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never again tl dr i m a dumbass who makes bad decisions and pays dearly for them well i doubt many care but as terrible as it sounds i do not have any friends or family i can tell about this and i want to talk about it so here we go reddit you are my coping mechanism i feel awful terrible like gon na throw up terrible tried nicotine pouches for the first time not a smoker or chewer just wanted to be rebellious i guess and boy oh boy oh boy i think they were like 6mg i m not totally sure almost all of guys i work with chew or smoke so i figured what the hell i will try it i have been around smokers and dippers all my life and i do mean all my life surely it will be fine and i will see what the hype s all about mistake horrible mistake i should mention i had n t really eaten anything all day up to this point well past lunch time i m genius i know had that stuff in for all of a minute and a half at most and had to throw it away because not only did it burn but i felt so lightheaded and dizzy like i was gon na pass out awful enough but then i start salivating and my stomach is just screaming that if i do not sit down immediately i m gon na puke everywhere i also swallowed some of the goddamn juice because i m an idiot who does not know what i m doing by the way all this is happening at work work that is dependant on me being able to walk and talk and breathe properly and not puke on the lawn in front of a bunch of people and cameras so i kinda rudely dismiss myself from the conversation i was in and hurry carefully back to the office reasoning that if i m going to throw up thought for sure i would i would better do it behind semiclosed doors and into a trashcan y all i sat there trying to just breathe and not puke for over forty minutes my coworkers came in and out occasionally to laugh at me fair and offer suggestions eventually i just had to muscle through it and keep at my day because i have got a lot of shit to do this was all maybe four hours ago and i still feel like microwaved trash i ate something which helped and drank a buncha water which helped but lordy from the way i feel now i can almost guarantee that i am not trying those damn things again i felt like i was drunk high sick and a goddamn newborn barely any control just floating disconnection and an awful urge to puke my guts out my nose i do not recommend doing this unless you hate yourself very very much | regret |
just got an F on my math work | guilt |
i can not get over my regret do not bother i go on about this all the time to jm i saw your recent picture on your work website earlier i was just thinking of you and how much you meant to me all those years ago so i googled you there you were still beautiful as you were when were kids i just want to cry because of the fool that i was the fool that kept me from having the life i wanted the life that was you and me married living there in our little hometown maybe kids i know you have some they could ve been mine what beautiful children you would have given me would ve made my folks proud i love you i will always love you i will always regret not being the person i should have been i will always regret not living the life i should have with you | regret |
is it normal to feel regret after the relationship i had to be the one who bu with them and initiated nc with them because i felt like it was hurting them more than it did me i did not want to caused them anymore pain or empty promises i had an on and off relationship with them that lasted 7 months and we would break and makeup all over again i m starting to reflect on myself more and realising why they said what they said and decided to stop any kind of communication with me despite me ending it first i felt like i could have done better but i did not do anything to even save the relationship all i can contribute to them was pain and suffering i felt like i m holding them hostage by trapping them in our relationship not being able to be free i become avoidant whenever a conflict arises while they are left to be the bigger person in our relationship and trying to fix things themself they did everything they can trying to keep our relationship afloat while i did not express enough how much they mean to me and deep inside how i wanted them to stay i wanted things to work out and to reach out to sincerely apologize but i m afraid of disappointing or hurting them all over again and i do not want to do that to them especially when i felt like i caused so much pain already i m now regretting what i did and regretting that gave up so easily on them if i truly cared and love them why am i so selfishly protecting myself from getting hurt when all they did was open up to me about the bad parts about myself why do i easily break like a fragile glass piece why did not work on myself to do actually do better why am i afraid of getting into conflict with them again i m so immature with the way i deal with things and things can not be undone anymore since i chose to bu with them i felt such a big disappointment towards myself and i do not know if i would able to forgive myself nor that they would what can i do about this guilt this remorse | regret |
When I masturbated in my room. | guilt |
Gosh I feel dumb... I've been wanting to say something for days now but I can't... It's too "silly"... Why am I feeling this way now?... Why couldn't it have been before?... My emotions are so confused!!! | guilt |
Im trying to update my cv... but im getting anxious by it... im a fucking sad person... | guilt |
regret not having had more sex i am 21 and in my first real relationship with a wonderful wonderful 26year old guy if we stay together it is highly possible that we shall get married however my sex drive seems way more intense than his and i find myself highly attracted to other guys any guy i find attractive i think to myself wow i would like to fuck him at the moment i can think of 7 guys who i am friends with that i would have sex with in a onenightstand sort of way i love my boyfriend and he loves me and i would never purposely sabotage the relationship or cheat on him but he has had over 50 sexual partners yet he is my only one i regret that since we are serious i will probably never know what it is like to have sex with anyone else or be comfortable hearing about his many sexual experiences i often fantasize about these men and having sex with them sometimes during sex with my boyfriend what is worse is that his best friend is incredibly hot and sometimes i masturbate thinking about having sex with him | regret |
I remember when I was a little boy I broke a Swiss dinner set ÃÂá
quite involuntarily. | guilt |
I deserve to be hit by a car | guilt |
I feel this feeling most often before me not before the others. ÃÂá
My outside is iron but actually I'm wasting away. | guilt |
i regret everything hi i just need to get it out i regret not aborting my pregnancy two years ago because i got pregnant by my ex who emotionally and mentally abused me he isolated me and manipulated me to the point where i was broken he would not leave me alone and pressure me to stay with him anyway i got pregnant and wanted to abort it but he would scream at me and made it seem like it was my fault i was to afraid to tell anyone so i surpressed it but i prayed and hoped for a miscarriage but that never happened so i gave birth last year my son is now 1 year old but i can not stop regretting it i left my ex because o could n t handle it anymore he is also a drug addict the fact that i delivered a child that i never wanted by a man i hate so much i hate myself so much i m embarrassed that i got with sich a man and even ended up pregnant i feel bad for being a single mother and my son has to grow up without a father and it is my stupid fault i feel low my life went out of control and i can never be happy again i cry everyday and my family shamed me for feeling this way i feel like my life is over and all i wish for is to turn back time and undo my mistake | regret |
I came across a blind man sitting in one of the corridors and ÃÂá
asking for money, though I had some money I did not give him ÃÂá
anything. | guilt |
i told everyone including myself i would wait until i graduated but i lied i guess i f16 told myself i would wait to have sex until i graduate highschool and i told everyone that cause it was my planbut one thing led to another with a guy friend of mine and i let him take my virginity i do not regret it but that is why i feel bad cause i have the worst impulse control and i feel guilty cause i can not tell my mom alot were kinda close but i can not tell her thisand i kinda wan na do it again but i feel like a bad person and i know it is normal i just kinda wish i waited | regret |
i cannot tell you how sorry i am for ending my life the way i did . | guilt |
i love my kids i hate my life i made a bunch of life decisions based on lies and empty promises their dad told me i also could never have predicted the state of the economy right now i can not save up to move or buy a house and if i do move i m not going to have people to watch them so i m stuck paying for daycare which is crazy expensive for 2 kids and their dad has a parttime job so he can not really afford to help either my mental health is taking a major hit right now and i m struggling not to drive my car off a bridge | regret |
somewhat regret buying this i regret buying a 100 bus ticket to a place for two reasons one its difficult to turn a bad road trip into a happy one two i had high expectations of this trip i felt like i wasted and threw away money | regret |
facing my regrets hello i m 24 and i m trying to face all the active and passiv decision i have done in my life i have much to regret when looking back at my yet so short life all the things that i have done and those that i have not as part of that i would like to get a tattoo as a symbol to remind myself of what has happened but also to remind myself that i am the one to change my future but i could n t finde a fitting motive is there someone who might know a fitting symbol tldr do you know a symbol for regret | regret |
not getting to say goodbye to my dog november 2020 my dog of 11 years childhood dog had to get put down due to liver failure months prior to that he was in and out of the vet due to blood in his stomach and even had to get put on medicine and a prescribed diet for it the day of his death he was laying on the cold kitchen floor not eating or interacting with us like he usually did in the back of my mind i kinda of knew what was happening but i did not want to admit it to myself at about 5pm my mom finally took him to the emergency vet the closest one being 40 mins away from me and continued to text me updates all throughout her being there the last text i sent her was but hes going to be okay right and come home with you and she responded yes we will just have to keep a close eye on him like before and then she went radio silent 3 hours later my dad had come home from work and called my brothers into the living room with me telling us he had passed i just regret not saying goodbye to my dog i had since i was 5 when i had the chance and wished i was not so stubborn | regret |
i am sorry i have to leave you alone . | guilt |
dropping out i think i m going to drop out of engineering bcoz i can not study it is impossible for me and i can not study anything else i do not know what i am going to do there is no good future only embarrassment and running away from reality and frustration i want to die | regret |
coworkers talking about why they do not want kids some of my younger coworkers were talking about why they do not want kids and i just felt this sinking feeling inside me i wish i had been more true to myself and continued with my knowledge that i never wanted kids but i felt maternal feelings that were actually just a part of loving my now husband a baby was not the answer to my body s question but we thought it was i thought this is what i wanted at that point and them i did it and i hate it i love my daughter she is 3 but if i had the opportunity to go back in time i would never have gotten pregnant i learned the hard way that i want to have a baby with this person is a very different thing from i want to be a parent so i envy my coworkers who are currently in that position of knowing they do not want kids and wanting to sleep in and hang out with friends and do whatever they want without either dragging a kid along or trying to find childcare that was me and then i made a life altering decision i now have to love with | regret |
i recently have cheated on my lover and i feel horrible and regret even talking to the other girl idk how to deal with it or cope with it all | guilt |
I had to change my player ways, it got too complicated for me. | guilt |
I'm trying not to overreact or be paranoid, but I just got a strong wave of suspicion that my roommate is trying to make me fat. Or make me stay fatter than her. | guilt |
one of my favorite artists died xxxtentacion and i did not go to their open casket viewing jahseh was a very important person to me and i always wanted to meet him in person at a concert and have a lit ass time with him but a lot of people around me did not seem to care about x to the degree that i did i wanted at first to go to the open casket memorial in miami since i live in stpete which is a 4 hour drive but nobody i contacted with wanted to go with me and i was afraid of going alone i had these mixed feelings of did i really wan na see one of my favorite artists that i have never met before dead in a casket or do i want to actually go and say goodbye so none of my friends wanted to go and my mother did not support me going to miami to go to a memorial of a guy i never met so me being a lost person who could n t make up his mind i never went to his memorial and now i m having mixed feelings i feel a sense of regret that i will never get to see him and say goodbye and i feel a sense of maybe it was for the better since i would release myself the horror of seeing one of my favorite artists fucking dead plus my car was having issues and i never even thought about flying at the time which i should have considered as an option i just need help with coping this sense of guilt and regret i feel like i just lost a close friend and i have no closure to move on with my life i will though at least visit his grave though to pay my respects | regret |
i regret not trusting my instinct that something was wrong in my lifetime my inability to step up has resulted in 3 people dying once was when i was walking along a pier and watched a young girl hop up on the railing i should have said something because my gut was telling me something was wrong instead i told myself she is probably just sitting on the railing and i do not wan na go off on a random stranger except my gut was right and she fell right into the water and drowned so i told myself if i ever felt anything like that again i would do something about it flash forward 3 years to 2014 where i was in the vicinity of a murder and went into shock not only did nothing but convinced myself it was halloween so i was probably hearing things i told myself if i was ever put in that spot again i would do what was right recently i saw somebody clearly inebriated beyond any limit of reasonability i walked past them on my way out i had this feeling in my gut to go walk over and check in their car i did not i got in the car and the next day found out they had overdosed in the vehicle had i of just checked maybe that person would still be here i have lots of regrets and i usually bottle them inside like everyone else but this one hurts more than any of the others not because it is necessarily my fault i did not force someone to use drugs nor did i assist them however i told myself i would never let something like that happen again and here i am disgusted by once again my inaction resulting in hell i can not shake this feeling i have right now of just being an all around bad guy who is incapable of doing anything right i have had more opportunities to do something right than reasonably expected in this world most people only have one chance to do the right thing i have had multiple and i can not seem to get it right | regret |
i regret not kissing her i was in the car with my bestfreind of 6 years i have been insanely in love with her and i have told her but she rejected me saying she has feelings for someone else but a couple of days ago at night we were alone in the car over a nice hill we were cuddling and she looked at me i wanted to kiss her so bad but did not so i just gave her a kiss on the cheek and i dropped her off later so while we are texting today she said i thought you were going to kiss me in the car like litearlly that was my only chance to win her but im a pussy | regret |
God I'm a fake bitch.... | guilt |
regret not having kids can someone please help me get this out of my head my husband of 11 years died recently we were planning on having kids but always flip flopped to the point i said i did not want them i am now in my 30s and will never experience this he had kids with someone else before me and i am now feeling like he gave that to someone else he once told me he was trying to make sure i got everything just in case he was older than me i just want to get this out of my head that i will not experience something so profound that he gave someone else | regret |
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I realize that I have friends that give me sexual tension ._. I can't help that my friends just so happen to be attractive, damn lol | guilt |
need advice please hi there so yesterday i was driving home and my kids were in their car seats but my younger daughter sometimes get nauseous in the car so she likes her window down a little and she must ve put her head out of the window at some point which i did not not see and now i feel gutted and guilty for not noticing so anyway this group of ladies had been following me all the way home to let me know that my child s head was sticking out of the window and i really appreciate that they told me but i feel really guilty and embarrassed and feel let down as a parent as to how i did not see her doing that but i m really grateful to them and now i m more vigilant even if i know that my kids are sitting quietly i will be more aware i m generally a really paranoid person i always think people are always watching or recording me when i do not know them i get really anxious and paranoid and when they told me i did thank them but i was kind of shock at that time that i regret not walking up to their car and properly thanking those ladies for letting me know i did not sleep most of the night just thinking about this whole incident as to how i did not notice and how i should have been more aware and i feel so guilty and embarrassed and feel horrible i also am very paranoid about being possibly recorded and people are gon na think i m a horrible parent because i made that terrible mistake of not noticing if any of you ladies that followed me home that day see this please please get back to me and do come around you know where i live so i can properly thank you guys and if anyone out here can please give me some advice as to what i should do because firstly i feel really guilty for noticing and secondly i m really paranoid about being recorded thank you | regret |
In my country we have barely and culture so here in Mexico when I eat new foods I pretend to like but really I wanna puke... I don't wanna offend you but thanks so much for treating me well. | guilt |
When I shot a bird in the head with a shotgun. | guilt |
When I talked to another student about the notes she got last ÃÂá
semester, not knowing that she got a lot of bad grades. | guilt |
When I could not complete my assignment on time. | guilt |
not buying a nessie plush when i was in scotland it sounds silly but one of my regrets is not buying a little nessie plush wearing a kilt and bagpipe when i was studying in the uk now that we are in the middle of this pandemic i some times wonder if i will ever get this opportunity again | regret |
trapped into fatherhood my first was almost 18 years ago my 2nd is almost 5 months and i was trapped into it i hate my life every single day for the second kid mom was on birth control and she got really sick and had some antibiotics that made her throw up supposedly this caused the birth control to fail and we were surprised with a pregnancy after talking about an abortion for years with her in case of any accidents i firmly believed that she was going to follow up on our talks we had over the years and take care of this responsibly we were not on good terms of the time and never will be in the future because of cheating in her past and at the time i was planning on breaking up with her actually i had just rented my own apartment the day before she told me she was pregnant she did not know this information for the first 2 days after learning about our pregnancy she was still touting the idea of following through with the abortion after those 2 days though she flipped the script and said that she could n t go through with it if i did not like it there is the door well i do not like it but after having been on child support for my first daughter and paying over 150000 i know it is cheaper to keep her so now i m stuck living with a woman that i do not and will not ever want with a baby that i did not and do not want and i m just sitting here faking happiness until she is out of the house in 18 years sometimes even though society wants to paint the picture like we do men do not have choices wish me luck in my charade | regret |
i think i would be less resentful if i could actually afford childcare long time lurker first time poster so i think me and my so grossly underestimated childcare costs before we had our son 15 months we just can not afford an extra 1000 a month to put him in daycare right now and even taking him to a babysitter for a day or two adds up luckily i have a work from home job and can pick my own hours but that leaves me only being able to work an hour or two when he is taking a nap or when he goes to sleep for the night i m constantly broke and scraping by on bills simply because i can not pick up enough hours so it is like this vicious cycle i want to put him in daycare so badly but how will i ever be able to afford it only working 1015 hours a week my husband works out of the house so he is at least able to get away for 810 hours during the day but he also can not afford the childcare costs on his own so i think the biggest part of my resentment is the fact that i literally have my son 247 and i am unable to do anything i can not work i can not clean i cant cook i can not even take a shower if i want to i spend all day literally tending to my son and waiting for the off hour or two when he goes to sleep so i can finally get something done the house is constantly a mess my bills are behind i can not even remember the last time i was able to buy something nice for myself or even something nice for him for that matter like i said it just feels like this vicious cycle i will never be able to get out because i m stuck essentially babysitting all day everyday and i have no choice but to do it because well he is my son the whole situation just has me feeling helpless and stuck i love my son to death but i honestly cant wait to get away from him and do my own thing and get my life back on track i feel like a lot of my stress and resentment would ease up if i could just simply put him in daycare or even if i could find somebody to watch him regularly so to the parents who can afford childcare please tell me that makes things a little easier since i m essentially in this thing for life i m just patiently waiting on the day when i can at least afford to be able to take a break | regret |
not asking a girl on the train for her number or even her name was travelling from leicester to my home town yesterday and was suffering from a really bad panic attack but from birmingham until my home town i got chatting to this really lovely girl for an hour we just had really pleasent conversation it turns out she studies where two of my mates do uni of leicester we were in the same club on halloween and she lived so near where i was staying anyway i had to get off and we said goodbye to each other and i just could n t believe why i did not at least ask for her name i was in two minds in asking for her number because i just did not want to ruin a perfect journey just incase she said no i keep telling myself that she was just being a good person and helping me calm down but i m kicking myself because you just never know tldr did not get the name or number of a pretty and pleasent girl on the train and i can not stop thinking about her | regret |
jazz instructor kept telling child to get into proper position on big day not tifu since this was so long ago i used to do jazz when i was in kindergarten or 1st grade maybe even 2nd i loved going there and enjoyed playing with everyone before classes started it went great until the big and last performance everyone got positioned when we got on the stage the problem is that i had a hard time seeing and had to get surgery for my eyes in 1st grade and they but black tape on a black stage and i could n t find the black tape so i just stood there not knowing what to do nobody helped me get to a position when we started dancing the instructor started telling me to get into position through out the whole performance my parents thought that i was in trouble for her to tell me multiple times to get in position now this was for small children she should expect flaws i was not bumping into anyone infact i had plenty of space just like everyone else and i was in a place where not many people would look at me the aka the back row in the corner so basically she was yelling at a child in the very back in the very back corner close to an exit if i knew better i would have ran around the stage making sure not to bump into someone then dash for the exit but instead i regret what i did i tried my best to dance myself into the position that i could n t see and i failed to find it while she kept on telling me to go back into position when the show was done i did not go back again but i wanted to because all of the other days were fun like having cupcakes with everyone on my birthday they had bees and butterflies on them and my favorite person there was with me and did som that i could n t remember but i liked it a lot i regret not walking out of the stage when she started to continuously tell me to go back into position instead of being a try hard and finding the right position btw if britney the jazz instructor reads this then hi i loved being there and i made you on my wii since i loved being there and being taught by you but i will not be coming back due to me ruining the show again by being out of position in the back corner i gave your place a 4 stars on google since i still had fun there but i would have deleted you off my wii if it was not broken tldr jazz instructor told child over and over to get back in position on the big day during the performance when the child did not know where it was due to eye problems | regret |
i do not want to be such a fucking problem for my family either . | guilt |
i have sex with guys because it makes me feel wanted and in control i use sex to make myself feel better it makes me feel in control to have a guy wanting me that way i think it is linked to my anxiety issues but i do not know for sure i have slept with more guys than any of my friends i have had sex with guys i did not find even remotely attractive by the time i start making out with a guy i feel like i have committed myself to having sex with him anyway i tell people i m just prosex and do not subscribe to society s norms in this respect but the truth is i wish i could say no more often i do not know how it is like i go on autopilot this has led to problems with the guy i think i am falling in love with because i dated his friend first who i cheated on multiple times though no one knows and slept with another of his friends once before dating him and now he feels like a joke i wish i could take it all back i m so sorry i wish i knew how to stop this | guilt |
When a mistake occurred at work which I was not responsible for. ÃÂá
This was disclosed later. | guilt |
I felt it when I came home after the examination session and I ÃÂá
said I had not passed my last exam. | guilt |
i regret that i never waited and i never tried for the person i really love i met her when i still have a girlfriend we both knew that we love each other but it is wrong i do not want to hurt my girlfriend and she does not want to hurt her too so both of us decided to cut all the connections we had 2 years has passed me and my girlfriend finally broken up i know it is been a long time but i knew deep inside me i still love her i told myself now i m single now i m finally free now finally the time is right no we can be finally be together i wanted to tell her that i still love her that i never stop thinking of her but the time was still not right again she is happy with someone else and i do not want to ruin that so i stayed away even i want to hug her tight but i can not i want to hold her hand but i can not i want to reach for her but she seems so far away i let all the idea of her go and move on with my life that maybe everything was not really meant for us time passed i am happy for the life that i have right now and i m engaged then i saw her i thought i m okay i thought i moved on but i still love her all the idea of being with her came back and then she said she really never stop loving me even years has passed i wanted to tell her that i still love her too but i can not i already have someone who loves me for me and i kind and i do not want to hurt that person life is a joke for me and her everything was really not meant for us even what we had was real now the thought of what my life could be if i waited for her lingers like a gum on my hair and lastly timing is bullshit | regret |
honestly can't tell if I'm gonna be going or not love being confused | guilt |
i want to run away i was in an abusive relationship for many years and i finally got away but we share a child my entire family lives a state away and i m in a city with no family or support and i can not leave because of split custody with my child my coparent is constantly doing everything they can to make my life miserable i love being a parent but it is been over a year since my divorce and i do everything on my own i m lonely i m tired and i dream of just up and leaving and being closer to my family i visit as often as i can and it is the only time i feel at peace and happy i do not know if i regret having my child but i sure as hell regret having her with the person that i did i m in therapy already and have been for over a year i feel trapped here because i know i will never leave my child | regret |
I blew up at someone for being confused and because of his ÃÂá
irresponsibility and afterwards I felt guilty and that I had no ÃÂá
right. | guilt |
i am regretful i made a subreddit then 1 minute later regretted it so i just left it to die | regret |
i regret saying all muslims are terrorists this was back in the 7th grade during my geography class we had just finished learning about islam and about how people think all muslims are terrorists a couple days before our class was reviewing for a test and my teacher asked what do you call someone who follows islam i thought it would be funny to yell out a terrorist but i knew i screwed up as soon as i said it everyone stared at me and the teacher asked who said that and i raised my hand she spoke to me right there in front of everyone and felt like a complete ass the rest of the day | regret |
Doing something wrong at home, and then letting my (normally) ÃÂá
more rampant brother take the blame. | guilt |
regret does anyone regret only being with one partner and not exploring or am i just retarded | regret |
When I splashed a child by not slowing down while driving ÃÂá
through a puddle of water. | guilt |
It's weird how I feel harder for fictional characters than actual people.... | guilt |
I felt guilty when once I made my mother angry. | guilt |
I felt guilt because on account of my ambitions I nearly turned ÃÂá
my sister out of my parents home. | guilt |
I said I'd wake up early today and now it's already 12:00 in the afternoon. ðÃÂÃÂã | guilt |
i regret hurting my ex i was torn up because of an emotional affair he was having with his ex but i know deep down that he card about me and trying to make a difficult situation easier i was an idiot and looked through his phone jumping to conclusions i texted him and his ex at the same time telling them i knew that i was deeply hurt and shaming him his ex does not want anything to do with him and he does not want anything to do with me but revenge does not taste sweet i m bitter i ruined the trust i had with him and a true shot at happiness we shared a lot together culture life resources whatever pain you cause to someone else you also cause to yourself my broken heart took over and then i hurt him very badly he did not deserve it it will shatter him and he is already fragile i know emotional cheating is hard but sometimes people are just doing their best i wish i can feel something else but i m lying in bed alone and stewing in regret | regret |
i regret my purchase i apologize in advance if this is the wrong sub i regret buying my home i simply hate it everything about it from the outside to the floor plan i spent over 30k trying to make the house better to no avail from a crappy contractor that updated the small master bath with the same skill of a elementary school student to the horrors of the cold i feel in this house i want to sell so bad i bought the house since i was expecting and needed a place for my family to live the house was in my price range and in a safe city all that came crashing down once i started to live in a home that i resent especially since i paid so much to make it look nice only to see that it was as pointless as putting lipstick in a pig now all i want to do is list it and get the hell out of the home so is working so hard in making it nice for the family but all i see is what i am missing no rug no butter dish no counter space wonky doors bathrooms with no storage ability limited closets for use of cleaning supplies ugly ceiling fans and light fixtures messed up paint job and compounding the list just goes on i want to rip out the updated bathroom and do it myself a waste of 5k contractor did nothing right and was too pregnant to over see anything he took advantage of that and started ranting and raving while i was sleep deprived and recuperating after birth demanding his money on an unfinished and shoddy job i wished i had just waited and and bought a home i was excited about | regret |
When I nearly got my fiancee pregnant. | guilt |
did not do my first art commission for over a year and i just sent it today but the person is probably not active on the site anymore i m the type who keeps delaying things for months and ends up regretting i do not know how i can fix this lazy habit of mine | guilt |
A few lies that I had indulged in, a few years ago, while raising ÃÂá
loans from my friends. | guilt |
I don't deserve the comfort that I'm receiving nor do I deserve the support | guilt |
Everyone who just recently left me owes me fucking money// god damn it// | guilt |
I shouldnt feel guilty for saying no to covering spmeone's shift but I do. Like bruh I cover a shift like every week ask someone else I cant do this all the time.
But at the same time, I can cover, I just dont want to.
But I shouldn't feel guilty for saying no, either. I dont have to. It's not my fault you can't schedule yourself appropriately.
Argh. | regret |
When I broke up my relationship with my former girlfriend as she ÃÂá
would ask me irrelevant quetions about my past. | guilt |
When I was young - 14, I pinched from a store and was caught. ÃÂá
The store then contacted my parents. | guilt |
// ED//
I ate so much I ate so much I ate way way way too much I cant believe myself im so fucking fat I wish I could purge I want all of this disgusting food OUT OF MY BODY | guilt |
In an exam when I answered the questions with very little ÃÂá
assurance due to insufficiet preparation. | guilt |
i wish i could turn back time so i could do better in school i m near the end of high school now and i never took school seriously when i grew up i have now also discovered that i have add which is a big reason why and plus i did not want to use my glasses i do not remember like anything from school because i did not care or thought about my future i never lived in the real reality and never realized how important learning is at the start of august 2020 i wanted to take school more seriously and i did i got an a on alot of my psychology classes my favorite subject too and sociology classes my other classes went pretty well too then it started to get too much and i started failing math and gave it up with online school has made it worse even though it would probably be great if i just have not given up since the end of 2020 and beginning of 2021 it has gone downhill again i have failed to plan on my callender and i have just too much assignment i am behind in it is like i rather look away from it than face it because it so too much for me i feel as if i just went back in time every since i started school i could have just done it right from there i would be responsible and learn as much as i could and learn to do what has to be done than to look away and ignore them i wish i would have been smarter so it would not be too much later if i only did good at the beginning everything would have changed why why did i not take school seriously if you are young and reading this please do do not do the same mistake as me | regret |
Maybe I have a trauma since I was in 7th grade... I still look at myself in the mirror and I see a cow | guilt |
i can not seem to completely get rid of the fixation i have on the body type and aesthetics of my ex girlfriend and it is been almost 2 years i m dating someone new who is otherwise wonderful sweet conscientious decent bod great smile bubbly and i do not make comparisons but i still find myself yearning for the tall long legged great boobed great assed woman i dated for a few years i m pretty tall 6 3 so being able to date a woman who is like 5 11 is a special treat i find myself waking up sometimes fantasizing about having sex with her or playing with her naked body or her reaching for my junk or slowly sliding her head down my torso while lying down on the way to kiss it but making her way there real slow to build up anticipation i still whisper her name seemingly involuntarily under my breath sometimes needless to say she was sooooo good to kiss andor have sex with it is impossible but i wish i could keep her around even if it was a once a year type meeting she just had a birthday and it is been pretty bad we do not talk almost ever but i did text her a happy birthday no response reddit the memory of the sheer presence of that woman haunts me and will not let go we are both dating other people but this is still difficult note i saw her on and off for over 10 years which might be what is complicating things she is probably the only 1010 at least in my head that i will ever get to date | regret |
I bought makeup & I feel guilty bc money | guilt |
i have never seen any of the harry potter movies i have been in crowds of people talking about it a bit younger than me sure but the embarrassment of not knowing the difference between a quidditch and a suffrous snape is starting to wear on me the taunts the jeers the rejection from women it is getting to be too much to bear my own family is ashamed at this point and it caused a blow up over thanksgiving dinner after failing to understand a language they called parseltongue they called me an agent of voldemort and cast me out of hogwarts i spent the rest of the night sitting in the driveway getting eaten alive by mosquitoes and pissed upon by stray cats last halloween i went to a party i noticed everyone complimenting this one guy on his getup i walked up and said hey nice costume merlin right the entire room fell silent in the distance a dog barked we spent a terrifying 5 minutes just staring suddenly a giant smurf burst through the crowd grabbed me by the collar and screamed that s dumbeldore motherfucker and you had best show him some respect from there i was taken outside thrown into a compost heap and mercilessly pelted with snowballs filled with crushed ice and road salt all the while the crazed mob was screaming a chant over and over again avada kadavra avada kadavra avada kadavra their eyes i will never forget their eyes i think that if do not do something about this my life will be effectively over when the films first started coming out i assumed they were just for kids but now i see that they re also for teens and young adults could watching these movies prove to be the promised land for my wreck of a life | regret |
I need to study but uuggghh I wish I was motivated enough :(( | guilt |
my biggest life regret is missing out on the gaming subculture just a quick summary of what i mean my parents never bought me a consoles as a child they believed it would melt my brain then as a teen earning my own money i never bought a console because you do not miss what you never had i guess today the gaming industry has exploded outward in so many fun directions there has never been a better time for gaming with so many aaa titles bringing us moviequality entertainment i briefly played tomb raider and hitman on pc and pokemon bomberman on gameboy color that was the height of it i regret missing out on growing up with classic gems like mario and final fantasy vii i feel lost in a culture where so many memes and references go sailing over my head | regret |
exhausted my biggest concern going into parenting was my mental health i have anxiety and have always been prone to a bit of depression so i knew i was not going to have kids until i got a handle on all my mental health issues you know being responsible and all of that well i did a lot of therapy and finally got to a place were i was happy and not anxious at all i was like this for a solid 4 years no panic attacks no medication nothing well since my new transformation i spoke to a therapist obgyn my husband my family and decided that i love to have one child i really planned everything out to a t 2 weeks before i m due covid happens i have a baby we both loose our jobs the house that i love that i had been fixing up for the past 4 years we had to sell and we also had to move across the country to a place i frankly do not want to live because it is the only place my husband can find a job my husband has a whole meltdown because he has spent the bulk of his adult life working up to a vp position to going back to a place that he could have gotten right when he got his masters 12 years ago so for some reason this becomes my fault and he becomes a giant asshole to the baby and me so i now live in a place that i hate in a house i hate with a husband that hates me we are on our third marriage counselor with no job and a baby i do not think my husband and me are going to make it through all this but i do not know how i m going to handle being a single parent i had income to support me but now i do not have a job and idk if i can support a kid in this area i have not had a nervous breakdown yet but i feel like that is coming soon my anxiety and depression levels are horrible from all the changes i kept trying to get into appointments with therapistspsychiatrists but everything everywhere is booked i worry about everything all the time it is gotten to the point where i am having a hard time just doing normal adult functioning because i use up all the energy i have to take care of my baby if i had a crystal ball into the situation i would be in when my baby was born i would not have had her she is a really sweet baby i do love her i just feel bad because she deserves better | regret |
I havent worn... nsfw
a bra in two days. My tits feel amazing. | guilt |
to an old friend i m sorry it ended the way it did i would have liked it if we could have still been friends we hurt each other when we really should have helped each other but when it was good at least it had been good i hope you re happy and in good health these days but if this finds you i would just like to apologize | regret |
regret can someone please tell me if i can really undo the damage done i cant choose to decide if i am actually a hard hearted person or a good one or just scared to loose my mom my parents are divorced and i live with my motheri am a 27 year f who is workingmy mother is the most sweetest and genuine thing in this world i knowshe had a rough childhood a rough marriage and pretty much a rough life but she sacrificed all her happiness and the little money that she uses to earn for me and my sistershe never let us down though everyone pretty much fucked her up including her own mother looks like she was a baby my grandmother did not wanti was a good kid and was very protective about her until two years agoafter the pandemic struck and with me dating someone new my current bf i grew distant from hermy mental health was taken for a toll and i picked up silly fights with her for no reason and fought with heri was always her last resort for everything and she blindly believed i would never stop caring for heri was crazy that time i still do not know y i was having depression and sleepless nights and i took out all the anger on heri used to instantly regret my action but i coudnt help iti also moved with my boyfriend for the last three months informing her and told her that i would be back when i feel mentally finei called her rarely during these months and i was smoking up to ease my insomnia and i was in my own shellnow i am back to my house but i feel she has grown distant from mei feel like i did not care to keep whatever light she had in her life when i asked about something she jokingly said nothing could affect her heart anymore no one s actionshe was liking someone and that person also betrayed her i will be going abroad for my studies in 7 months and she will be alone again with my grandmother i feel like a selfish bitch an asshole nobody has ever been nice to her in life and i also ended up being an asshole how do i ever repay her how can i pay back for what i did i do not have any peace of mind and i always think when she leaves this world i would regret for all of this | regret |
i can not anymore i love my child they are such an amazing resilient being but i know i m holding them back i m not meant to be their mother at least not right now they had a rough start in this worldthey have spent nearly half a year in the nicu been hospitalized for colds and gets all of their sustenance from a feeding tube i would rather walk away from being their parent then deal with another hospital stay and at three years old she is incredibly social i tend to use a cocoon trauma response and deprive her from interacting with anyone including myself and i really think this is the best decision for everyone their dad is a very capable parent and his partner has suffered chronic illness herself and would be excellent support for little one but i can not stomach the fact that she will know i abandoned her even though i know she is more miserable with me but i can not be there for her in the way that she needs me anymore thank you brave souls of this sub 3 | guilt |
i 17f regret not asking my crush 18m out when i had the chance so on the last day of school before spring break i wanted to ask out the guy i like who i know likes me back as well but i did not because i told myself i could just do it during the break a mutual friend of my crush and i told me that my crush s phone is broken so basically he does not have one at the moment with school being closed quarantine and him not having a phone it is pretty much impossible to interact with him unless i by chance run into him and all i have been thinking about is how much i regret not shooting my shot when i had the chance now i have no idea when i will see him or speak to him next and i miss him a lot ironic enough but i really dont know what im asking here i guess just any advice at all would be helpful thanks tl dr crush s phone is broken and with the quarantine going on i regret not shooting my shot when i had the chance | regret |
i killed a mouse my cat found a baby mouse it had torn its legs of and it was terrible i m 15 an i was home alone and the poor thing was struggling and it was in pain i had to make the hard decision to take it out of its misery and kill it i have been crying for the last hour and i m horrified with myself i m scared somthing bad will happen to me now please help | guilt |
I threw away an object, which belonged to a friend, because I did ÃÂá
not know what to do with it. My friend was very sad about that ÃÂá
and I felt guilty. | guilt |
i hate my baby and my life my 8 week old was planned and i am happily married but god i fucking regret having a baby he has ruined my body i look like a bloated saggy fat ass raisin and i am still sore from delivery he has ruined my sleep any alone time the peace the quiet the predictability the happiness i used to have for life he sucks me and my husband dry of any patience and understanding we ever had is there a store that takes refunds for babies he needs to go back where he came from because i get no happiness or joy from being a parent and i deffinately do not love my child yes i have ppd and i am receiving help through a psychologist and psychiatrist weekly this is just a rant support and loving words wanted thanks it would be nice to know there is a life after a newborn | regret |
I felt guilty when I had refused to lend money to my friend who ÃÂá
needed it immediately. | guilt |
regret of not pursuing a master s degree i have got a bachelor degree in science it has been bothering me for decades that i did not get a master s degree but i will retire in 10 to 15 years depending on circumstances i sometimes get nightmares about it and often i feel depressed my fulltime work is exhausting so i do not have energy to study after work i could quit work for a couple of years to pursue my master s but that would force me to work until i m 70 often i tell myself that a bachelor degree is okay but it still bothers me | regret |
*messages my bf after having a nightmare*
*realizes its 5AM*
Oops | guilt |
stuck in quick sand i m 20 unemployed still living at home i had more money after graduating high school than i do now have no friends or people i can look up to made little to no progress in community college so far now going in my third year come fall however my spring 2021 semester was improvement and i just have no motivation or passion anymore to workout play ball and get the bag i have an addiction to weed and occasional alcohol when i can only when i can not get my hands on weed i get crazy anxiety with about everything if i m not hitting a pen or taking a shot since i m broke i can not afford weed so i hit my dads pen and use his weed products behind his back i am trying to quit weed so i can really focus on improvement but i always cave in smoke my dads weed then fee an immeasurable amount of self hatred and doubt in all my decisions that led me to that point when i was a teenager up to 18 i believed i would be driving a 09 porsche while attending a university in san diego or a university none the less but here i am just full of regret i do not want time to pass and i have these thoughts and feelings again about my 20s so i need to take action but i just can not find the motivation or passion i need good influences in my life whether it is a friend business partner colleague etc | regret |
i just do not like my sd this is just a rant i knew what i was getting into i met my so when sd was 7 and from the very beginning i told him i do not like kids i just struggle to bond with kids and i find them just annoying we have been together for almost 4 years now and i have slowing grown to dislike her more and more she is ungrateful and spoiled and does value anything she could n t care less about school and nobody is trying to help she has no hobbies or interests expect her phone and computer probably the most dependent child i know for years we did activities but every single time something goes wrong she is terrible sport in boards games if she is not winning she pouts and complains the whole game crafts she only does them if you do them too then complains hers sucks and yours is better going for a bike ride is the worst thing ever she will not eat anything other than mac n cheese at a restaurant went to the zoo and hated it after 20min i m burned out and sick of trying covid was a good excuse to not go or do anything and i m not bad about it sorry this was just a big rant because i have no friends with kids who would understand and i m sure so would not want me to rant about all his daughters flaws ik he is trying his best | regret |
i wish i could have realised at the time years ago when my dog was a pup i walked him to a shop nearby to get some stuff quick visit bread milk stuff like that i tied him up outside which is fine a bunch of times and went in on coming out i find a guy with his own dog holding mine on the lead i am what he is doing with my dog he tells me he was trying the dog back up he does this while handing me the lead beach i ask why he was tied of the lead to which he replies that the lead broke i inspect the lead which is only a month or two old and tell him it is not broken he starts apologizing and walking away i know what s up and i m just glad i caught him before i lose my dog my regret i did not take a second to consider the other dog i very much doubt that this dog was his and i wish i would questioned it and called the police i bet someone lost their best friend that day and i could have prevented that | regret |
daughter s cat had to be put down my daughter s chunky male cat had his urinary tract get blocked and we had to take him to the vet they wanted 2500 to do the surgery and there was no guarantee he would not go through this again i made the tough decision to have him put down which is regrettable but is not what i regret what i regret is that we were not there for his last moments when it was time to be strong and lead my daughter i stood in the lobby with her crying my eyes out we should have been there for the cat first as he eased off of this world onto the next and i regret that detail my dog is getting up there and one day i will have to take him and and help him move on and i hope i have the guts to hold him as he moves on because i am his world and have been for his whole life i think i owe him that | regret |
I kinda feel bad about all of my vents being about some girl I'll probably be over in 5 years and really will just be her friend but its what I feel in those particular moments.
And that's also an underlying feeling under all the love. I'm guilty about it. Is it ok to feel guilty over being in love with a friend? It feels like since you're in love with them, the feelings you have will prevent you from being the friend they want. It feels like they want a friend, but you want more. You want to know you feel more than just friendship.
I feel guilty about being in love with this person and feel like I'm lying to her in a way. Is that weird? | guilt |
I forgot to lock the outside door at my Land Lady's place. | guilt |
love regret vent i regret losing you when what we had was beautiful those moments where we felt so isolated in each other s arms as i rocked you back and forth to calm your anxieties i would kiss your forehead and run the tips of my fingers along your back and you would melt never had i felt so purposeful in this existence i call a life to know that i was your savior in the darkest of times provided me a level of emotional solace i hadnt felt in my whole life i regret being weak letting another man steal your attention from us had i been strong enough i could have shown you how much you meant to me now the memories haunt me like a punch to the face beating me down until i submit in a tense ball of sadness even after arguments your voice always calmed me and now all i m left with is your echo endlessly ricocheting in my head at night most of all i regret not telling you how i feel i listened to everyone s advice and walked away but no matter how loud i scream anymore you will never hear me i loved you like no other you made me feel alive and needed despite me being a naive child at the time you raised me up when i felt so low and i will always be thankful for that i regret not being with you i hope wherever you are whoever you are with that you re happy and healthy i miss you megan | regret |
Adolescent guilt growing up feeling "bad, immoral" sexual ÃÂá
desires, some 10yrs ago. | guilt |
Drinking ice coffee might seemed like a good idea then but just dont :( #advice | guilt |
A parking fine. | guilt |