. Let's hope I follow through | go jump know go regret item go jump know regret second second later matter plan month like edge thing stand half way pretend time jump play stopwatch phone watch second long hit ground not stop think let hope follow |
non-suicide | I feel like putting a dot at the end of a sentence online makes me sound stern or something Like heres the difference:
Your my friend
Your my friend.
Is it just me?? | feel like put dot end sentence online make sound stern like difference friend friend |
non-suicide | there are so many things actually wrong wit me im like the dsm-5 personified. but at least im sexc 💪😼 what do we say🤩sasageyo😐who do we love😡levi😐who do we hate🤬marleyans😐who are we😏subjects. of. ymir.😐 | thing actually wrong wit like dam personify sex saysasageyowho lovely who hatemarleyanswho we subject ymir |
non-suicide | I've gone and done it again I've gotten another person I like to get bored of me 😁 | go get person like bore |
suicide | Having A Rough TimeJust wanted to say that I love this subreddit. Love you guys, even if I don't know you. Life really sucks right now and has for quite a few years now, but I'm going to continue to try and get by until things change. Hoping to get out of my toxic living situation eventually in some way or another. Idk, love you guys though. Just wanted to say that. | have rough time just want love sub edit love guy not know life suck right year go continue try thing change hope toxic live situation eventually way not know love guy want |
non-suicide | Are there any apps to find people who are near you (UK) Like apps like yubo are shit, you have to pay a bunch
Are there any alternatives that you guys use | app find people near us like app like yugo shit pay bunch alternative guy use |
non-suicide | This grocery store encounter was a little too ironic and must be shared So i was in a grocery store near the house, when a old man, most likely in his late 40s, wearing a MAGA cap with the American flag on the backside of his electric wheelchair. Heres the ironic part, tho. He was wearing a face mask.
a. face. MASK.
Im not sure if he was wearing it so he can grab what he needs without a fuss, or if it is for self preservation, but this boomer, with patrioticy coursing through his veins, wearing a face mask while Karens claims that not only do face mask take away american freedom, but also suffocates people and does nothing against the virus
Does anyone else find that ironic or is it just me? | grocery store encounter little ironic share grocery store near house old man likely late swear manga cap american flag backside electric wheelchair ironic tho wear face mask face mask not sure wear grab need fuss self preservation boomer patriotic course vein wear face mask karen claim not face mask away american freedom suffocate people virus find ironic |
non-suicide | Honestly, who needs pants? I certainly don’t | honestly need pant certainly not |
non-suicide | Day 1: Useless facts until quarintine is over Sharks are the only fish that can blink with both eyes. | day useless fact quarantine shark fish blink eye |
suicide | Hey, i thought i wouldn't be here againSo, my girlfriend of three years broke up with me new years. I found a lovebite on her neck from someone she'd previously fucked whilst we were together. I cheated on her 3 times, and in these past few months i've been feeling better. My cheating came from insecurity, i think. I just don't know what to do. I'm bipolar, and can't help but read into everything, she's out with a guy i think she fancies tonight and i've been drinking to help it (i know, its not helpful) but i just don't know what the fuck to do. I know the relationship wasn't great but that doesn't help. | hey think not again so girlfriend year break new year find love bite neck previously fuck whilst cheat time past month feel well cheating come insecurity think not know bipolar not help read guy think fancy tonight drink help know not helpful not know fuck know relationship not great not help |
non-suicide | I’m a fraud I told my friends I’m rich but in reality I’m just down in my basement printing Taiwanese money | fraud tell friend rich reality basement print taiwanese money |
suicide | Started cutting again . But this time its suicide rehearsalI just want to get familiar (again) with the pain of cutting through so I won't fuck up my first and hopefully successful attempt . | start cut time suicide rehearsal want familiar pain cut not fuck hopefully successful attempt |
non-suicide | All the people complaining about this new meme format are kinda funny You can’t just wish a meme out of existence that’s not how that works. Also, it is funny. | people complain new meme format kind funny not wish meme existence not work funny |
non-suicide | Anyone here longboard cause I got a few questions So currently I'm trying to find a longboard that is decent for a beginner I found one but am not sure if its a decent board or brand (I'll put the Amazon link in the comments) | long board get question currently try find long board decent beginner find not sure decent board brand amazon link comment |
non-suicide | The whole girls looking for another girl to date but settling for a depressed gamer boy meme is painfully true and it just makes me feel like a second option Every girl I’ve(19m) talked to recently has usually been a bisexual who was mainly looking for a girlfriend but settled for talking with me. One of them even said this themselves. It’s a pretty big meme too and I’ve noticed there’s loads of it on TikTok too
I hate it. Because it literally just makes me feel like another option to people. As if the girls I’ve talked to have only liked me because I’m available and give them attention while they wait for someone better, preferably a girl, to show up. | girl look girl date settle depressed gamer boy meme painfully true make feel like second option girl have talk recently usually bisexual mainly look girlfriend settle talk say pretty big meme notice load tito hate literally make feel like option people girl talk like available attention wait better preferably girl |
suicide | Just tried to hang myself, fucked up. Now what?26/F
I don't know what to do with myself anymore. No friends, no family, live alone, just lost my SO of 5 years. I have nothing but my career, which locks me out of any 'normal' life. Been on several antidepressants over the past 10yrs, but nothing really helped. I want the isolation and mental anguish to stop. I tried to hang myself but the pain of asphyxiation was more than I could handle sober. I wish I had a quicker way out.
edit: It's Saturday night and I still feel like shit. Nothing's changed. I'll be fasting over the next 48 hours to clear out my gut as much as possible, then take some xanax and try again. I appreciate everyone's time, but it just wasn't enough to stop the loneliness. No one should have to live like this. Goodbye. | try hang fuck what not know anymore no friend no family live lose year career lock normal life antidepressant past yrs help want isolation mental anguish stop try hang pain asphyxiation handle sober wish quick way edit saturday night feel like shit nothing change fast hour clear gut possible anal try appreciate time not stop loneliness no live like goodbye |
suicide | Reoccuring suicide urgesI really thought I was over this part. My studies are on track, my work is on track. I've gotten wiser. I am thankful I didn't jump a year ago. I've found someone who loves me deeply and I love him. But today I got that urge again, while on the train. I don't want to die. But I'm afraid that I can't veer myself back from those thoughts. I picture loved ones dying in disturbing vivid detail and it makes me go mad with tears. Then I picture me jumping and it feels right. I know it isn't. | reoccur suicide urges think study track work track get wise thankful not jump year ago find love deeply love today get urge train not want die afraid not veer thought picture love one die disturb vivid detail make mad tear picture jump feel right know not |
non-suicide | hot creepers hi i made a video about hot creepers
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eL2OZRT6Sg0](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eL2OZRT6Sg0) | hot creeper i video hot creeper |
suicide | Just broke upWell i won’t be killing myself or anything but i feel like a part of me has just been rippen away. Would appreciate if anyone PMd me. | break up well not kill feel like ripper away appreciate pm |
suicide | I’m thinking of getting rid of myself I need adviceI’m only 15 and I’m probably only looking for attention but I really want to end my life. I was diagnosed with depression months ago and I still can’t get on with my life. I barely go to school, my family are sick of me, I’ve hit my mam multiple times, who is disabled might i add, I’m just not able to control myself no matter what I do and my family have even said nobody wants anything to do with me anymore. Should I just do it? | think get rid need a victim probably look attention want end life diagnose depression month ago not life barely school family sick hit mam multiple time disabled add not able control no matter family say want anymore |
non-suicide | I slept and this subreddit was fine so wtf happened when I woke up I get the general idea some pedo did something and mods didn’t do anything about it? Right? | sleep sub edit fine whf happen wake general idea pedro mod not right |
non-suicide | You can t be sleppin’ in when they re sleepin’ on you 😘 👁️⃤👄 👁️⃤💅
Ty ty; don t just dream make it a real🍵 | to sleep in sleep in to to don to dream real |
non-suicide | What goes good with ranch dip I have extra ranch left over from my pizza and I'm still hungry, so like I need to use it up | go good ranch dip extra ranch leave pizza hungry like need use |
non-suicide | Remember when r/teenagers had good shitposts? Pepperidge farms remembers | remember teenager good shit post peppering farm remember |
suicide | Tonight I'll jump from a bridgeI'm tired of having fights with my family that sometimes escalate to physically violnence
I'm tired of the girl I love hating me, because of stuff they made me take
Later when it's 00-01 I will reach the bridge
Thank you all for reading and helping me. | tonight jump bridge in tired have fight family escalate physically violence tired girl love hate stuff later reach bridge thank read help |
non-suicide | I Finally Did It I asked put my best friend and she said YES!!!!! | finally ask good friend say yes |
non-suicide | Can someone please explain the emoji thing? Like I 100% get it being cringy to use like 10 emojis rather than actual words, even like 3 is weird, but one emoji at the end of a comment and now your in negative karma? Isn’t that a little harsh? | explain emo i thing like cringe use like emo is actual word like weird emo i end comment negative karma not little harsh |
non-suicide | Michael Jackson's Weekly Health Report He's dead :(
Tune in next week for any updates | michael jackson weekly health report dead tune week update |
non-suicide | I wanna talk to people but got nobody to talk to and when I do I have nothing to say Gimme conversation starters in the comments. I might even respond to a few who knows 😳 | want talk people get talk conversation starter comment respond know |
non-suicide | Y’know, I woke up today and felt like complete shit But after getting some fresh air, relaxing a little and spending some time on Reddit, I now feel so much worse | know wake today feel like complete shit get fresh air relax little spend time geddit feel bad |
non-suicide | I produced this little song for a school project! It isn't much, but I thought I'd show you guys and see what you think :) here it is (lmk if the link isn't working)
[https://drive.google.com/file/d/1eWY\_7KVv1ViLatE22IlGxhfmdfGjIV\_q/view](https://drive.google.com/file/d/1eWY_7KVv1ViLatE22IlGxhfmdfGjIV_q/view)
this school project made me feel like some wannabe soundcloud producer | produce little song school project not think guy think lek link not work school project feel like wannabe sound cloud producer |
suicide | not sure what to doi have a somewhat perfect life. i have a girlfriend, 2 good friends, my parents are still together, a house for myself, and food on the table every night. but i can't seem to be happy. ever. and lately i've been thinking about ending it. i just feel so worthless and stupid. especially this time of year. i'm not sure why it's always this time of year but for the past three years during this time i've attempted "suicide". no one knows about these "attempts" and i've never been hospitalized even though honestly, i think i should've been. and i don't know what i'm capable because of my past. i have no mercy when it comes to hurting myself or suicide. i could end it right now if i really wanted too. and every night i just know it's one day closer to my death. sooner or later. | not sure do i somewhat perfect life girlfriend good friend parent house food table night not happy lately think end feel worthless stupid especially time year not sure time year past year time attempt suicide no know attempt hospitalize honestly think not know capable past no mercy come hurt suicide end right want night know day close death sooner later |
non-suicide | Wish me luck! Today I'm participating in my college meme making contest, wish me luck!!! | wish luck today participate college meme making contest wish luck |
non-suicide | I had a fun day already Cut down a fallen tree with my dad and got paid a hundred USD.... Fun way ti start spring break | fun day cut fall tree dad get pay us fun way to start spring break |
non-suicide | NNN journal day one 1:20 P.M. This shit kinda hard, started a day early and after not jerking off at night I woke up really horny, but did not nut, I think I can get through this | in journal day pm shit kind hard start day early not jerk night wake horny not nut think |
suicide | I want to dieEveryday I wake up convincing myself not to just end my shit. I was hospitalized for ideation, and diagnosed as bipolar with PTSD. Since then, I had to move to a new state that I have no friends or connections or job in. I have negative money—and even more-so after a hospitalization. My boyfriend broke up with me. I live with my parents which are the biggest triggers that I have. I feel as though I have no purpose and no reason to carry on. I can’t go back to the hospital, I see a therapist weekly and go to a support group. I don’t know what else to do. | want die everyday wake convince not end shit hospitalize ideation diagnose bipolar pts new state no friend connection job negative money and more so hospitalization boyfriend break live parent big trigger feel no purpose no reason carry not hospital therapist weekly support group not know |
non-suicide | have a good day !! just wanted to bless your timeline with a little positivity today. idk who needs to hear this but keep going !! religious or not , if anyone has any prayer requests or something to get off their chest , i will gladly pray for u and chat if you want !!! have a great sunday lolll 👏🏼👏🏼 | good day want bless timeline little positivity today not know need hear go religious not prayer request chest gladly pray chat want great sunday loll |
non-suicide | If I don't know anything from a subject and I still don't understand what the notes are trying to say
and doing past practice papers is even worse
I should just give up right? | not know subject not understand note try past practice paper bad right |
suicide | I don’t have a job and can’t keep one? My parents are at the point they want me out the house soon, but honestly I cant keep a job. I think the only way out of this is to kill myself somehow but I can’t even do that.I don’t know what to do anymore in life, I wake up everyday getting bitched at and doing nothing cause if you don’t have a job you can’t do anything.
I think about just killing myself almost everyday and ways I can so I don’t have to work and live.
I just feel so fucking lost and don’t know what to do.. | not job not parent point want house soon honestly not job think way kill not that i not know anymore life wake everyday get bitch not job not think kill everyday way not work live feel fuck lost not know |
non-suicide | My therapist says she proud of me:) I just don’t have anyone to tell me I’m happy | therapist say proud not tell happy |
suicide | The AlmostDo you ever feel like almost, since covid 19 started i been strugling i have read storys here that shows that other people than me have it more hard, but still i am tired you know, tired of almost succeding, almost of always loosing to some one else, always being 2nd. Almost having a good life. My life its full of almost you know i just cant do it no more, what would be ironic is that i almost succed too in taki g my own life, i feel like trash, useless, almost a person, almost always the 2nd i am at my limit guys i am sorry i though i could do it but as i write, i took too many blows, no more please, as i write this i am crying tried to talk with mom and all she said was "dont cry get over it", my friends ignored me, seems like they really want me off this time i dont wanna die guys but i cant do it no more | almost do feel like ovid start struggle read story show people hard tired know tired succeed loose and have good life life know not no ironic sucre taking life feel like trash useless person and limit guy sorry write take blow no write cry try talk mon say not cry friend ignore like want time not want die guy not no |
suicide | I'm just done with lifeThere's no point in living my life is meaningless and I'm better off dead | life there no point live life meaningless well dead |
non-suicide | Should I use the light or dark theme for Reddit? Filler Filler filler filler Filler Filler | use light dark theme geddit |
suicide | I cant seem to shove down my feelings anymore.I keep thinking about how awful I look/feel/am and it doesn't go away. I used to be able to hide it,mask it,or even shove it down for a little while using other things to make me forget. (Not drugs or anything but like video games and fun stuff) but it's not working any more. I can't seem to get out of bed hardly except to eat and bathe. My grandma is upset I don't do more around the house my job is sorts sloping. Any one have tips on how to get out my feelings in a healthy way?
-thanks. Onehundrendontyone | not shove feeling anymore think awful look elam not away able hide it ask it or shove little thing forget not drug like video game fun stuff not work not bed hardly eat bathe grandma upset not house job sort slope tip feeling healthy way thank onehundrendontyone |
non-suicide | 16 in lock down any ideas for jobs? I'm good at IT and have built pcs. Was gonna walk dogs while people were at work but in another lock down. | lock idea job good build pc go walk dog people work lock |
non-suicide | Anyone wanna play roblox? Users strakp | want play rob lox user strap |
non-suicide | I just realized I’m gonna be 16 this year I feel old... | realize go year feel old |
non-suicide | Best dick award goes to my step dad What i just said he is the biggest dick in the world | good dick award go step dad say big dick world |
non-suicide | There’s a guy in this subreddit who literally never took a biology class in his life If you are going to force your opinions on other people’s lives and choices, the least you can do is educate yourself... it’s not that hard... read a book or find some information online but like honestly you are just making yourself look both stupid AND selfish... | guy sub edit literally take biology class life go force opinion people live choice educate not hard read book find information online like honestly make look stupid selfish |
non-suicide | Neighbours are fucking arguing about some shit And they're so fucking loud. Ironically they're arguing about being loud. | neighbour fuck argue shit fucking loud ironically argue loud |
suicide | Im planning on ending it soon.No support for a long time, super broke, and things have been shitty for years and getting worse. I made posts on my main account but the account has gained considerable attention fir other reasons and I dont want anyone I know to see these kinds of posts in my history. Im just at the end of my rope so soon I'll be checking out. I know nobody will care, but i want somebody to know. | plan end soon no support long time super broke thing shitty year get bad post main account account gain considerable attention fir reason not want know kind post history end rope soon check know care want somebody know |
suicide | My life is over why would you do this to meIt hurts too much | life me it hurt |
non-suicide | How to improve sibling relationship? my little brother can be infuriating, blatantly doing rude things just to be rude, doing exactly what someone asks him to stop doing, lounging around when the house needs cleaned, being too rough when playing, etc etc etc. The main this is he is very VERY good at pushing buttons and that’s one of the worst things that ticks me off. I really want to improve our sibling relationship and i try to do nice things for him and speak more kindly to him but he just doesn’t want to be nice i guess. he thinks he is a lot nicer than he really is, and thinks that he does most of the work around the house even though he’s gone all day at school(the rest of my siblings are homeschooled). Sorry to ramble so much but does anyone have any tips or ideas on how to get through to him that he’s being such an a-hole? | improve bible relationship little brother infuriate blatantly rude thing rude exactly ask stop lounge house need clean rough play etc etc etc main good push button bad thing tick want improve sibling relationship try nice thing speak kindly not want nice guess think lot nice think work house go day school the rest sibling homeschool sorry ramble tip idea a hole |
non-suicide | It supercalifragilisticexpialidocious even though the sound of it is something quite atrocious Dogs are awesome so we're dancing Animated penguins | supercalifragilisticexpialidocious sound atrocious dog awesome dance animate penguin |
non-suicide | Signed up for the volleyball team tryouts at my high school ;) It’s on the 23rd of lunch AST. Wish me luck! | sign volleyball team tryout high school re lunch at wish luck |