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In adolescence I had a very violent fight with my sister I hold ÃÂá
her stong in her neck, she had a throat surgery what make me feel ÃÂá
guilty about the future reactions she might had injuring the ÃÂá
surgery. | guilt |
I was not able to help my sister to understand that her husband ÃÂá
is a bad man before she was married to him. | guilt |
i broke my ex bf s heart i met him in the city i grew up in when we met we already knew we are heading to different places he was planning to move to a different country and i was planning to study abroad but our relationship escalated quickly we really liked each other during the 6 months we shared together he was the best bf i could ever asked for when i was hospitalized for a injury he was there to care for me and support me i cried a lot when it was time for us to part ways although we knew that it will be almost impossible to continue our relationship we still thought we could try after a week in europe i cheated on him i thought a one night stand would not hurt anyone i thought i just needed to take care of my biological need and no one would know but i was caught redhanded he called me when i was still in that guy s room i panicked and answered the phone and that is the end of us i know i fucked up and i know i can never see him again i know he must ve moved on since it was 3 years ago but i regret it i thought 3 years was enough for me to get over it but i still regret it so much my heart ache when i think of him i fucked up i wish i did not do it | regret |
I shouldn't feel this way. You are like a brother to me. I just want to be with you. I need to stop feeling this way before we both get hurt. | guilt |
i was sometimes a huge asshole to my bulimic ex gf we were together for four years she told me she had an eating disorder 25 years into it things starting going sour between us about two years in she was neglectful a total bitch at times and she verbally abused everyone she knew behind their backs she did terrible things to me she withheld information i once called her to find out she was bombed out of her mind in the city drove to pick her up and she is with some other random guy from work and she proceeded to get in a car with him and drive off she acted out of her mind sometimes and i had no idea why that was before i knew about the eating disorder she blamed all of her erratic behaviors on it by the time she told me it was too late i was too resentful and bitter especially because she never made attempts to make things right we would have these amazingly complex fights and i would get so mixed up in them emotionally that i could n t stop myself from being a complete asshole to her we split in december last year and recently tried to reboot the relationship after she told me she could n t live without me i made a valid effort to change and be understanding and in my opinion i did i wonderful job but she ended up just manipulating me and never made an attempt to change things on her part she was also emotionally and verbally abusive i started to feel myself quickly losing tolerance and returning to that asshole state we broke things off again recently i know it is not all my fault she is out of her mind and i m pretty sure she is got some other undiagnosed personality disorders aside from her eating disorder it is tough to make things work with someone like that she is getting help and able to manage herself somewhat now but i feel like a fucking jerk for how i used to treat her while i never cheated or harmed her physically i turned into a real passive aggressive douche fin | regret |
i wish i could tell my self from 6 months ago to think about what to do with his life i m 18 years old live in germany and have finished the equivalent of highschool this summer with a very good grade and i regret not thinking about what to study after i leave school ahead of time after graduation i was completely lost and did not know what to study i was living life on autopilot up until this point so when a friend told me he would study law in combination with economy i thought it sounded pretty good i would have excellent job opportunities and a great sallary so i sent my application and it got accepted almost immediately because of my good grade i m very introverted and spent most of my free time playing videogames with people i met online i probably spent more time with them than anyone i met in real life and they mean a lot to me but i always thought they did not really care about me and would soon move on and become busy after graduating themselves that was the reason i wanted to keep atleast one friend by studying the same thing as him among the people i play with online is a girl my age i had a crush on from the moment i met her 2 years ago but i never told her about it because i thought that i did not really matter to her turns out she also has had a crush on me and does not even live that far away from me she also studies something i briefly thought about studying but did not end up commiting to because i would have to move out of town if i had just thought about what i really want to do with my life earlier i could be studying with the girl i love instead of being stuck at home feeling like shit because i can not start studying what i like until a year from now i m afraid of losing her over the course of that year i know this story does not sound too bad but i simply can not get over how much better my life could be if i changed a couple decisions a few months back i m unable to do anything productive because i constantly think about what i could have done better i just want to move forward but my mind simply refuses to let the past go this post is probably longer than it needed to be and also written pretty poorly but i just needed to get this off my chest | regret |
Cheated last examination. Conscience is attacking me. | guilt |
I had promised myself that I would do one good deed every day. ÃÂá
One night I saw a beggar whose muscles had been atrophyed. I ÃÂá
walked passed him thinking that he was feigning. Later I ÃÂá
realized that he had not been pretending and I had a feeling of ÃÂá
guilt as I had not kept my promise. | guilt |
regret not visiting my dying aunt i regret not visiting my dying aunt she used to live in another state and was 91 at the time of her death my cousin contacted me and told me my aunt was dying of congestive heart failure and my cousin asked if i would come visit her before she passed i did not go because my husband would have to drive me and he is getting up in age and i am so terrified of flying also i did not visit when my other aunts and uncles passed she was a wonderful aunt and we wrote some funny letters before she died i still miss her i feel really bad i want to get over this regret by adding it here | regret |
Forever stuck in my ways | guilt |
i vandalized a car by drawing a swastika on the boottrunk with permanent marker it was a rover 45 to this day i still believe he deserved it for driving such a hateful car | regret |
i miss you everyday she was my best friend during highschool and we spent everyday together we always hung out on weekends and texted each other constantly we knew pretty much everything about each other she was pretty much the girl version of me i mean for god sake her planned name if she was a boy was literally my name we were best friends for four years before we eventually confessed our feelings for one another and then i freaked i do not know why it even happened i was head over heels for her and i fucked it up after that we were still friends but i drifted apart and pretty much lost all my other friends because i cut them off i stopped going to school and was taking handfuls of painkillers at a time i did not get out of bed for about two months and i still struggle with suicide everyday i have pretty much lost all my motivation for everything i could n t care less about being alive or dead and somedays it feels like it d be a relief to just not wake up at all it just feels like i m existing i have so many regrets about shit in my life i hate blinking through tears and i hate my brain for sharing the slideshow of fuck ups and lost opportunities with me everytime i close my eyes | regret |
My mother and father had forbidden me to ride my scooter on the ÃÂá
road, and I had transgressed (together with the "wild" kids from ÃÂá
across the street) by riding my scooter down a steep hill near ÃÂá
our house. My mother sent the boy next door to collect me, and I ÃÂá
was severely scolded. | guilt |
regret really regret my highschool years i dropped out in 9th grade and did not really go out party that much i feel like i missed out on those years | regret |
cheating on my crush with her best friend for 6 months blame it on disgusting friends self worth issues stupidity and self destructive tendencies this woman was there in a really bad time in my life was is incredibly beautiful it was my first romance in school 9th grade then her friend starts taking interest in what i tell her then somehow i decide to see how curious she is start making excuses to call her and soon we are speaking one hour everyday that hour would often be after i would meet my girlfriend in the evening we connected like jordan belford and naomi swear to god then a frenemy polluted my mind with the thought that i actually like the 2nd one if i really like the first one i would not look at her friend and this guy had girlfriends with whom he had action as a 15 year old i told her that i think i like her she said she did not want to hurt or betray her friend i told her i would tell my crush it is over this is when legit cheating began for months finally one day i realised the pos i was and told her friend we can not do this anymore she went and told my crush i have done stupid things and so have other people but this just fcking blows my mind this was over 10 years ago i have apologised to both of them sincerely and they have forgiven but this still sometimes makes me feel disgusted | regret |
I felt guilt to have come back from home without seeing my father. ÃÂá
When I went home he was at work. | guilt |
mom ment pos
I had to ask my mom to drop me off at school because I don't have the energy to walk lma o | guilt |
While doing some calculation exercises, I neglected a part of it, ÃÂá
though I had marked it as done. By chance, I was asked to ÃÂá
demonstrate this very part on the blackboard. | guilt |
i do not understand how to do a lot of things at my job i have been working at a clothing store for a little over a month now and there are still a lot of things i do not understand i m confronted with problems mostly when handling customers at the register and i will have to either take a while to figure something out on my own or have someone nearby jump in and do it for me also when customers ask me something when i m on the floor like if we have an item in another size i will either say we are out of it or say that i can go in the back of the store to check i have only found the right item in the back once i do not understand how things are organized in the back or how to find things back there the problem is that i think i have been working there too long to ask someone all these things i do not know who to ask without having anyone judge me | guilt |
Once when I complained I caused a great discussion between my ÃÂá
parents. | guilt |
Oops. Didn't mean to vent so much. | guilt |
huge mistake i regret cheating on my husbandi cheated on him with a guy that i knew for years the sex was horrible he did not know how to hit it or eat it i cheated for nothing i m never doin that again | regret |
regret of not starting something i had a project in mindwhich i could have excelled at if i started but i did not because i felt like i didnt deserve success when this came to my mind and i told my bestfriend about it she seemed upset i knew she was jealous and i just didnt wanted to do it anymore because i felt like if i did good she would hate me now my family treats me like shit i hate it i hate the fact that i was dependant on other people i am having so many health issues now especially with mental issues due to trauma caused by my family now im not independant at all i wish i had just pursued my happiness selfishly instead of thinking about others now i can never go back i hate where i am right now i hate it | regret |
calorie counting
i ate _900_ more calories than i should have, but still 300 less than i'm supposed to eat | guilt |
exactly ten years later to the day confessing about the worst thing i have ever done i lied about losing someone in 911 i was in the 8th grade my mom was mentally and physically abusing me i needed an excuse to cry in public without people questioning me before 911 i used to make up lies about fake family members dying or other bad things happening when it happened i took the opportunity as bad as it sounded i liked the attention and loving support from friends and teachers without the questioning of why i was depressed i regret it to this day and sometimes i feel like this is the type of thing people go to hell for | regret |
Adultery with a friend's girlfriend. | guilt |
I don't feel good today, I'm cold (shaking) and I have a fever.
My parents are letting me stay home tomorrow (again) but I don't think they believe that I'm sick, because I was at a party last night at my friend's house and slept there.
It makes me feel so fucking guilty because I'm genuinely not faking it or anything but I really don't think they believe me so I'm crying and my body hurts and I just feel like a bother to the world | regret |
At a moment of affect I offended a person very close to me. He ÃÂá
had given me ground for that but it was a trifling in comparison ÃÂá
with the way I insulted him. A moment later I felt a sense of ÃÂá
guilt. | guilt |
I read about the national and social spirit and self-discipline ÃÂá
of the people of developed coutries like U.S.A, England, France, ÃÂá
Germany etc. Comparing this to the Indian people I felt guilty ÃÂá
as they have no national spirit or self-discipline. | guilt |
I dislike the wandering castle of howl so much and dont know why. I feel so sorry while watching it every time | guilt |
I've eaten so much over the past few days I feel awful | guilt |
sui, selfh
cut cut cut i need to bleed i hurt her i hurt her i deserve to die die die die you filthy monster you worthless motherfucker you are useless in everything you do i fucking hate you do it do it she hates you she hates your soul you don't deserve anything but a bullet to the fucking head you worthless cunt | guilt |
sorry i came into this world . | regret |
Ok so I bought perfume and a plug in refill from bath and body works for myself while my dad got plugins for my mom... I'll get her something from lush on Wednesday... | guilt |
i m sick of my 2 year old at this point i m doing everything i can to not shake her she is constantly throwing tantrums often times with no prompting or reason it seems hitting throwing toys and always wanting to be held i feel so ashamed of myself for feeling violence towards an innocent child i m struggling every day to control my frustration and anger i just want her to leave me alone i live with my sister 20 and mother 65 and they help a lot but i feel so guilty about that i m sick of being a parent especially when i never wanted to be if it was socially acceptable to leave her to her dad i would but if i did i would be harrassed by my family | regret |
i fall apart over fantasies i do not really know what happened i started going back on adhd meds i lost some weight i became insanely attracted to my professor i started caring about how i look a lot more dress nicer better hair glasses wear nice clothes and now it seems as though everyone is staring at me or hitting on me i have literally 10 guys interested in me right now and all i want is a 54 year old man that has a child and a wife i just found this out another professor took great great pleasure in telling me this as he sort of wants me but is an asshole crushing any future fantasy i have been depressed ever since and it is so fucking stupid but i really have been basing my entire life satisfaction lately on just seeing this one guy for a short time each week i do not know how to move on i feel like every day i fall apart more and more it is getting really hard to hold myself together i have about a month before the semester ends i hate that my life always comes down to chasing men and when the fantasy is broken my world falls apart i do not even care often if i get what i want it is just nice having something to look forward to i mean i m pretty sure i m just really stressed out from this semester but god fucking damnit i had something to keep me going every day now it is just like fuck everything i m just so miserable right now | regret |
a girl there was a girl in my secondary school we were best friends i would look forward to being around her i would catch myself thinking about what it would be like to kiss her and then i would push these thoughts down because there was no way i liked girls and there was definitely no way she liked girls of course so 4 years later when she came out to me and told me she d had a girlfriend for 2 years whom she is still with i did not know what to do with myself my biggest regret was not facing my feelings head on maybe if i was not such a coward i would be the one she loved it is been a year and we go to the same college so we are still friends but my biggest regret was not finding out if we could ve been more than friends | regret |
how do i forgive myself for sleeping with someone the night my bf broke up with me i did not have anywhere else to go besides his basement or a house with guys since i moved to another country for him well he told me i could stay in his basement but i did not want to listen to him play board games with his friends while i cried so i left to have my own support these guys house was my only option but i did not know them all that well anyways i drank a lot to make up for how uncomfortable i felt and to try to push aside the break up so i would not be a mood killer well anyways ended up drinking way more than i should have and ended up in one of their beds and had sex with them how do i forgive myself for that cause right now i m spiraling | regret |
I feel guilty that I got sent home for being sick...I'm still going to get paid but I feel bad ðÃÂÃÂà| guilt |
When I was driving my motorbike I went into a bend incautiously ÃÂá
and fell down. I was slightly hurt, the motorbike was slightly ÃÂá
damaged. | guilt |
Being miserable in a party when other people are friendly and ÃÂá
happy. | guilt |
i was a pushover all my life but now i do not take any bullshit wish i could go back in time and redo a lot of stuff when i was younger i was shy quiet and extremely anticonfrintational i was a peoplepleaser and peace keeper for my disfunctional family and crazy friends i was always put into difficult positions because of that i was disrespected and belittled by my own family friends teachers and many adultfigures throughout my life it was so bad that i learned at a young age maybe 78yrs old to not trust anyone especially not any adults andor authority figures like teachers police doctors or other people i have had bad experiences with all of them like them lying straight to my face blaming me for something i did not do making me do things i do not want to do not helping me when i really needed it and manipulating me because of those experiences i have severe trust issues and anxiety as well as it being hard for me to have any type of relationships with others now that i m 21years old i have learned to stand my ground and not to take any ones bullshit no matter who they are i have been trying to get myself straight and figure out what i want to do with my life while trying to do this i have been having flashbacks to some instances where i was being put down andor manipulated by the people in my life and i regret not standing up for myself and not doing things that i wanted to do because someone did not like my opinions ideas or wanted things to go there way | regret |
i was a coward for 15 years i missed chance after chance of a life with a woman i loved who loved and understood me long before i thought it was possible because i was always too scared finding out too late that she was always waiting for me to make the first move will always be one of my biggest regrets i have to live with that for the rest of my life | regret |
how do you deal with regret that have consequences far beyond in the future so i get it you regret doing this you regret doing that mostly it only has consequences in the past that stay in the past or consequences that stay forever wich forces you to cope but how do you deal with regretting something even though you re doing better now if it will still have consequences for all of the upcoming year so to be precise as is the rules little story time i fucked up studying when i was an innocent 16 o boy did not care wtf then he put a cross on a paper that he wanted to stay in school at the cost of an additional year and for that reason i will be visiting school until i m 20 if i want to finish the courses i talked with this with a few people and while some say it does not matter i am getting more and more aware of the fact of how deeply i regret wasting away an entire year at school just to do it all over again | regret |
anyone regret grand parenthood or fear becoming a grandparent i regret parenting so much i can not imagine being a grandparent it makes me extremely scared of grandparenting one thing i m thankful for is i have a boy 3 i appreciate that he will never have to experience motherhood i would not wish motherhood on anyone who has an ounce of intelligence or ambition i m thankful he will never come home with a baby i m thankful i will not deal with caring for a pregnant woman all the things a daughter brings i plan to tell him to never get a girl pregnant because i will not help him raise it why would i do that when i did not want raise him why would i do that twice if he plans to have a child it will basically show up like amazon and i do not have think about any of the hard work and if he ever decides to fight for full custody i will tell him to visit the child and leave it with its mother we will only take it if she is unfit or unavailable does not want it other than that we will send money and support on weekends holidays and summer until it is an adult if you are a regretful parent are you also a regretful grandparent it all feels like a burden as a grandparent they expect the same things as a parent free domestic labor | regret |
i regret falling out of touch with her i met a girl about 5 months ago we live about two hours apart so we did a lot of facetiming during the week and then dates on the weekends we got to know each other really quickly and really hit it off feelings grew fast i started a new job and we agreed to slow down while i was overwhelmed and working weekends with no time to hangout my life got a bit hectic with work and the pandemic i felt like i could n t handle a relationship at the time but instead of communicating that we slowly fell out of touch i deeply regret not staying in touch to some degree so that we could possibly start things up when my life allowed me to she wasis a special person i realize this is my fault i just need to get it out and could use some compassion | regret |
I'm so self-obsessed lmao
My image is literally the most important thing to me | guilt |
Nsfw
Waking up and looking at porn and sex toys for like 3 hours on my phone ... I guess it's okay cause it's saturday but I need to keep working with the crafts today too lol. | guilt |
i just want to get this off my mind about my decision so i have joined a tier 3 college in my city which is kind of ok but i atleast could have chosen a tier 2 college if my parents would have allowed at least with a better branchmy dad is the one who always ruined my studies who did not allow me make much friends and embarrassed me in front of my teachers and faculties due to him being an asshole even though i did not make any fault and he always plays the victim even though he commits the fault and never agrees to it and blames it on me due to this i never made any good friends lost my mental state during preparation for exams and scored bad due to which i got tier 3 college if they had atleast supported me with even 1 of the support they gave to my sister in my tough situation maybe i could have done better but no they will never realize this and do the same thing over and over again leading to my mental health to deteriorate even further into nothingnessso even when i was doing the choces for colleges my stubborn father had to interrupt even in this scenario and fuck all the whole list he never even accepts my opinion and has god complex where he thinks he is all knowingeven after all this when i had the choice to take tier 2 college with a little bit more fees and a better branch for me he did not allow it since i am the black sheep of my family and any investment in me will be wasted hence putting me in shit spiral which he creates also he will easliy spend way more money on my sibling per year since he is the golden child and now i am stuck in a shit college with branch i kind of hateeven though i could have done better if they had just fucking supported even a bitnow he acts all sorry and still never accepts that even he was wronghe cares more about his friends and colleagues than his own family and when my sibling screwed up his own exams i had to bear the stress and destroyed all my motivation and my one dream since he thought i would end up worse and gave up on supporting me and just screwed up my 12th prepeven when he could have paid a little bit more fees for a better branch and pier group he would not so now i have to continue in my college with its outdated syllabus and bad teachersi built my mental foundation for a year just for him to ruin it in a day by destroying my self confidence that i would end up like my sibling and he still acts in the same way with his shit god complex sorry if it was long i had to atleast get rid of this feelings from my mind | regret |
i failed to ask someone out a couple of weeks ago their was a journey that a specific section of my school had to attend where we pretended to do politics like a parliament sim one of the chairs was one cute male and on since that day he started to notice me after that day i would catch him looking at me he d tell me hi evrytime we met in the corridors he d tell me hi in a really friendly and approaching ways when i realised that something was on i was still figuring out my sexuality i still am to this day except i am positive i like men which ended up with me not responding back or showing any type of interest and fuck he is cute it is now the end of the school year meaning it is also to late for me to make a move i feel so much regret and sadness it was the first time someone ever showed interest in me and i let it go i just want to cry i can not contact him through social media either tl dr a cute guy hit on me and i let it go because i was figuring out my sexuality i m now positive i like males and i regret not showing interest | regret |
i never got the chance to write in her yearbook dear we are finally graduating we made it and although i have never mentioned it or even made it clear before i really like you you are very smart incredibility talented i loved the show and simply beautiful i hope that you go on to do whatever it is that you want to do in your life i know you will be successful always be happy and continue to inspire others with your smile i hope i have had a positive impact on your life with regrets | regret |
store left open so a year ago a smoke shop in virginia was left open after hours me and two friends went in and took a couple handfuls each of shit like vapes and disposable vapes as well as handfuls of nugs of the weed they sold there they also had weed cartridges i took one my friend took four but there were a couple of bundles i m not a person who is involved in crime i just happened to be in the right place in the right time i replay this sometimes randomly in my head and i feel so stupid for not wiping the shelves i could ve taken close to a pound of weed and over 60 disposables instead i ended up with two ounces and 4 disposable vapes with one wax cartridge we had a backpack but i just shoved weed into my pockets and shit i was very shook during it but i regret deeply not capitalizing on this once in a lifetime opportunity | regret |
I get sad when he does not text me goodnight. I understand he probably just fell asleep but I love them. What is wrong with me | guilt |
I know it's wrong | guilt |
sorry i was fat . | regret |
"i'll reply to that later" has turned into "im gonna unintentionally ignore you for 6 hours" | guilt |
probably can not process things i just want to let this out idk if this is the right place my grandfather died today due to covid19 he stayed in the room directly in front of mine i tested negative so i had to stay away from him as much as possible and due to certain reasons we could n t admit him to the hospital to think i still heard him go inside the toilet last night just makes this unreal i woke up and i actually had to defend my thesis this morning in online class my dad told me the news when i was about to go up the stairs i was shocked and it took a second for me to process but i just felt so indifferent it sucks years ago i was an edgy teen and did not show that much emotions now i can cry like a bitch to fiction but why is it at this time i felt so indifferent i was never really that close to my grandfather he was an immigrant and spoke mainly chinese there was a language barrier between us and this made it hard for me to communicate and be attached to him i feel shitty now now that i lived with my grandfather again with my family i have always wanted to at least hug him and talk to him but i kept postponing it he gave me lots of stuff mainly money because that is probably all he can give but i never really gave him anything back this sucks he is my last grandparent from both sides and when my other grandparents died i lived in a different country what sucks even more is i somewhat pretended to be shocked after i was told the news i was in denial that i was indifferent i feel like an evil asshole this is what i fear and think about sometimes what if i lose my parents too and i m unable to cry my family is not the best either and it seemed like they did not even cry at his death it is like they knew it is time for him to rest i think they probably considered him a liability now because well he is old and the language barrier makes it almost inpossible for him to go anywhere outside of the house and do things on his own i am fully capable of enjoying the rest of the day but it does make me feel down when i think about what happened it feels like the house is going to become empty or something it feels like i should not have any emotions other than being sad anyways sorry for the long ass read | regret |
,,
i had ðÃÂÃÂàtell ðÃÂÃÂàfor me
he hasnt been getting it and i dont want to hurt him too much but i dont have the same feelings for him
i cant even tell it to his face bc things are way too awkward when hes around me
i dont need or want to be pressured into dating him just cuz he likes me and he thinks it will work | guilt |
I have feelings for two guys who are best friends... Lol wtf | guilt |
i'm having such a shit time n she's doing so great idk why it pisses me off?? why can't i just be happy for her | guilt |
After having told an authority figure a very large lie I was told ÃÂá
she believed me, because she believed I had never lied to her. | guilt |
regret is one of the worst things someone can feel wish i spent more time with my dog that passed away a few years ago | regret |
i canâÃÂÃÂt sleep without my boyfriend on the phone with me a lot of the time and he fell asleep before we called so i called to wake him just so we could sleep together | guilt |
when i was 1215 years old i used my mothers sex toys for anal pleasure as stated in the title i used the whole array of dildo vibrators and beads that my mother kept hidden in her closet for anal pleasure while masturbating in my early teens i m deeply ashamed that i ever did something like this and have never had homosexual tendencies in my life i look back and all i remember is being a little sick fuck | guilt |
exactly ten years later to the day confessing about the worst thing i have ever done i lied about losing someone in 911 i was in the 8th grade my mom was mentally and physically abusing me i needed an excuse to cry in public without people questioning me before 911 i used to make up lies about fake family members dying or other bad things happening when it happened i took the opportunity as bad as it sounded i liked the attention and loving support from friends and teachers without the questioning of why i was depressed i regret it to this day and sometimes i feel like this is the type of thing people go to hell for | guilt |
You don't want an ideal.guy that will treat you right don't kid yourself. | guilt |
i regret not ever talking to her hey guys i m kinda new around here and this is my first actual post so do go easy on me anyways here goes so as is always the case it all starts with a pretty girl i know i m attracted to her i really just want to talk to her but the thing is she lives on a different country we met through a summer camp thinking that i would never have a shot with her due to that location situation i do not ever talk to her next thing i know she is dead a nasty traffic accident takes the lives of both her and a friend of hers i know that there really was no sensible way for me to have done anything about it but still does not make it any easier just can not stop thinking about her do not know what to do know some help please | regret |
i wish i would left my hair open while wearing the graduation cap all of my friends had their hair open and were looking pretty rad except me since i have thick voluminous wavy frizzy hair and the weather was too humid it was not an option but when i saw the pics i realized i should have left my hair open regardless coz the cap could have held my hair in making it more manageable perhaps | regret |
i was naive about what being gay was about i came from a traditional baptist family and i was sheltered from things that did not agree with baptist principles at 22 years old i joined the air force and went into basic training one night while performing night guard duty a fellow airman was filling to take over being night guard but confessed being gay and had a terrible time adjusting to basic training i thought being my naive self that the training instructor could help him so i notified the training instructor that the person who confided in me was gay and needed help i did not know about the hatred for gay men i later found out that he was discharged i am haunted to this day 45 years later i am terribly sorry | regret |
I crashed my father's car. | guilt |
Sometimes I feel bad for ignoring my friend, but silence is precious when I'm always on the phone with her. It feels nice to have an evening to myself, I know she'll quiz me about it tomorrow. | guilt |
The same event described under "shame". | guilt |
the irony i went to a kids birthday party loads of different parents there so i asked how do you guys go hairdresser and nail shop and just get a break in general the two people i was speaking to specifically were both single and went to court to get visitation and then the break came both much happier than i could ever be funnily the host of the party also went to court for her now partner to help with the kids by force i say all that to say you would think being in a relationship would shield you from the stress but it in fact made things 100x more difficult any advice on nanny babysitter or help of things that made things a little bit easier currently on antidepressants with a toddler that is determined to make me go insane coming from a mum who cooks cleans studies goes out regularly to kids groups i am completely burnout | regret |
I feel stupid and guilty for trusting the same bitch 2 and I helped her .. Also I think I have too keep some distance between me and her .. I have to keep my business to myself and keep my mouth shut BC I trust ppl so easily ..
Well idk if that hoe and my ex are really together or they are just talking or flirting .. Wtv ik for sure he is NOT serious about shit .. I saw him today I avoided him .. | guilt |
i hate myself for what i did i m delusional and thought someone at work had said something personal and nasty i told someone and now i think i m in big trouble for talking about it because it turns out they did not say it in the first place | regret |
i regret not being more closed off i deleted my facebook months ago instagram years ago and snapchat the same i still however beat myself up for having been so open when i did share no one cared and i ultimately allowed others perception of me to shape my boundaries i commend those people who are so closed off the world can not hurt or judge them i know you can not go back in time but if you re young learn from mistakes and keep your business to yourself | guilt |
i regret not rejecting people i should have rejected them i was so close i almost had it i wanted to reject them so that they would not get hurt because of me but no of course not i messed it up i scarred many people at this point i was so close i was so close now i have only horrible memories of both them and me getting hurt and the knowledge of it being my fault not once in my life did i make anything good happen actually the thing i regret most is being born i think yeah i regret being born | regret |
I feel like the crushes I've had on girls haven't been real - only something similar to obsession and idealisation.
I feel like whenever I think a girl is pretty, hot, cute etc I'm only objectifying her or perhaps just appreciating the aesthetics. That it has nothing to do with attraction. | guilt |
i m procrastinating more and more everyday at my work i dont know why the pay is good but somehow i have lost the motivation to deal with the huge pile of work and reports in front of me when i first came here i was the most hard working employee but now i just procrastinate fuck | guilt |
depression actually drains me of my energy. I'm so tired. I need to get work done or I'm not going to pass sophomore year. but I'm so fucking tired. | guilt |
I'm a point in which I can not turn to those around me. So instead, here I am. | guilt |
I was in grade seven and my class was planning a protest against ÃÂá
a rude and immoral teacher. I sneaked out and told the ÃÂá
headmaster about it and so the plan was foiled. | guilt |
not buying a nessie plush when i was in scotland it sounds silly but one of my regrets is not buying a little nessie plush wearing a kilt and bagpipe when i was studying in the uk now that we are in the middle of this pandemic i some times wonder if i will ever get this opportunity again | regret |
advice for someone who s on the fence hi there i m so glad i found this community and i feel for all of you i think it is potentially my future if i do not sort out my feelings now growing up i have always had this idea i need to get married have kids have a house etc i know for sure i want to get married but i do not know if i want kids or even a house one big reason i am feeling guilt is because i m a descent of holocaust survivors and i feel awful having the bloodline stop with me i know i know family wants you to be happy and do not live for other people but i m the kind of person who has a lot of love and does want to make the people i love happy i m currently 31 so i have a few childbearing years left but i feel like not many growing up i always thought i will someday have kids and i m afraid once i hit menopause i will regret not having kids i feel like if i do not i am missing a life milestone and i have been working towards nothing maybe my ideas are extreme but i just feel really lost i should add i also have never had a serious relationship i bet a lot of you were in my position and could give some great advice | guilt |
i never thought it would be like this when i had my son i was so i love with his dad 20 months later my younger son came along it was bliss i had a good marriage and 2 adorable kids i gave up my career and worked part time to be there for them our oldest has high functioning autism but by 8th grade he struggled but was a national swimmer and an honor student then he got his first girlfriend it was long distance but he basically lost his mind six inpatient stays after violence drug use vaping bad grades probation stealing all of it he is now 17 and in 10th grade for the 2nd time and failing my husband left because he could not take another minute i have solo custody my younger son is fantastic and i do everything to shield him from the older one he just started his 10000000th round of therapy i am in therapy as is my younger son i barely have a career i am single and no one wants to be around the insane level of drama this kid brings i have a full time job but his drama keeps me from any job regrets yep so many | regret |
i regret not brushing my teeth i never cared about my dental hygiene growing up and as a heavy soda drinker who also eats more than he probably should that has to be a big problem i have never been to a dentist growing up either now i have to deal with the dental pain and my mental health issues at the same time on top of the fear of novocaine injection the dentists where i live will not do any alternative or numb the gums before the needle if i had a time machine i would without a second thought go back and change this | regret |
one of my best friends died and i was not there for her in the end our friendship was always filled with fun and laughter and one tiny thing happened and i felt wronged i told her i would talk it out with her and everything would get better later but i never did even though she apologised i put distance between us and now she is gone forever and i did not even get to tell her that i really did care i wish i saw the warning signs sooner she probably thought i did not love her and i can not help but feel like this is my fault i wish i was there for her more i will never ever avoid confrontation and talking things out just because im uncomfortable ever again she is not coming back now and i failed as her friend completely | regret |
Tbh my biggest fear is letting other people down and I do so much of what I do to make everyone else in my life happy. My parents are the reason I try hard in school and try not to do anything wrong. I hate seeing people disappointed in me or angry with me. (Sorry this is kind of out of the blue but this emotion was just added and it pretty much describes my entire life.) | guilt |