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The dataset generation failed because of a cast error
Error code: DatasetGenerationCastError
Exception: DatasetGenerationCastError
Message: An error occurred while generating the dataset
All the data files must have the same columns, but at some point there are 3 new columns ({'coordinates', 'latitude', 'longitude'})
This happened while the csv dataset builder was generating data using
hf://datasets/Arpit-Bansal/ISSR/crisis_locations_geocoded.csv (at revision 679c66ecae074b746e24e085dda0cd11b0281e40)
Please either edit the data files to have matching columns, or separate them into different configurations (see docs at https://hf.co/docs/hub/datasets-manual-configuration#multiple-configurations)
Traceback: Traceback (most recent call last):
File "/src/services/worker/.venv/lib/python3.9/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 1871, in _prepare_split_single
writer.write_table(table)
File "/src/services/worker/.venv/lib/python3.9/site-packages/datasets/arrow_writer.py", line 623, in write_table
pa_table = table_cast(pa_table, self._schema)
File "/src/services/worker/.venv/lib/python3.9/site-packages/datasets/table.py", line 2293, in table_cast
return cast_table_to_schema(table, schema)
File "/src/services/worker/.venv/lib/python3.9/site-packages/datasets/table.py", line 2241, in cast_table_to_schema
raise CastError(
datasets.table.CastError: Couldn't cast
post_id: string
timestamp: string
title: string
content: string
subreddit: string
ups: int64
num_comments: int64
url: string
risk_level: string
text_for_location: string
extracted_location: string
coordinates: string
latitude: double
longitude: double
-- schema metadata --
pandas: '{"index_columns": [{"kind": "range", "name": null, "start": 0, "' + 1915
to
{'post_id': Value(dtype='string', id=None), 'timestamp': Value(dtype='string', id=None), 'title': Value(dtype='string', id=None), 'content': Value(dtype='string', id=None), 'subreddit': Value(dtype='string', id=None), 'ups': Value(dtype='int64', id=None), 'num_comments': Value(dtype='int64', id=None), 'url': Value(dtype='string', id=None), 'risk_level': Value(dtype='string', id=None), 'text_for_location': Value(dtype='string', id=None), 'extracted_location': Value(dtype='string', id=None)}
because column names don't match
During handling of the above exception, another exception occurred:
Traceback (most recent call last):
File "/src/services/worker/src/worker/job_runners/config/parquet_and_info.py", line 1438, in compute_config_parquet_and_info_response
parquet_operations = convert_to_parquet(builder)
File "/src/services/worker/src/worker/job_runners/config/parquet_and_info.py", line 1050, in convert_to_parquet
builder.download_and_prepare(
File "/src/services/worker/.venv/lib/python3.9/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 925, in download_and_prepare
self._download_and_prepare(
File "/src/services/worker/.venv/lib/python3.9/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 1001, in _download_and_prepare
self._prepare_split(split_generator, **prepare_split_kwargs)
File "/src/services/worker/.venv/lib/python3.9/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 1742, in _prepare_split
for job_id, done, content in self._prepare_split_single(
File "/src/services/worker/.venv/lib/python3.9/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 1873, in _prepare_split_single
raise DatasetGenerationCastError.from_cast_error(
datasets.exceptions.DatasetGenerationCastError: An error occurred while generating the dataset
All the data files must have the same columns, but at some point there are 3 new columns ({'coordinates', 'latitude', 'longitude'})
This happened while the csv dataset builder was generating data using
hf://datasets/Arpit-Bansal/ISSR/crisis_locations_geocoded.csv (at revision 679c66ecae074b746e24e085dda0cd11b0281e40)
Please either edit the data files to have matching columns, or separate them into different configurations (see docs at https://hf.co/docs/hub/datasets-manual-configuration#multiple-configurations)Need help to make the dataset viewer work? Make sure to review how to configure the dataset viewer, and open a discussion for direct support.
post_id
string | timestamp
string | title
string | content
string | subreddit
string | ups
int64 | num_comments
int64 | url
string | risk_level
string | text_for_location
string | extracted_location
string |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
1ek7px9 | 2024-08-05T03:54:23 | I want to go off my meds for my wedding | title pretty much covers getting married next year want go medication wedding know risk im currently invega numbs emotions dont truly feel anything want feel happy wedding day ive tried lot meds invega best im not looking switch meds manage feeling way normally really want present wedding told fianc mom seemed understand suggested work doctor open terrible idea anyone done planned medication breaks edit thank feedback hard not feel emotions fully consequences not worth risk appreciate everyones insight | bipolar1 | 0 | 12 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolar1/comments/1ek7px9/i_want_to_go_off_my_meds_for_my_wedding/ | Moderate Concern | I want to go off my meds for my wedding title pretty much covers getting married next year want go medication wedding know risk im currently invega numbs emotions dont truly feel anything want feel happy wedding day ive tried lot meds invega best im not looking switch meds manage feeling way normally really want present wedding told fianc mom seemed understand suggested work doctor open terrible idea anyone done planned medication breaks edit thank feedback hard not feel emotions fully consequences not worth risk appreciate everyones insight | vega |
1ek7px9 | 2024-08-05T03:54:23 | I want to go off my meds for my wedding | title pretty much covers getting married next year want go medication wedding know risk im currently invega numbs emotions dont truly feel anything want feel happy wedding day ive tried lot meds invega best im not looking switch meds manage feeling way normally really want present wedding told fianc mom seemed understand suggested work doctor open terrible idea anyone done planned medication breaks edit thank feedback hard not feel emotions fully consequences not worth risk appreciate everyones insight | bipolar1 | 0 | 12 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolar1/comments/1ek7px9/i_want_to_go_off_my_meds_for_my_wedding/ | Moderate Concern | I want to go off my meds for my wedding title pretty much covers getting married next year want go medication wedding know risk im currently invega numbs emotions dont truly feel anything want feel happy wedding day ive tried lot meds invega best im not looking switch meds manage feeling way normally really want present wedding told fianc mom seemed understand suggested work doctor open terrible idea anyone done planned medication breaks edit thank feedback hard not feel emotions fully consequences not worth risk appreciate everyones insight | vega |
1c2sy6x | 2024-04-13T09:31:27 | is it crazy to self diagnose myself as bipolar? (i have all the symptoms) | ok know title sounds crazy hear always depressed im officially diagnosed clinical depression take antidepressants sertraline zoloft roughly years living african household mental health always dismissed never felt understood research ive read bipolar hereditary cant cured managed meds therapy also read antidepressants shouldnt actually used treat bipolar basically wake dormant bipolar gene final year university noticed certain behaviours didnt think normal eg not sleeping hours feeling absolutely fine productive crashing no anxiety heightened self esteem talkative quiet reserved person basically mania symptoms would last week sometimes two id crash depression roommates would notice acting different not usual self next week im calm depressed not able leave bed doctor doesnt take seriously manic episode last april hospital week lot going time toxic family attacking group chat mum visiting unannounced opp ex colleague work sending hate messages realising im autistic changing name stress led smoking usually smoke cannabis roughly years started help insomnia depression led probably drug induced psychosis short term amnesia etc regardless smoking even im tolerance break still get manic episodes positive negative triggers big life changes ie new job look back situations ive relationships ive ruined money lost im debt feel like moments manic without knowing would think hospital week would refer pychiatrist assessment no nhs healthcare service uk sooo slow wait list see pychiatrist year told doctor bipolar woman not take seriously ended prescribing quetiapine seroquel think actually insomnia also mood stabiliser didnt know educating doctor lol anyways wanna know sound insane rn anyone else sort experience btw family not support believe sort mental illness say make things really struggle lot especially autistic aswell also think thats bs | bipolar1 | 3 | 4 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolar1/comments/1c2sy6x/is_it_crazy_to_self_diagnose_myself_as_bipolar_i/ | Moderate Concern | is it crazy to self diagnose myself as bipolar? (i have all the symptoms) ok know title sounds crazy hear always depressed im officially diagnosed clinical depression take antidepressants sertraline zoloft roughly years living african household mental health always dismissed never felt understood research ive read bipolar hereditary cant cured managed meds therapy also read antidepressants shouldnt actually used treat bipolar basically wake dormant bipolar gene final year university noticed certain behaviours didnt think normal eg not sleeping hours feeling absolutely fine productive crashing no anxiety heightened self esteem talkative quiet reserved person basically mania symptoms would last week sometimes two id crash depression roommates would notice acting different not usual self next week im calm depressed not able leave bed doctor doesnt take seriously manic episode last april hospital week lot going time toxic family attacking group chat mum visiting unannounced opp ex colleague work sending hate messages realising im autistic changing name stress led smoking usually smoke cannabis roughly years started help insomnia depression led probably drug induced psychosis short term amnesia etc regardless smoking even im tolerance break still get manic episodes positive negative triggers big life changes ie new job look back situations ive relationships ive ruined money lost im debt feel like moments manic without knowing would think hospital week would refer pychiatrist assessment no nhs healthcare service uk sooo slow wait list see pychiatrist year told doctor bipolar woman not take seriously ended prescribing quetiapine seroquel think actually insomnia also mood stabiliser didnt know educating doctor lol anyways wanna know sound insane rn anyone else sort experience btw family not support believe sort mental illness say make things really struggle lot especially autistic aswell also think thats bs | uk |
1att0dy | 2024-02-18T17:57:37 | New to Abilify | hi started abilify im already lithium lamictal needed due current stress levels unpacking ptsd events started meds week ago far constant headache impulsively go places safe like home depot wander cant sleep full night without least mg trazadone im lazy comparison creative side gone drain paint draw write common week go away dont feel like insight would helpful yes know three mood stabilizers trust would not take amount not necessary | bipolar1 | 4 | 2 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolar1/comments/1att0dy/new_to_abilify/ | Moderate Concern | New to Abilify hi started abilify im already lithium lamictal needed due current stress levels unpacking ptsd events started meds week ago far constant headache impulsively go places safe like home depot wander cant sleep full night without least mg trazadone im lazy comparison creative side gone drain paint draw write common week go away dont feel like insight would helpful yes know three mood stabilizers trust would not take amount not necessary | home depot |
1869tyv | 2023-11-29T04:38:19 | I was diagnosed bipolar 1 now year later I’m going to a different psychiatrist. I don’t think I’m bipolar. | uhm anyone else feel like world inside glass cage youre looking outside glass went new psychiatrist moving states dont know even nice psychiatrists dismissive arrogant able negotiate mood disorder unspecified wrote paper diagnosed bipolar california feel like entered psychiatry world unlucky get controlled medication like bear trap wear constantly didnt destructive behaviors no gamboling loss friendships still not good enough society made money anyone knew achieved things anyone knew loved outside glass box somehow found way trap | bipolar1 | 2 | 1 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolar1/comments/1869tyv/i_was_diagnosed_bipolar_1_now_year_later_im_going/ | Moderate Concern | I was diagnosed bipolar 1 now year later I’m going to a different psychiatrist. I don’t think I’m bipolar. uhm anyone else feel like world inside glass cage youre looking outside glass went new psychiatrist moving states dont know even nice psychiatrists dismissive arrogant able negotiate mood disorder unspecified wrote paper diagnosed bipolar california feel like entered psychiatry world unlucky get controlled medication like bear trap wear constantly didnt destructive behaviors no gamboling loss friendships still not good enough society made money anyone knew achieved things anyone knew loved outside glass box somehow found way trap | california |
17rceyh | 2023-11-09T18:30:56 | Feeling isolated from my disorders | feel like theres no one understands im going exactly bipolar addptsd dyscalculia dyslexia anxiety disorder im recovering alcoholic addict im currently patient program psychiatric hospital really helpful no one bipolar disorder currently group right however people add ptsd disorder recovery no one exact disorders bipolar add frustrating enough mixed disorders even frustrating anyone relate | bipolar1 | 1 | 5 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolar1/comments/17rceyh/feeling_isolated_from_my_disorders/ | Moderate Concern | Feeling isolated from my disorders feel like theres no one understands im going exactly bipolar addptsd dyscalculia dyslexia anxiety disorder im recovering alcoholic addict im currently patient program psychiatric hospital really helpful no one bipolar disorder currently group right however people add ptsd disorder recovery no one exact disorders bipolar add frustrating enough mixed disorders even frustrating anyone relate | psychiatric hospital |
1jibgcl | 2025-03-24T03:50:16 | Prince | constant typo nailed cross little prince get head cut legs ricochet anxiety standing edge diving board happy falling blood rushes turgid life dont stand still nomadic rigid airship propelled whines hollers life busts fall like confetti hindenburg gymnastics get raining audience gnaw applaud come like tsunami lead risen using marrow cement bunker lifes mortars faith lotus watchtower peeking intent amongst turmoil inflate selfhateso steal shadow validation another tied wrist float away | bipolarart | 2 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1jibgcl/prince/ | Moderate Concern | Prince constant typo nailed cross little prince get head cut legs ricochet anxiety standing edge diving board happy falling blood rushes turgid life dont stand still nomadic rigid airship propelled whines hollers life busts fall like confetti hindenburg gymnastics get raining audience gnaw applaud come like tsunami lead risen using marrow cement bunker lifes mortars faith lotus watchtower peeking intent amongst turmoil inflate selfhateso steal shadow validation another tied wrist float away | hindenburg |
1jibgcl | 2025-03-24T03:50:16 | Prince | constant typo nailed cross little prince get head cut legs ricochet anxiety standing edge diving board happy falling blood rushes turgid life dont stand still nomadic rigid airship propelled whines hollers life busts fall like confetti hindenburg gymnastics get raining audience gnaw applaud come like tsunami lead risen using marrow cement bunker lifes mortars faith lotus watchtower peeking intent amongst turmoil inflate selfhateso steal shadow validation another tied wrist float away | bipolarart | 2 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1jibgcl/prince/ | Moderate Concern | Prince constant typo nailed cross little prince get head cut legs ricochet anxiety standing edge diving board happy falling blood rushes turgid life dont stand still nomadic rigid airship propelled whines hollers life busts fall like confetti hindenburg gymnastics get raining audience gnaw applaud come like tsunami lead risen using marrow cement bunker lifes mortars faith lotus watchtower peeking intent amongst turmoil inflate selfhateso steal shadow validation another tied wrist float away | lotus |
1jf9uc2 | 2025-03-20T04:03:18 | Ego | fibrosis veins inflammatory response ego okay go away decay im perpetual half life tripping pigeon toes legs ricochet anxiety standing edge diving board happy falling blood rushes leaves fall like confetti napalm bare limbs want ornate lit like christmas display appreciate self faith lotus watchtower peeking intent amongst turmoil learn dislocate like nomad dont hesitate edge every prince get head cut sharpen never content whines hollers propeller | bipolarart | 3 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1jf9uc2/ego/ | Moderate Concern | Ego fibrosis veins inflammatory response ego okay go away decay im perpetual half life tripping pigeon toes legs ricochet anxiety standing edge diving board happy falling blood rushes leaves fall like confetti napalm bare limbs want ornate lit like christmas display appreciate self faith lotus watchtower peeking intent amongst turmoil learn dislocate like nomad dont hesitate edge every prince get head cut sharpen never content whines hollers propeller | lotus watchtower |
1hv6tit | 2025-01-07T00:33:34 | Ferris Wheel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | bipolarart | 4 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1hv6tit/ferris_wheel/ | Moderate Concern | Ferris Wheel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | Ferris Wheel |
1hv6tit | 2025-01-07T00:33:34 | Ferris Wheel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | bipolarart | 4 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1hv6tit/ferris_wheel/ | Moderate Concern | Ferris Wheel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | puyang |
1hv6tit | 2025-01-07T00:33:34 | Ferris Wheel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | bipolarart | 4 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1hv6tit/ferris_wheel/ | Moderate Concern | Ferris Wheel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | jiangsu |
1hv6tit | 2025-01-07T00:33:34 | Ferris Wheel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | bipolarart | 4 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1hv6tit/ferris_wheel/ | Moderate Concern | Ferris Wheel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | henan |
1hv6tit | 2025-01-07T00:33:34 | Ferris Wheel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | bipolarart | 4 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1hv6tit/ferris_wheel/ | Moderate Concern | Ferris Wheel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | jiangsu |
1hv6tit | 2025-01-07T00:33:34 | Ferris Wheel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | bipolarart | 4 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1hv6tit/ferris_wheel/ | Moderate Concern | Ferris Wheel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | henan |
1hv6tit | 2025-01-07T00:33:34 | Ferris Wheel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | bipolarart | 4 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1hv6tit/ferris_wheel/ | Moderate Concern | Ferris Wheel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | china |
1hv6tit | 2025-01-07T00:33:34 | Ferris Wheel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | bipolarart | 4 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1hv6tit/ferris_wheel/ | Moderate Concern | Ferris Wheel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | ferris wheel |
1hv6tit | 2025-01-07T00:33:34 | Ferris Wheel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | bipolarart | 4 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1hv6tit/ferris_wheel/ | Moderate Concern | Ferris Wheel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | midwest |
1hv6tit | 2025-01-07T00:33:34 | Ferris Wheel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | bipolarart | 4 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1hv6tit/ferris_wheel/ | Moderate Concern | Ferris Wheel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | chongqing |
1hv6tit | 2025-01-07T00:33:34 | Ferris Wheel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | bipolarart | 4 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1hv6tit/ferris_wheel/ | Moderate Concern | Ferris Wheel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name rose wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place wanted plucked rose straight garden someone carried wind like pollen transplanted across mountains rivers going leave company begin live streaming required vpn china firewall blocked befriended foreigner company one viewers one allowed join actual wechat social allocationit used china messengers blocked wechat everything includes use digital wallet idea find happiness long felt like deceiving truly happy gardener pour watering knew communicated fake love beforedeceiving happinesslove psychosisa ferris wheel fire water tank run dry need surge gather new viewers new platform viewer name lei midwest former male prostitute chongqing decision made clever form feelings rose made plan send money directly worked independently support plucked like flower hose garden cut rhizomes coworkers seeped attempted take effort beautifully grown garden snip snip former coworker taken left looking work unable pay rent panic desperation like sos signal dont worry lei god princes get head cut needed plan bow needed bring back wanted comeback come china not run away baby bird crying taken care waited nest crying come wandered wanted tie wrist balloon wouldnt drift made kind plan called repeatedly slept answered agreed come back acted like baby bird screening help threatening either end ferris wheel hope fire jump | china |
1h9npgh | 2024-12-08T22:51:13 | Carousel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name layla wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place | bipolarart | 2 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1h9npgh/carousel/ | Moderate Concern | Carousel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name layla wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place | puyang |
1h9npgh | 2024-12-08T22:51:13 | Carousel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name layla wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place | bipolarart | 2 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1h9npgh/carousel/ | Moderate Concern | Carousel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name layla wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place | jiangsu |
1h9npgh | 2024-12-08T22:51:13 | Carousel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name layla wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place | bipolarart | 2 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1h9npgh/carousel/ | Moderate Concern | Carousel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name layla wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place | henan |
1h9npgh | 2024-12-08T22:51:13 | Carousel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name layla wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place | bipolarart | 2 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1h9npgh/carousel/ | Moderate Concern | Carousel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name layla wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place | jiangsu |
1h9npgh | 2024-12-08T22:51:13 | Carousel | felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name layla wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place | bipolarart | 2 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1h9npgh/carousel/ | Moderate Concern | Carousel felt confined room days staring white walls looked back canvas could anything future painted time felt like jail confining medull white walls couldnt figure put kept playing head ideas ideals used define yet felt stuck dull like walls stared back puyang ideas going head like carousel want life overbearing parents obsessed idea letting go friends experience life wanted boat kite anything moves forward motion friction life opposed stale stagnant greatest excitement days source comfort looking images pretty dresses wanted wanting something not samei needed explosion catalyst something motion move away dullness want jiangsu far away henan meet new friends make connections felt wanted accepting things dont want contentbeing content like cement anchor tie whole boat potential name layla wanted move jiangsu work fashion designer left company henan tiktok live streamers workers work climbing wall blocked firewall chinarequiring use vpn rather corrupt relied things like live scams viewers coins using wechat chinese social media application talk viewersoften not lives framer male company pretending woman gather cons gifting things measures done example viewer wrote privately something embarrassing might blackmailed company release information not gifteda tiktok universe day things done like selling taiwanese porn pretending girls sending coins one coworkers would threaten end life viewer left would video call screaming crying sending images selfharming boss would see girls meetings look messages viewers develop strategies obtaining coins left company contract early makes fortunate many get threatened legal action sitting room wondering shoe fit cinderella well could ever fallen first place | henan |
1h3gm2p | 2024-11-30T22:15:55 | Zhengzhou | final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | bipolarart | 1 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1h3gm2p/zhengzhou/ | High-Risk | Zhengzhou final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | Zhengzhou |
1h3gm2p | 2024-11-30T22:15:55 | Zhengzhou | final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | bipolarart | 1 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1h3gm2p/zhengzhou/ | High-Risk | Zhengzhou final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | zhengzhou |
1h3gm2p | 2024-11-30T22:15:55 | Zhengzhou | final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | bipolarart | 1 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1h3gm2p/zhengzhou/ | High-Risk | Zhengzhou final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | zhengzhou |
1h3gm2p | 2024-11-30T22:15:55 | Zhengzhou | final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | bipolarart | 1 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1h3gm2p/zhengzhou/ | High-Risk | Zhengzhou final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | china midwest |
1h3gm2p | 2024-11-30T22:15:55 | Zhengzhou | final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | bipolarart | 1 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1h3gm2p/zhengzhou/ | High-Risk | Zhengzhou final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | north |
1h3gm2p | 2024-11-30T22:15:55 | Zhengzhou | final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | bipolarart | 1 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1h3gm2p/zhengzhou/ | High-Risk | Zhengzhou final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | china |
1h3gm2p | 2024-11-30T22:15:55 | Zhengzhou | final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | bipolarart | 1 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1h3gm2p/zhengzhou/ | High-Risk | Zhengzhou final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | china |
1h3gm2p | 2024-11-30T22:15:55 | Zhengzhou | final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | bipolarart | 1 | 0 | https://www.reddit.com/r/bipolarart/comments/1h3gm2p/zhengzhou/ | High-Risk | Zhengzhou final nail hand couplings tiktok factory zhengzhou brain taishen connected began speak primitive language communication via operators eroded identity like waves shore talking kite found losing marrow like radar words became primitive speech patterns cannot articles speech like russian speak no emotion cold marrow scooped like system system titktok company zhengzhou called phoenixi lost identity outlet anothercoupled looking work outlets connect sediments washed away like river bedi chased waterfalls confettinothing left primitive coresimplistic like childs paintingi pure white ash dissolve brain membrane folds onto like origami shelves brain going one another making earthquakes rhythmic towers collapsing head memories come falling like nuclear fallout first memory everyday fall hands like particles fall fall im sand particles sand aggravated mad filling like helium balloon taishen moved china midwest age might know mother random name teach english training centers also live stream tiktok income im north central china teach ielts adults young teens test determines ability enter universities overseas liked job name tiktok yy wasnt really meant anything rather random choice worked training center shopping mall fourth floor im middle layout school open office desks piled amongst teachers lesson plan sales people call new customers sign kids private english lessons sketching poem notepad went like useless glass door peek pigeontoed drained ocean fill insecurities uncomfortable thoughts ricochet like ambush giddy disappointed build trenches amongst tripwires life city feels like tsunami manners like bloated tick sipping veins limb around stranger moth porch light pulling desolate lost thoughts nights awake bunkering hotels soft voice hopscotch handsfalling like particles sand enough friction set atom bomb radiate right hollow marrow amongst open nerves feel something play pain no matter annoying hopeless love like iv needed straight veins keep afloat heart constant faint rhythm love distraction made person habits habits put holes like cheese melted anothers hands see first came china first manic episode involving psychosis job hechuan teaching university young graduated young students essentially age first time manic tried write novel former heroin addiction slit pentagram chest got obsessed aleister crowley im focused office writing poetry usual coping mechanism brain overexcited like metaphors popped like roman candles brain office sanctuary found job middle aged woman hid bed chongqing someone knocked hotel door promised give money get ticket get slow train ride way northern china taiyuan city shanxi province genesis eventually became content creator messy story no visa time arrived taiyuan paid table also leads met woman eventually shanxi went name ming would like introduce friend mine ming thoughts transplant like single organism mania like ferris wheel fire think taishen sitting open office taiyuan english training center daydream like thoughts transplant others door opened plain clothed police officers came check passport find people not correct visas english teaching fraudulent russian coworker tore shirt logo sprinted emergency exit stairs im still not sure whatever happened hid away going different direction best fit crowd mall much white foreigner china working constant fear arrested much stressful around time decided meet ming idea could live stream extra income first time met ming wechat months apparently met russian ktv host heard wechat social media application china allows ability search people nearby looking meet new people met first arrived taiyuan losing job chongqing manic episode initially didnt want meet offered yuan meet hotel part cycled habit made meeting people feel meeting older women symptom something rather horrible happened younger never talk like bumper cars city kept meeting clinging women salvation anytime crisis feeling bold exacerbated maybe high strung ricocheting walls like bumper cars sparkler burning hot bright popping like roman candles not always calm high kettle left burner forgotten watch melt away ecstasy dance scream one ill hit peak crisis comes ming met taishen male host addiction karaoke bars cheaper meet instead love story liked share deal suicide attempt reputation got ruined sleeping male hostsher story went wash saved sea fishing boat sent hospital former roommate ward shared room paranoid schizophrenia stuck place due mania got diagnosis bipolar disorder pissed stuck felt no business found diagnosis insult taken stretcher made feel vulnerable irritated roommate delusions related christianity could not stop waking middle night ask talk jesus left beyond frustrated drifting husband would go intending leave felt spied plotted frustrated toilets special would flush needed flushed not certain things like pillsit helped keep people hiding not taking medications tried flush wedding ring toilet not realize didnt flush went use restroom later saw ring told took found sign form god stay husband immense happiness eyes around time got programed tiktok company based zhengzhou central china losing employment due ruined reputation moved zhengzhou live stream making content dancing men one many rooms building exact thing pig butchering factory would sell fake promises love often story would go girls could leave company man contracts paid avoid penalties big scam one day made money keeping man hook talking plan boss fake suicide attempt slit wrists video camera wouldnt leave | hech |
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