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non-suicide | Making money as a teen during corona? I can't really get a job at a restaurant or go out to get a job, are there any other ways of making money? Something I can do via my computer? | make money teen corona not job restaurant job way make money computer |
non-suicide | Megathiccc said I have to stop procrastinating So I have to go draw and animate some stuff, (thanks megathiccc >:( jk I love drawing and animating stuff) so if I’m not commenting, it’s megathiccc’s fault (not really, it was a good reminder that I have to do some work, thank you Megathiccc :) ) , anyways I’ll be gone for a bit, bye ig | mega thick say stop procrastinate draw animate stuff thank mega thick it of love draw animate stuff not comment mega this fault not good reminder work thank mega thick anyways go bit bye in |
suicide | schooli just got back from school and it was so apauling i don’t even know what to do. i just want to die | school get school paul not know want die |
non-suicide | Did you know that... [Nepal is not the only non-rectangular national flag?](https://youtu.be/WOHQRc-u8wo) | know nepal not no rectangular national flag |
non-suicide | Who else is super energetic and bored as fuck? You ever wake up somedays, and hate life, but other days you're feeling a metaphorical high from life? Like today. And yesterday. And I'm assuming the next bunch of days. But anywho. Hows life going? are you high on life while jamming out to hooked on a feeling? Or are ya hating life" | super energetic bored fuck wake someday hate life day feel metaphorical high life like today yesterday assume bunch day any who life go high life jam hook feeling a hate life |
suicide | Please help.I graduated from college at the beginning of May and the day after my Mom told me she was diagnosed with breast cancer. I've had to move home because I don't have enough to move out, and that along with personal issues (boyfriend broke up with me, history of depression and anxiety) is making it so difficult to cope that I literally have no idea how to make it through. To top it all off, I'm not allowed to express my feelings to my mom because she says that she doesn't want to hear it. Also, I don't have any friends here because my mom moved from my hometown while I was in college.
tldr; finished school, have crippling student debt, no job yet, mom has cancer, no friends in hometown, boyfriend broke up with me. | help graduate college beginning day mon tell diagnose breast cancer home not personal issue boyfriend break history depression anxiety make difficult cope literally no idea not allow express feeling mon say not want hear not friend mon move hometown college old finish school crippling student debt no job mon cancer no friend hometown boyfriend break |
non-suicide | What's wrong with me? I saw this trans pride flag draped in someone's window as a curtain pretty much in my dorm. My first thought was "Time to commit a hate crime." | wrong see trans pride flag drape window curtain pretty dorm thought time commit hate crime |
suicide | Soon I will end it allon november 29th, I plan to look for my fathers gun while they are both away on a trip, I hope it goes well | soon end all on november the plan look father gun away trip hope go |
non-suicide | Me when I see girl [me when i see girl](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fuuvlE2cqX0) | girl girl |
non-suicide | Wait how do you say reuters Is it rew-ders or roy-ders? Asking for a friend and that friend is me | wait reuters reader ryder ask friend friend |
non-suicide | anyone else constantly refreshing to comment on new posts? | constantly refreshing comment new post |
suicide | Mom driving me crazyI had to move home during the pandemic after losing my job. My mother was always toxic when I was growing up but our relationship improved when I left for college. I'd been struggling with work the last year, lost my job in January and when the pandemic hit my savings were wiped so I moved home.
What a mistake.
My mother makes me even crazier now. She always criticizes me and I can't LEAVE to get away from her because nowhere is open anyway. I don't know what to do. I feel like everything is impossible and just want it to stop anyway I can. | mon drive crazy home pandemic lose job mother toxic grow relationship improve leave college struggle work year lose job january pandemic hit saving wipe move home mistake mother make crazier criticize not leave away open not know feel like impossible want stop |
suicide | Setting a date and not backing down from itIf I'm not better by 01/17/21 then I'm killing myself on that day. I'll try to remember to make an edit to this post on whether or not I'm gonna do it, not that it would matter. I just know in the back of my mind that even though I'll keep trying I know that it will end like this. ✌ | set date not back it if not well kill day try remember edit post not go not matter know mind try know end like |
non-suicide | Shrek laws (kinda) Shrek=onions onions=cry
SHREK=CRYYYYY | shrek law kind shrek onion onion cry shrek ray |
non-suicide | reddit was down for me boiz my apologies for being late... please forgive me :( | geddit biz apology late forgive |
suicide | I was going to hang myself this morning but then Amazon Fresh knocked on my doorI didn't even order door delivery.
I don't know what to think of this interruption. | go hang morning amazon fresh knock door not order door delivery not know think interruption |
non-suicide | She said she’d always be there for me She wasn’t there when she left me | say not leave |
non-suicide | my birthday memory if it’s someone’s birthday, my family always buys a cake. i remember when it was my birthday, they asked me which flavor i want. i’m saying “i don’t like chocolate” to them for years. i said again. so they bought me a chocolate cake again, i couldn’t eat my own birthday cake. they ate my cake, i sat in my room alone lmao. they even celebrated my birthday after 2 days cuz they wanted to wait for someone. i was alone at home on my birthday, i think being alone at home was the most amazing gift | birthday memory birthday family buy cake remember birthday ask flavor want say not like chocolate year say buy chocolate cake not eat birthday cake eat cake sit room lao celebrate birthday day cut want wait home birthday think home amazing gift |
suicide | numbI want to feel something. I haven't taken my meds in months and I don't feel any difference when I did. My boyfriend doesn't even love me. He's lying if he says he does. Im not worth anybody's time or space. I feel trapped in this sad world and I don't know what else to do. I feel like the only thing to do is just disappear and be like I was never here. I don't want to live this life anymore. | numb want feel not take med month not feel difference boyfriend not love lie say not worth anybody time space feel trap sad world not know feel like thing disappear like not want live life anymore |
non-suicide | I really hate this whole bible angel thing If they look like that whatever just send me to hell or something at least I can chill with some porn stars | hate bible angel thing look like send hell chill porn star |
non-suicide | can’t stop thinking about timothee chalamet saying “good girl” in lady bird it’s actually unhealthy at this point | not stop think timothy chalet say good girl lady bird actually unhealthy point |
non-suicide | I’m bored rn M14 dm me if you wanna talk because I got nothing better to do | bored in mem want talk get well |
non-suicide | twelfth night ahhhh | twelfth night ash |
non-suicide | I just want to be able to eat fruit without counting calories and shit Cause bitch I don't know how many servings I'm putting into my oatmeal. I'm tryna lose weight but it's so hard | want able eat fruit count calorie shit bitch not know serving put oatmeal try a lose weight hard |
non-suicide | Cat boy, cat girl, and nyanbinary
| cat boy cat girl ryan binary |
non-suicide | If I go to a college with an over 11% admission rate. I've really failed at high school. Like I really did that bad. What a fucking shame it would be. I'm going to have to go to some shit college and play D3 ball. | college admission rate fail high school like bad fucking shame go shit college play a ball |
suicide | I'm gonna kill myself on Tuesday, what book would you recommend me to read before I die?I enjoyed reading a lot when I was younger. Just wanna experience that joy again | go kill tuesday book recommend read die enjoy read lot young want experience joy |
suicide | Nobody actually fucking caresIm talking about in my life that nobody actually cares. Classmates will still treat u like shit and make fun of u. Teachers dont give a fuck if you're depressed. My parents dont care either. My one friend barely texts back. No one cares and I dont expect them too but it would be nice if people could understand just be nice and not talk shit about someone who's thinking of killing themself. | actually fucking car sim talk life actually care classmate treat like shit fun teacher not fuck depressed parent not care friend barely text no care not expect nice people understand nice not talk shit think kill the self |
suicide | I need help, everything has gone wrong.Hey everyone,
I doubt anyone cares but I'm about to enter the worst state of my whole life. I'm about to fail out of university, my love life is going absolutely nowhere, my family and in particular my dad are going to think I'm a dissapointing failure of a son. I don't think I can do this anymore and I might kill myself soon. I don't want to be a burden on anyone any longer, everything points to me being a failure at 23 years old with no talents, the only thing I care about anymore is fashion but it's not gonna be enough to stop me. I just....I don't know what to do and I guess I'm looking for help. | need help go wrong hey doubt care enter bad state life fail university love life go absolutely family particular dad go think nissan one failure son not think anymore kill soon not want burden longer point failure year old no talent thing care anymore fashion not go stop just not know guess look help |
non-suicide | ugh why i was at school listening to music and i got so wet
why | ugh school listen music get wet |
non-suicide | Weaver ants use their larvae as glue guns. I wish humans did the same honestly. Babies need to start contributing to society y'all. | weaver ant use larvae glue gun wish human honestly baby need start contribute society |
non-suicide | i just had a long convo w my crush i just had a 3+ hour conversation with my crush. it was a good one too, deep and all. im so happy :)) | long convoy crush hour conversation crush good deep happy |
non-suicide | My friend is the best Ok so during English class my teacher was about to put me and this other kid we’ll call L in a group and me and L mix as well as the dinosaurs and an asteroid. So I of course said “hey Mrs. W me and L in a group isn’t gonna work out well could you please change it” and she was like idk kinda sus and my friend jumped in and said “ya he’s right here ya not gonna end well” she was like ok and put me with the cute new girl. It was pretty epic. Thanks Jayden. | friend good of english class teacher kid a group a mix dinosaur asteroid course say hey mrs we group not go work change like not know kind us friend jump say a right a not go end like of cute new girl pretty epic thank hayden |
suicide | No distractions anymoreI used to enjoy video games and books but now it always feels like there's a cobra wrapped around my stomach all the time, suffocating me with loneliness, rejection and abandonment. I'm already dead. | no distraction anymore enjoy video game book feel like cobra wrap stomach time suffocate loneliness rejection abandonment dead |
suicide | I think suicide is justifiedIm autistic, and autism is certainly a death sentence. I know that i will never have a nice life. I will always be financially dependent on other. I don't want that, but i can't work either. Or atleast not a decent Job with enough money. And im really scared of the future. I don't see how suicide is wrong, when you literally have no future? How is it wrong? Why should i life, when i have no future? | think suicide justified in autistic autism certainly death sentence know nice life financially dependent not want not work at least not decent job money scared future not suicide wrong literally no future wrong life no future |
non-suicide | Why are we all suddenly getting awards? Like I’ve gotten two free awards and I’ve given them to random people
Does everyone get them or is it coz I’m a god? Idk
Owo | suddenly get award like get free award give random people coz god not know two |
non-suicide | What's up danger? Yo guys. I just wanted to say to those of you who visit this sub asking for advice from people, don't blindly follow wtv someone tells you. It's alright to take people's opinions but don't base your actions just on these advices. Think, and act accordingly. Speaking from experience, there's no way people can know the exact 100% backstory and you don't even know if they're actually concerned about you. So yeah, consider everyone's opinion but act only after thinking it through. Don't be impulsive.
Thanks for joining my ted talk. | danger to guy want visit sub ask advice people not blindly follow to tell alright people opinion not base action advice think act accordingly speak experience no way people know exact backstory not know actually concerned yeah consider opinion act think not impulsive thank join ted talk |
suicide | i just need someone to helpI’m in high school. So last weekend, I was hanging out with one of my best guy friends. We had always had feelings for each other, but never got the timing right (he’d date someone, I was taking to someone, wrong times etc.) Anyways, we’re both single. So we decided to hang out. One thing led to another, and we ended up hooking up in the back of his car. It was both of our first times.
Now, he seems distant every time we text and I’m scared he’s ignoring me. I think he’s telling people about what happened. I’m scared I’ll be labeled the “school slut”. I just went through a really rough depressive episode and I don’t think I’m strong enough to deal with this. I feel so close to ending it all. | need help in high school weekend hang good guy friend feeling get timing right date take wrong time etc anyways single decide hang thing lead end hook car time distant time text scared ignore think tell people happen scared label school slut go rough depressive episode not think strong deal feel close end |
suicide | I really need some help with thisBf and I took a break. I have a bit of abandonment issues for past experiences. How do I know if he'll come back? How can I trust him? I'm just really shaky
I could really use some kind of guidance | need help thisbe take break bit abandonment issue past experience know come trust shaky use kind guidance |
non-suicide | AAAAH time to eat the cannelloni they ll be so good imma cum | aah time eat cannelloni will good emma cum |
suicide | I feel like a drain on society.For a while now I feel like I'm not contributing anything to the world. Every few weeks or so, I'll get the inevitable question, "When are you going to do something with your life?" And my answer is always the same. I don't know. I'm not exaggerating when I say that I have no ambition in life. I don't want anything besides my basic human needs and therefore I'm not striving for anything. Sometimes I feel like it would just be easier to end it. Stop draining resources because I'm not being productive. I feel like every day I'm living is one less day that someone else could be. | feel like drain society for feel like not contribute world week inevitable question go life answer not know not exaggerate no ambition life not want basic human need not strive feel like easy end stop drain resource not productive feel like day live day |
suicide | I don't have a passion, I hate responsibilities, I'm not social, and I'm not good at anything. (Objectively)And I guess this is why the future scares me. What hope is there for somebody who's like that?
Believe me i've tried therapy, but after a few sessions it went south. Maybe it was miscommunication or misunderstanding or whatever, but I got offended when the therapist laughed about something i said during an argument with relatives.
Rather than speak up about it, I just stopped going. The same way I quit my job after being criticized and chewed out in front of many people. Or how I quit my school and got a GED, almost three years ago. I've really just been floating since then. Guess i needed to write that somewhere | not passion hate responsibility not social not good objectively and guess future scare hope somebody like believe try therapy session go south maybe miscommunication misunderstanding get offend therapist laugh say argument relative speak stop go way quit job criticize chew people quit school get get year ago float guess need write |
non-suicide | Bruh, there’s a rat stuck in my cupboard.My mom won’t kill it, my sister won’t kill it, and I’m not tryna kill it.I can hear it whimpering, I guess it’s gonna die In there 🤷🏾♂️ FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLEEEERrrrrrerre | brush rat stuck cupboard my mon not kill sister not kill not try a kill it i hear whimper guess go die here |
suicide | Please only reply in PM, serious onlyFor many reasons I need to die and for other reasons I want it to look like a robbery/murder on a trip and I can fly wherever you are at anytime.
I don't have any way to get any life insurance but I do have a way to ensure $10k before and $40 after, plus I can sell you guns/cars if you want, can be changed to any name and it would be legal.
So up to 50k for someone who needs to die who is suffering and you are doing a good service. And I've got over 50k worth of you could also look at and give you whatever you want. T
Just let me know.. I can't stay alive anymore and be poisioned by doctors when cannabis is the only thing in 35 years that has ever worked for my autism and nerve disorder AND NO ONE CARES AND I NEED TO DIE. | reply pm only for reason need die reason want look like robbery murder trip fly anytime not way life insurance way ensure a plus sell guns car want change legal a need die suffer good service get a worth look want to let know not stay alive anymore poison doctor cannabis thing year work autism nerve disorder no care need die |
non-suicide | Was supposed to go to the mall today, friend cancelled last second I have no other friends except 2
One is sick, the other is at his moms house which is when he doesn't / isnt allowed to do anything
I'm kinda upset, dudes
That's all | suppose mall today friend cancel second no friend sick mon house not not allow kind upset dude |
non-suicide | Can i show you guys this fanfiction I've been working on for a while? Thought it would be cool to share Because i don't really have anyone else to show it too besides friends and stuff, they all said it was cool so i thought you guys would wanna see it. | guy fan fiction work think cool share not friend stuff say cool think guy want |
suicide | Going to end this, for good...(16 M) I don’t care what everyone says to me. Slightly, maybe. I’m tired of living the pain, every single second of my day. No friends, no happiness. Everyone hates me.
You know what? I’m done with this. I’m going to kill myself tomorrow after school. I’m doing everyone a favor. Don’t worry, I won’t come back.
Choose my punishment. Know my fate.
- Stab in Back of the Head
- Stab in the Neck
- Stab in the Heart
- Stab in the Stomach | go end good a not care say slightly maybe tired live pain single second day no friend no happiness hate know go kill tomorrow school favor not worry not come choose punishment know fate stab head stab neck stab heart stab stomach |
non-suicide | Getting a girlfriend I often see people post about that they finally got a girlfriend but I Just can't find anyone who could love me. | get girlfriend people post finally get girlfriend not find love |
suicide | My three year old hates me and I’m losing my mindMy daughter is only three. I made the mistake of having her with a man I barely knew in a country very far away from my own. She’s started to do 50/50 care with me and her father. Today she returned to me to tell me she didn’t love me anymore. She screamed to be with her dad. I do not want to live this shitty fucking life. I have sacrificed everything for her. | year old hate lose mindy daughter mistake have man barely know country far away start care father today return tell not love anymore scream dad not want live shitty fucking life sacrifice |
suicide | I have no interest in anythingEveryday is a bore, my life’s on repeat. Only difference being I care less and less and I’m poorer and poorer. All my interests and hobbies have just faded and I don’t enjoy things I’d done for years.
My relationships with people who were close have either broken down or are breaking down. I am going to be so alone soon, and i genuinely don’t care.
At least I only would need to think about me in the future, when I just try and move on. | no interest anything everyday bore life repeat difference care poor poor interest hobby fade not enjoy thing year relationship people close break break go soon genuinely not care need think future try |
suicide | i cant drop her and it makes me suicidalmy best friend of like 13 years hates me. she doesnt like me but she wont admit it. she likes me for the friends i bring. i have to drop her, i know and everyones told me, but i know if i eventually drop her, my life would be made hell. i'd be to blame for her losing all of her friends beside her boyfriend. but i can't stand to be around someone who's continually mean to me. if i drop her, my life will be made hell, and if i stay her friend, i'll wanna kill myself more than i currently do. i just wanna go to sleep and never wake up so that i dont have to deal with this. i don't know how to be a person right now. | not drop make suicidally good friend like year hate not like not admit like friend bring drop know tell know eventually drop life hell blame lose friend boyfriend not stand continually mean drop life hell stay friend want kill currently want sleep wake not deal not know person right |
suicide | Can the suicide hotline track your locationI never thought I really thought I would get the courage to actually do it but I’ve found it tonight. I have nobody to talk to or message but I don’t want my mum to be notified if I call the hotline. | suicide hotline track location think think courage actually find tonight talk message not want mum notify hotline |
suicide | It doesn’t get better, you just get used to itAt least I’m not suicidal. I dread living but I live with it. | not well it at not suicidal dread live live |
non-suicide | Is balls a swear word? All my friends are arguing that it isn't when it clearly is. | ball swear word friend argue not clearly |
non-suicide | I'm having sad boi hours ouff I think all the negativity on the internet and all the shit that's happening around the world has gotten the best of my mental health... Well that and my shortcomings irl.
I can't even go on most social media without having my face slapped with political shit and depressing stuff
Kinda struggling to talk to people I care about with this coz I figure they've got their own stuff on to deal with
So hence forth, instead of studying, I'm gonna scour the internet for some wholesome memes to hopefully end my sad boi hour:-) | have sad box hour off think negativity internet shit happen world get good mental health shortcoming real life not social medium have face slap political shit depress stuff kind struggle talk people care coz figure get stuff deal forth instead study go scour internet wholesome meme hopefully end sad box hour |
non-suicide | anybody wanna chat?14m you can see what I like in my description and yeah | anybody want chat like description yeah |
non-suicide | I swear, Feburary is the perfect month to spend with my boyfriend. Feburary 7th - Our Anniversary
February 14th - Valentines Day
February 21st - His Birthday
I can't wait til February! I really hope that me and my first boyfriend make it through a year!
Edit: Just found out all of those days are a Sunday which means no school! The whole day we can be together! | swear february perfect month spend boyfriend february the anniversary february the valentines day february st birthday not wait til february hope boyfriend year edit find day sunday mean no school day |
suicide | Trusting therapistsI genuinely can't understand. I can't search for a therapist even I get so angry with the search. Im too broke and can't afford to meet with a bunch and try to "find the right fit" and google basically says if you can't afford a therapist or to pay the hotline fees then youre sol and can just die anyways. I'm tired and not scared anymore, just done. | trust therapists genuinely not understand not search therapist angry search broke not afford meet bunch try find right fit google basically say not afford therapist pay hotline fee sol die anyways tired not scared anymore |
non-suicide | Why is this sub like sabaton so much They're a mediocre power metal band what so great about them that every metal post there's someone who have to mention sabaton | sub like sabayon mediocre power metal band great metal post mention sabayon |
suicide | I hate waking upWhile you’re waking, you have no distractions so reality and all of your pain is able to hit you like a truck. Animals are at their most vulnerable between the transition from sleep to wake, so biologically it makes sense. Waking up is the most painful part of my day. It’s when I feel the worst. My chest feels heavy and my heart feels like it’s aching. Feelings of being a failure, anxiety, dread, and disappointment is able to fully saturate me from head to toe because I have no shield up to protect me. The realization that I’m going to have to spend another day in this hell is excruciating in itself. It feels like impending doom. | hate wake up while wake no distraction reality pain able hit like truck animal vulnerable transition sleep wake biologically make sense wake painful day feel bad chest feel heavy heart feel like ache feeling failure anxiety dread disappointment able fully saturate head toe no shield protect realization go spend day hell excruciating feel like imp end doom |
non-suicide | I’m bored someone DM me please I finished with all my school work today (eLearning) and I don’t know what to do. Please...it can be about anything. | bored do finish school work today learn not know please it |
non-suicide | What's the worst thing you have ever lied to your parents about? I lied to my mom about something today and it made me kind of realize just how much I have lied to her or at least kept things from her. I guess I'm just trying to see that I'm not the only person that feels like they need to lie to their parents sometimes cause I am feeling very guilty. | bad thing lie parent lie mon today kind realize lie keep thing guess try not person feel like need lie parent feel guilty |
non-suicide | Bro since quarantine started I lost weight and gain weight One day im wide next day I'm slim like wtf I'm CJ now? | bro quarantine start lose weight gain weight day wide day slim like whf cd |
non-suicide | The only thing I'm looking forward to when I grow up is greeting a child with this sentence. "How are ya kid?" I don't really want to grow up to be honest with you. I just want that satisfying feeling of calling someone kid. | thing look forward grow greet child sentence a kid not want grow honest want satisfy feeling call kid |
non-suicide | Something that girls might not know about us When we have problems with each other, we'll full on fight and then move on. I don't mean just pushing and arguing, I mean fighting. Not all boys do this but its not all that uncommon. It's sorta a way of settling an argument but in a way that will likely cause future habits that can get some men into lots of trouble later in life. It's not healthy at all but we still do it. Young boys can still rib each other and rough house, but as they get older they need to learn that you can't settle arguments with your girlfriend the same way you settle arguments with your homies. Anyways thanks for coming to my Ted talk | girl not know problem fight not mean push argue mean fight not boy not uncommon sorta way settle argument way likely future habit man lot trouble later life not healthy young boy rib rough house old need learn not settle argument girlfriend way settle argument homie anyways thank come ted talk |
non-suicide | Made $100 in an hour while my parents were at church Being an atheist pays off | hour parent church atheist pay |
suicide | I think I've come to realize I'm the common denominator in all of my problems.A month ago I wrote a suicide note. I realized the date when I was going through my screenshots and found the note, primed and ready to be posted on social media so nobody wonders why I stopped responding to calls or going to work. Planned everything out. Picked a time and place. Then sabotaged myself. I can't even fucking free myself of my problems without blocking my own shot jfc.
I felt do calm then when I decided how and when. I almost feel like I'm trying to coax the feeling back out so I can feel that rush of calm again. Hell maybe I'll actually be able to do it this time | think come realize common denominator problems month ago write suicide note realize date go screenshot find note prime ready post social medium wonder stop respond call go work plan pick time place sabotage not fucking free problem block shot pfc feel calm decide feel like try coax feeling feel rush calm hell maybe actually able time |
suicide | Wonders are killed by the WonderedPeople tell me that they'll be distraught and in disbelief and upset if i where to ever take my life.
But they're are so many times when I wonder if it is the right thing to do. That sure people will be upset, but what if taking me away from everything would make everyone else so much happier. That it would make their lives easier.
I feel like all i ever do anyway is mess things up, and ruin people's day. I hate thinking, that maybe everything would be better off without me around.
And the more i think like this the more people that i end up hurting.
I hurt someone that i deeply loved and respected as a friend.
And now i just don't know what to do. | wonder kill wondered people tell distraught disbelief upset life time wonder right thing sure people upset take away happy life easy feel like mess thing ruin people day hate think maybe well think like people end hurt hurt deeply love respect friend not know |
non-suicide | I would like some tips please. I wanna get really into my writing, anybody got any tips on how to just drown everything else out? | like tip want writing anybody get tip drown |
suicide | stick a fork in meI'm done | stick fork mem |
suicide | I'm buying a gun with my first paycheck.And then I'll be gone. Could be 2-3 weeks but I've made my decision. I'm leaving this world behind. | buy gun paycheck and go week decision leave world |
non-suicide | this is a veri funi post now laugh or get nae nae'd 🔫 | very fun post laugh nae need |
non-suicide | is anyone else disappointed in the new animal crossing? it just doesn't feel like animal crossing
they removed all the shops, mini games and NPCs
the villagers are boring and they all say the same 3 things
THE MUSIC SUCKS ASS OH MY GOD IT'S SO BAD I HATE IT SO MUCH AHAGAHAHAH
I wish they just made new leaf for the switch | disappoint new animal cross not feel like animal cross remove shop mini game pc villager bore thing music suck ass of god bad hate ghana sarah wish new leaf switch |
non-suicide | Haven't shit in like 6 days Should I just reach in there | not shit like day reach |
suicide | Idk if this is allowed hereI don’t know if I’m allowed to say this here but I just had to get this off my chest. I felt pretty sad and and couldn’t sleep, it’s 6 am and I tied a noose around my neck and then proceeded to tie it to the tree in my backyard. I climbed to the nearest branch which would’ve done me for good. But I decided today was not the day while climbing down and took the noose off as I breathed in the fresh cold air. | not know allow here i not know allow chest feel pretty sad not sleep tie noose neck proceed tie tree backyard climb near branch good decide today not day climb take noose breathe fresh cold air |
suicide | Just downReally down and experiencing big resurgence of o.c.d. symptoms. Maybe the worst this year.
I've done a lot of cognitive behavioral therapy but I'm still waiting for some inspiration. I feel like I've tried it all and right now I'm just sad and lonely. | down really experience big resurgence old symptom maybe bad year lot cognitive behavioural therapy wait inspiration feel like try right sad lonely |
non-suicide | Okay so, a lot of work needs to be done Mostly schoolwork
I probably won't have a lot of time to talk to / reply to anybody, but I'll try my best | okay lot work need schoolwork probably not lot time talk reply anybody try good |
suicide | Why can't I just fucking do it?What's wrong with me? There's no point in keeping on trying... I tried for years, but ultimately I was always just hoping for a random car to hit me or lightning to strike or whatever... WTF am I waiting for? | not fucking it what wrong no point keep try try year ultimately hope random car hit lightning strike whf wait |
non-suicide | Guys, just copy I mean seriously😡 Just copy and paste. It's that easy🤗 See something cool? Copy and paste🤗😙 Like you should really. 😠 I don't know why you don't like 🤬 just do it ok byeeeeee😅😆🤩 Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler Filler | guy copy mean seriously copy paste easy cool copy paste like not know not like of byte |
suicide | A few hoursWell, I gave life a try and can't do it after twenty eight years. I'm newly unemployed without insurance and need medication badly. To get anything is going to take two weeks which I don't have. I can't deal with this major depression I've been cursed with. The past week has been a struggle and I'm not strong enough to keep faction it. I'm going to miss my partner and friends. But I just can't keep going on like this after three years. I have zero quality of life at this point and I'm just ready to be dead.
Whoever reads this thanks I guess.
Edit: thanks everyone that tried to help. I can't deal with this severe depression anymore. | hours well give life try not year newly unemployed insurance need medication badly go week not not deal major depression curse past week struggle not strong faction go miss partner friend not go like year quality life point ready dead read thank guess edit thank try help not deal severe depression anymore |
non-suicide | I often play games and watch YouTube at the same time I wanted a reason to post something so here is some useless fact about that redditor that I personally know as ‘myself’. So yeah, I play whatever I play on ps4 while watching YouTube vids on my phone in front of me, or I watch YT on my tv while playing on the switch. My dad always asks me how And why I do it because I need to concentrate on my game. The answer: I don’t | play game watch youtube time want reason post useless fact redd tor personally know yeah play play is watch youtube did phone watch it to play switch dad ask need concentrate game answer not |
suicide | I thought I was over itEvery once in a while all those feelings are coming rushing back. I just can't take it anymore and I don't want to do this. I feel like I'm worthless and can't do anything. Who would care if I die? My family will be sad, sure, but no one will actually care. They will keep on living and I'll be out of this pain. I'm just a worthless little shit and I don't deserve to keep on living | think it every feeling come rush not anymore not want feel like worthless not care die family sad sure no actually care live pain worthless little shit not deserve live |
non-suicide | El Mañana by Gorillaz is an awesome songg It's so peaceful, I love itt
And not bad for a song called the morning :p (correct me if I'm wrong loll) | al manana gorilla awesome song peaceful love it not bad song call morning a correct wrong loll |
non-suicide | Is anybody working on making a website If you are hhiiii what's up im tired as hellllll
:D | anybody work make website this tired hell a |
non-suicide | Are AP Classes Worth It? My counselor was talking to me last week and recommended that I test for AP classes next year. I want to get into a good college, but I'm not sure if it's worth it because I've heard that it's very stressful. What are the pros and cons? | a class worth counselor talk week recommend test a class year want good college not sure worth hear stressful pro con |
non-suicide | So guys i think i found my soul mate... my crush, just sent me hentai, all i have to say is, holy fuck. | guy think find soul mate crush send yentai holy fuck |
suicide | Good Bye Yall.. I Cant Live Knowing I've Been Drinking Semen My Whole LifeSo my father makes me coffee in the morning. I caught him jerking off into my cup and I asked him "WTF ARE YOU DOING?". Well he ended up saying that he has been feeding me his cum for as long as he can remember. I feel so disgusted with myself. I want to kill myself but I'm too much of a bitch to go through with it. i guess I'm here to just vent and claim that ill kill myself so I get some attention. | good bye not live know drink sean life so father make coffee morning catch jerk cup ask whf end say feed cum long remember feel disgusted want kill bitch guess vent claim ill kill attention |
non-suicide | Comment on the next selfie post "your so brave for posting that" or not I guess it's mean
Filler filler filler filler heusuwuwusuwuwi shdusisi | comment self in post brave post not guess mean heusuwuwusuwuwi shows is |
suicide | I’ve only ever had abusive relationships...and I feel that’s all I will ever get...I’m tired of being raped and sexually abused.
All I want is for a guy to treat me like a Princess...
But obviously I’m too broken for that...
I wish I had money so I could fucking pay someone to euthanize me...
Even my own father loved alcohol more then me...I hate this shit.
I literally just want to fucking die. | abusive relationships and feel get tired rape sexually abuse want guy treat like princess obviously broken wish money fucking pay euthanize father love alcohol me i hate shit literally want fucking die |
suicide | No reason to liveI have been living with my parents, who have abused me, sexually, physically, and psychologically my entire life.
I am 26.5 and haven't been in a relationship--ever, despite my desire to have a family.
I only have a part-time job while going to school, both of which have taken me nowhere.
I don't have any friends.
I just want to walk in front of a train and let go.... | no reason live live parent abuse sexually physically psychologically entire life not relationship ever despite desire family part time job go school take not friend want walk train let |
suicide | I think I just flunked out of my dream programI had a panic attack during a final exam for a course I'm taking for the third time. University policy is after failing the 3rd attempt, a student is required to permanently withdraw from their program.
I've wanted to do this since I was 10. This is my dream, this is the sum of everything in my life up to this point. And I've wasted it and I'll never do the things I wanted to do in life. | think flunk dream program panic attack final exam course take time university policy fail re attempt student require permanently withdraw program want dream sum life point waste thing want life |
non-suicide | I'm going to ask you what color my eyes are I posted it on my profile because text post weekend | go ask color eye post profile text post weekend |
suicide | Just a questionWhat were to happen if i took 28 of these pills?[https://www.aov.nl/shop/1000-complexpreparaten/1002-slaapcomplex](https://www.aov.nl/shop/1000-complexpreparaten/1002-slaapcomplex)
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theoretically? | question what happen take pills amp theoretically |
non-suicide | It's simply Impossible. ​
https://preview.redd.it/8zu2l1qubxk61.png?width=577&format=png&auto=webp&s=996772e5a2ebdaf2a8742a23160412ad242c60f6 | simply impossible amp |
suicide | I got accepted into college but they completely fucked me overI got accepted into college earlier this year, unfortunately communications 12 does not count as an alternative for English 12, which means I have to drop out of comm 12 and try to finish English 12 in the 4 months I have before graduation.
Thing is, the college already took a $500 deposit and when I tried contacting them to ask some questions everyone I talked to was extremely rude and talked down to me.
We'll see how things go the next few weeks but I'm not hopeful. | get accept college completely fuck over get accept college earlier year unfortunately communication not count alternative english mean drop comm try finish english month graduation thing college take deposit try contact ask question talk extremely rude talk thing week not hopeful |
non-suicide | what was the weirdest way you've made friend? mine was probably this one time in I think 1st or 2nd grade and I fell off the monkey bars on the playground, and I was kind of in pain but you know I was a 2nd grade idiot and didn't want to seem "weak" because there were a shit ton of people around, so instead I just kind of rolled to the side and lay there until this one kid came along and said I don't remember exactly but something along the lines of "this is how you do it" and he started, made it to about the same spot I did and fell off and did the same thing as me and then we just kind of lay there trying not to cry because at that point tons of people were there. | weird way friend probably time think st and grade fall monkey bar playground kind pain know and grade idiot not want weak shit ton people instead kind roll lie kid come say not remember exactly line start spot fall thing kind lay try not cry point ton people |
suicide | Do your parents love you?I have like the kindest parents ever, and that's the only reason I've kept on living for the last year (been depressed for 4 years, but the last one has been much worse). I sometimes find my self wishing that they would die (absolutely sick I know) just so I can get the fuck outta here. My mom especially is already suffering because of my suffering and I can't even imagine how terrible she would feel if I commited suicide. Not that I'm complaining, I just can't believe I would end up having these thoughts. | parent love you i like kind parent reason keep live year depress year bad find self wish die absolutely sick know fuck outta mon especially suffer suffering not imagine terrible feel commit suicide not complain not believe end have thought |
non-suicide | How y’all doing You better bet I’m still doin this | better bet do |
suicide | Please give me one last reason to end itI'm tired. Give me a good line to put in my note | reason end item tired good line note |
non-suicide | My headphones might break soon 😢 Sad.... very sad 😓... much sadness 💔 | headphone break soon sad sad sadness |