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the time when i was four and peed on my mom and brother
soi was four years old and i needed to pee and there was no bathrooms so i peed on a wall sand mom said something so i turned around and pissed all over my mom my brother was coverd in pee the car was i had no clue what was happening iwas waving penis all over the place so the moral of the story is its better to pee ur pants kids
Reactive Guilt
10173
I enjoy lockdown and wfh
I don't travel too often, live in suburbs just close enough to city but still relatively quiet, and am fortunate to have a job that allows me to wfh. I am happier in lockdown and wfh. I don't feel pressured to go out and socialise. I enjoy my introverted activities and don't feel judged for not going out. I get to wake up later to start work. Honestly, with how I feel and what's going on I feel sheepish to admit this at this time.
No Guilt
9901
I used to inhale smoke from matches because that's what I thought smoking was.
I like many dumb youngsters thought smoking was cool because that's what my friends all said. Me not know what it was heard it involved inhaling smoke. Not having cigarettes at home figured inhaling the smoke from matches was the same thing. I used to light matches and blow them out to make smoke and inhale it. I did 3 or 4 times and realised I didn't like it. But I told my friends I tried smoking and was great at it. Sorry guys.
Reactive Guilt
11241
Wank addict
I spend more time wanking about my gfs sister, aunty and step mom than I do fucking her. Even have pics of them on my phone to wank over. When I do fuck her, I like to do it from behind so I can cum looking at pics of one of them
Reactive Guilt
689
I'm living a lie
I have been with a totally wonderful, brilliant, funny, loving, super hot individual for the past several years, and I have never been comfortable with it. I have been so uncomfortable that I have had 5 emotional or physical affairs, and I have attempted to end things no less than 6 times, maybe more. I have also been unwilling to legally get married. I obviously cannot do this relationship, and this lovely person deserves someone who can. I explain why I am such a bad idea, but there's no reasoning. This is torture.
Reactive Guilt
7428
I pissed in my brother's turtle tank and they died
When I was about 12 me and my brother got in a fight, he ended up smashing my dsi and that made me really mad so I went into his room while he was out and drained the main vain right into the turtle tank, about 2 days later they died and I've never told anyone
Reactive Guilt
9770
It’s nice seeing stories from friends who have me on their close friends lists on Instagram because I don’t think I matter to a lot of people.
I don’t have many close friends and the ones I do have don’t live near me anymore. The majority of my days are spent working and then going home and playing video games or watching movies by myself which makes me think nobody cares about me. Every once in a while I see a story on Instagram reserved for close friends only from someone I didn’t expect to have me on their list and it makes me a little happy.
No Guilt
2748
I work at a grocery store and I occasionally tell people that we don't have a product when we clearly do.
I do this because I can't let them think the back room is some magical place that houses back stock of every product we sell. That just isn't feasible. People have this delusion though. They don't understand that we order in a way that prevents back stock. We have very little back stock. Everything should go to shelf when it comes in.
Reactive Guilt
5144
I have a preference of white people over mixed or black
Is this a racist preference to have when it comes to dating? I dont mean it in a way like ew black people but i have the subconscious mindset of this preference and would like to change it if it is racist.
No Guilt
11017
I have secret insider information on 2022.
There will be an extreme La Nina event bringing the 2022 easter outbreak and christmas outbreak. 60 Named tropical cyclones in the atlantic basin. LeBron James Death. Upsilon Varient and Rho varient will reak havok, economy crashes. My sources say this.
No Guilt
9536
Is it bad being a loner?
I realized this long ago. but i only truly fell happy when im alone. i mean the peace that it gives me is much more than anythng that id ever felt before. problem is my family doesnt undertand this. my mother tells its because i got bad attitude. my brother are all extroverts and has tons of friends. so they dont understand why i stay in my room for hours or in mountains alone for days. i makes me feel bad that i am different.
Reactive Guilt
728
I really want to torture a former crush of mine
She's a nice person and is my friend but I totally want to scar and destroy her mind and body. I want her to scream and cry until she can't even remember her name. Never let her see sunlight again. Make her give birth and eat her own baby or starve.
Anticipatory Guilt
1447
When I was 9, I told my vegan aunt I used applesauce instead of eggs in a cake. I didn’t.
It was my younger sister (4 at the time)’s birthday party. My mom helped me make these weird little mini cakes for the party and then when my aunt walked up to them and asked if they were vegan, I told her I had used applesauce in the cake. No regrets because she was a huge bitch.
No Guilt
643
[remorse] i havent seen my son in 3 weeks
i caught him stealing my pain meds and threw him out of the house and told him not to come back. i did not hear from him for a few weeks and called his school to see if he was going and they said he has been absent. i asked his friends if they have seen him and they said they did not. hes 12 so obviously he cant be far.
Reactive Guilt
7742
I Really Like To Scheme
In everything, in building relationships, friendships, ties, and even in destroying them. But when it comes to destroying them, I really take my time Any tips on how do I stop this? I don't think I'm jealous of them or anything, I just find it amusing for some reason...
Reactive Guilt
10506
I've never had one single covid test.
Don't get me wrong. This also means I didn't travel, I was very careful , I knew people who got covid bad, and I'm vaxxed a good few weeks now, but there was always something so offputting about a PCR test (gold standard locally). I narrowly dodged the swab shaped bullet a few times (people actually start getting paranoid and weird when they notice you never get one in work etc). I'm pretty sure I'm the only person I actually know who's never had a test. Am I bad?
Reactive Guilt
5002
I see my manager take advantage of customers and don’t do anything about it
I work at Valvoline and multiple times a week one of my managers sells services to customers that arent necessary and also don’t even get performed most of the time, I can’t afford to risk losing my job atm but it pisses me off to watch.
Reactive Guilt
10101
I beat myself up with my fists sometimes
Sometimes I get this feeling and the only thing that makes it better is to beat myself up physically. I’ll hit my arms and legs and stomach until I’m in a lot of pain. I don’t even know why I do it, it’s just this specific depressed feeling that causes it. I hadn’t felt the need to do it in a while but I just did it now and I think I may have broken my own arm, but I’m leaving it alone.
Reactive Guilt
2577
I just farted on my wife in bed, and she will never know.
She's cuddled up next to me, and I saw something on reddit that made me laugh. Unfortunately I'm also sick, and that laugh turned into a cough. This is when I began to lose control of bodily functions, and pushed wind out of my posterior. Feelt kinda bad.
Reactive Guilt
647
I broke my neighbors window
[light] A few years ago I was sweeping the saw dust off of the driveway and the bottom of the broom went flying off into my neighbors window. I didn't know what to do and I really didn't want to get in trouble so I just never said anything about it. I think it kind of sucks because they were really nice old people who couldn't afford to fix the window and now I can't do anything about it.
Reactive Guilt
1367
Law & Order SVU
Okay so I am a rape victim, and I love watching Law & Order SVU on Netflix. BUT every night I watch it, (even after I’ve turned my phone off) I cannot sleep. And I know this is a problem But it’s such a good show! Basically I’m confessing to being insane 😂
No Guilt
262
I've seriously considered full castration
[Light] (though mildly troubling) Sexual thoughts have always taken up so much of my time and mental capacity, and I can tend to be pretty damn perverted... Sometimes I feel like life would be so much easier and less complicated if I just didn't have those thoughts anymore. It's probably not something I'd actually go through with, but I honestly find myself really wishing for it from time to time.
Reactive Guilt
4394
Grades
I keep telling myself that I don’t care about my grade ,but lately all I can think about is my grade. I have pretty good grades, but every time I get a bad grade . I can’t stop thing about it. No pressures me to get good grades but I can’t help but care about them.
No Guilt
9394
I Have No Clue How the Karma System is Supposed to Work Here
Do we upvote posts that confess atrocious deeds, to get them more attention? Do we downvote those? If we downvoted, we'd be ignoring the point of the sub. If we upvoted, it'd open up countless people lying (yes, people lie anyways, but the number of liars would probably increase). Same goes for things like "I secretly donate to charities." Are we supposed to downvote that? That'd make no sense. Upvoting it isn't right, either, since that isn't a nasty secret and it defeats the purpose of the sub.
No Guilt
9299
I performed cunnlingus on my sister-in-law last night
She had to spend the night since her house is being renovated. I crept down into the room she was in and she pulled her panties to the side and I licked her vagina. I stuck my tongue inside her while I was rock hard. She came twice.
Reactive Guilt
8648
All these cops claiming to be good people probably are but it doesn't matter!
would any of them step in to arrest a fellow cop if they were doing something wrong. I actually highly doubt it. If any cops see this please tell me I'm wrong tell me you would stand up against another cop or a superior. Please tell me.
No Guilt
1558
I was a terrorist !
Yeah im from africa im not gonna mention where i'am from unfortunately i was 14 when i got with some terrorist and now im trying to go back im in lybia currently but far away from them i spent 2 years with a bunch of people from daech in the beginning i felt good with power and then i understood that all i'm doibg is wrong gona go back to my country soon with a bunch of people i escaped with Should i post pictures or its risky?
No Guilt
10666
I hate myself for eating.
I am not over weight at all. Yet I still hate myself for eating and my goal is to be about 20-30 pounds underweight. I hate my body. I feel like going and throwing up my food after I eat, but I get scared and can’t. I watch a lot of K-pop videos and feel like I need to be as skinny as them so I try and starve myself and work out excessively. Nothing seems to work.
Reactive Guilt
2321
this sub is already suicidal enough but bear with me i guess :/
i’m feeling very suicidal rn i’m crying my eyes out. my relationship isn’t going right, right now and i feel completely worthless due to other reasons. ive been maintains a positive mindset for months now and i’m feeling like i’m not worth existing anymore. i really want to overdose on my moms pills or so methjng, does anybody know what pills actually kill you when you take too much? i’m in pain i don’t care anymore help me out
Anticipatory Guilt
7285
My secret that’s eating me alive.
Throwaway because I can’t let anyone find out. My girlfriend doesn’t have much confidence, so I often lie to her to boost it. She also says she isn’t comfortable at night, so I secretly fluff my girlfriends pillow before she goes to sleep. I then secretly watch my sisters YouTube channel because no one else does. After I accept my award for being the greatest person alive without anyone knowing, I give my dog a special treat because he makes me happy, (making me very special. ) Hope I wasn’t too depressing, this has been weighing on me.
No Guilt
4498
I Upvote Everything
So when scrolling through the home page i mostly see memes, but even if the meme doesn’t make me laugh (most of them don’t), or if i don’t understand it, i’ll still upvote. I feel like really guilty for some reason if i don’t upvote and if i don’t i’ll just go back and upvote it again. i don’t want the person to be sad so i just upvote anyways
No Guilt
10839
i will never be okay
i think i just had my first panic attack while i was eating dinner with my family. i couldn't breathe and was getting anxious over everything. i have depresion from months.. obviously undiagnosed but if this isn't textbook depresion idk what is. i don't know where to get help and i think i will never be normal and happy again.
Reactive Guilt
3508
I like smelling paper after i wipe
Every time after i poop and wipe i bring toilet paper closer to my nose and just smell it. I cant say that it smells good or bad, it smells "Ok". And im not into scat things, that shit is disgusting. Im just a normal person who likes smelling poop on paper
No Guilt
11487
It’s so easy to fake mental illness and get disability
I live on disability. I don’t have a job. I make tons of public suicide attempts (jump of a roof, cut my veins, jump in front of cars) to make it look like I’m mentally I’ll even though I’m not. I then get involuntary admitted to the psych ward
Reactive Guilt
9759
I mess with people on temperature check stations
My favorite one to do when Im on a 12 hour temperature check shift (for the army) is to make people use gel and liquid hand sanitizer. When they ask why, I always tell them its to kill the .1% that the other sanitizer doesnt get. They always believe it.
No Guilt
3588
I faked needing glasses in elementary school and now I really need them
I pretended to get headaches and have bad vision because I wanted glasses because I thought they were cool. My parents took me to the eye doctor and I got prescription glasses. I am 25 and still wear glasses but now I really need them. I wonder if I really did need them as a kid or if me wearing them all the time made me dependent. Either way I regret it because glasses and contacts are expensive and annoying!
Reactive Guilt
4811
I’m having a problem that I’ve had before but never dealt with directly: I have a problem
I still get feelings as if I want to see my aunt naked, last week I looked up spy cams to possibly plant one in her room so I could see her change or possibly even masturbate as I know she has a toy... these thoughts have been with me for going on 4+ years ever since I saw her in a bathing suit I can’t stop thinking about what her ass and body looks like naked. I need advice
Reactive Guilt
773
I started therapy.
I've never internalized any of my emotions and always replaced my emptiness with things/people and it's a shitty thing to do but I started seeing a therapist and she's really cool and I'm learning to feel better about myself and treat others the same.
No Guilt
2054
I started smoking because she left
I started smoking cigarettes two years ago after my best friend had moved away across the ocean. Every time I'm smoking I listen to a collaborative playlist we made and think about her. I haven't told anybody this but everybody is now asking why I don't just stop. I don't want to stop thinking about it and I'm scared it's going to devolve into a more serious addiction.
Reactive Guilt
6578
I cheated on my lover and he’s giving me another chance, but...
I cheated on my lover, like my boyfriend but without the title basically, and he’s giving me another chance, but I still feel this need for the physical touch and shit that he doesn’t want to give me (because I hurt him) and I still have these feelings of wanting to go out and get them from someone else, just to feel satisfied. I’m not going to, because I don’t want to mess up this one chance, but it’s such a prominent thought in my head.
Anticipatory Guilt
6087
I hate it when other people sing along to songs
I put the song on to listen to the actual artist sing, not you. You are ruining the song with your shitty voice. I'm sorry if you like the song and that's how you enjoy it, but you're straight up ruining it for me. You sound terrible. I feel like a dick when I ask someone politely to shut the fuck up, but I'd rather sit in silence than listen to someone sing along. I normally wind up skipping the song or turning off the music completely.
No Guilt
2156
My BF is attracted to Trans Women & it bugs me
My [22F] BF [24M] is attracted to Trans Women and even has fantasies of being pegged. He watches a shit ton of shemale porn and has hooked up with his trans friend. I’m not sure what to think when it comes to it and it makes me very uncomfortable. I think it’s how taboo it is and also the bad relationship experience I had with a bisexual male who was the same way. Whenever I bring it up, he can’t even explain it to me. So i’m just stuck on how uncomfortable it makes me.
Reactive Guilt
5382
I'm man and love wearing long Floral dresses but I'm not gay: My dress collection (part of)
To understand read: http://goo.gl/zIajOJ I have a collection of more than 7 dresses: some of then are: fullcollection [url=http://postimg.org/image/exprp9yy5/][img]http://s30.postimg.org/exprp9yy5/dresses.jpg[/img][/url] thai floral caftan (good to wear in the summer) [url=http://postimg.org/image/eyzpip0rx/][img]http://s30.postimg.org/eyzpip0rx/floral_caftan.jpg[/img][/url] floral long dress [url=http://postimg.org/image/l6b3iuwj1/][img]http://s30.postimg.org/l6b3iuwj1/floraldress.jpg[/img][/url] floral silk caftan (love to use while sleeping) [url=http://postimg.org/image/ftm94q8ml/][img]http://s30.postimg.org/ftm94q8ml/pinkcaftan.jpg[/img][/url] plaid dress (everyday use) [url=http://postimg.org/image/8b33w3h9p/][img]http://s30.postimg.org/8b33w3h9p/vestido_com_decote_redondo_estampado_875_600_1.jpg[/img][/url] Tropical long dress ( the dress I like most) [url=http://postimg.org/image/5bw78z7sd/][img]http://s30.postimg.org/5bw78z7sd/vestido_longo_tropical_com_alca_176279_301_3.jpg[/img][/url] Tropical long dress 2 (My 2nd favorite) [url=http://postimg.org/image/bgnpmazvx/][img]http://s30.postimg.org/bgnpmazvx/vestido_longo_tropical_plus_size_183277_600_1.jpg[/img][/url] Mexican pink dress (I love the color!) [url=http://postimg.org/image/hk5a67q5p/][img]http://s30.postimg.org/hk5a67q5p/x354.jpg[/img][/url]
No Guilt
3629
I am bedeviled with drugs. Not doing them, just the science behind them.
My confession albeit a weak one compared to others is, i am absolutely fascinated by drugs. Dmt, scopolamine, harmaline, salvia, muscimol, psilocybin. Dont get me started on medicinal mushrooms like lionsmane, turkey tail. reishi, i could go on and on!! All of these compounds given to us to use. If i didnt do so shitty in highschool, i would put my obsession to use in some scholarly way, however a troubled youth in his teenage years didnt care too much about science back then. Its a shame your only young once isnt it?
No Guilt
3404
I drank all day for 7 years straight and my doctor says ive got the liver of a dying old man and the kidneys are the same.
Im not looking for sympathy, i couldve helped myself a long time ago. But i chose to stay numb and now im paying the price. My family/ girlfriend and work friends know i went overboard a bit but, never saw how bad it actually was. I have nobody to blame but myself. That's the end of my confession i guess.
Reactive Guilt
325
I've been stealing toilet paper from my university for almost two years now.
[No Regrets] In my two years of studying I have never bought a single toilet paper roll. The uni's toilets are always packed with rolls so everytime I go to the bathroom I take one or two rolls and put them in my backpack.
No Guilt
7316
I hate people who take the elevator when they can take the stairs.
Unless you have a baby in a pushchair, elderly, or any other disabilities or anything that doesn’t allow you to use the stairs, then use the fucking stairs. It’s even worse if there’s an escalator, you don’t even need to use your dam legs, you literally just need to stand there. You’re wasting people who actually need the elevator’s time. Whenever I see somebody who can quite easily use the stairs who is standing by the elevator, I just wanna slap them across the face and yell at them to take the stairs.
No Guilt
6941
I witnessed exclusion and never said anything.
I haven't said anything since I saw it and I feel horrible. As a child I was watching the movie "The Benchwarmers" and in the scene where they go to Nelson's house and order sandwiches Gus is left out and never gets to order his lunch! I've felt horrible for not saying anything before and it feels good to get this off my chest.
No Guilt
3565
I'm in psychiatric care and sober for the first time in years
I haven't even been sober for 24 hours and I can already feel the sadness coming. I drink and smoke a lot of weed because I can't stand myself and who I am when I'm sober. I was admitted at a psychiatric clinic this morning and now I'm terrified about what's going to happen without any substances. I don't know if I'm capable of functioning normally without then.
No Guilt
4534
Am I a good owner
I recently got a puppy and we had her for 2 weeks and I feel that I can't give her the love she needs I also find myself getting annoyed with her because I have to constantly tend to her and doing this is interrupting my studies. This is my first puppy and I'm ignorant to alot of things , and I've been thinking should I give her away but when I think of that I feel like a terrible person so should I and if yes how can I convince my mom
Anticipatory Guilt
3867
I miss him, I don't think it's a good idea and for the immediate future I don't want to fee like this.
I know break ups are hard. But I don't have anyone to say that I hate that it happened. I understand why it did and I get that you have to be mentally situated, but still right now at night alone just a few days after the fact. I hate it. I want you better, I do, but I just miss you. I miss you. I want you with me now. Right now. And it's impossible and these feelings won't go away until time passes and I just want it to pass. I miss you. And, I understand.
Reactive Guilt
5080
Over 40 years ago, I used to start dumpster fires.
Im in my late 50s now but as a teenager, in the 1970s, pre security cams, I used to light garbage dumpsters on fire. I liked to watch them burn. The flames shot so high. Quite a spectacle. Especially when the fire department arrived to put it out.
Reactive Guilt
4074
throw away for obvious reasons
when i was 10 i was playing with my friend we were at a creek we always played at this creek the water was flowing rough today and i dared my friend to jump in he said no it was dangerous i kept on saying do it then i pushed him in i watched as he bobbled up and down screaming i said he fell he drowned i still know i killed him
Reactive Guilt
10933
I made a realization
I realized that I don’t seem to value human life the same as everyone else. To me, a human life is about equal to that of an animal’s. I’m not sure if that raises the value of an animal life in my eyes, or lowers the value of a human one. I realized I don’t see things the same way as other people by listening to the conversations around me, particularly my parents. They seem so horrified over every accident or loss of life. But honestly, that’s all it is. An accident or a loss of life. Just another one.
No Guilt
5764
I'm so high.
I haven't smoked pot (besides a small drunken hit here and there) in like 10 years. I've had some sitting in my drawer for a few weeks. Took two big hits tonight. I don't even know what to make of this. Everything is so different.
Reactive Guilt
6892
I love boxing; not because it fulfills a deeply necessary need to let out aggression but because I enjoy being surprised by a hit.
I’m not an amazing fighter by any means but I’m getting close to the amateur level but there’s just something incredible about getting hit in the face. Not in some sexual way, mind you, but the moment you get hit is one of the most incredible feelings in the world to me. I genuinely enjoy being hit, I’ve never had less on my mind than that split second moment when all you experience is shock and awe.
No Guilt
4419
S3x at the workplace
So one Saturday morning, my gf at the time came with me for a few hours. Slowly convinced her to give me head although she was always willing. On her knees beneath the desk, she made me go and come. As soon as she finished, she cleaned up in the kitchen. As soon as she returned with a cup of coffee, my boss walks in the ffrontamd we say our hi's and how are you's.  Later he mentions that I liked big girls but never told him why...
Reactive Guilt
3239
My suicide was predicted, i feel close to it and I’m terrified.
In my teens, I played one of those “ Facebook predict your future “ type games. It said I was die at the age of x from suicide. At the time I laughed it off, I wasn’t living in a perfect childhood, who was? But suicide? Nah, not my thing . Now? I’m close to age X, 5 years actually. And I’m terrified because....each year those thoughts have begun creeping in. Depression, etc. Why did I ever play that stupid game...
Reactive Guilt
7213
watching a big booty girl in porn is like cocaine to my brain
so im very attracted to big butts so i only watch porn dat has girls with big butts. and whenever i seee their big butts getting hammered it's like cocaine to my fucking brain on some real shit. anyone else relate?
No Guilt
5820
Marriage is ending. Just lost.
Me and my wife have been together 8 years, married for three, and we have two kids. I recently returned home from deployment (US Army) and my wife told me she wants a divorce. She said she felt lonely while I was gone and fell in love with another man and thinks he got her pregnant. I just dont know what to do. Never saw this coming and im just lost. Needed to vent to someone and reddit is my go to
No Guilt
9808
Im 13 and for some reason im additicted to making everything a joke
For some reason every serious convo i get in i make sure i include something funny. No matter how serious it is. Like For example, If someone died i would probably make a joke about it. I don’t know but i just do. The thing is though i don’t feel bad. if anyone knows what this means or anything positive negative just anything let me know. I hope this aint to weird.
No Guilt
1629
I bought way too much dogecoin
I bought way too much dogecoin in hopes of getting mega rich like people did off bitcoin. My girlfriend doesn’t know I did this and I have like absolutely no money and I got bills to pay :( but I also don’t want to sell my doge in case it takes me to the moon :/
Reactive Guilt
5956
I hate parents who cannot control their children.
I genuinely hate parents who got absolutely no control over their children. If you bring a child into this world it is your responsibility to have a control over your child to ensure he does not do messed up shit in public places.
No Guilt
5257
I’m a college student with zero friends and no social life
I’m 24 with no real friends. My closest friends were my childhood friends but we’ve drifted apart. I’m in college with severe anxiety but I’m also an introvert. My best friend is my boyfriend and him and I live together. I want to be content with this fact but part of me feels like it’s not right and I should be out making friends.
Anticipatory Guilt
5905
I feel out of place in my country. I feel like I have no culture
As an African American I feel like it is difficult to feel at home anywhere in the world. Many AA’s use Christianity as a way to feel connected. The church is a huge social meet-up spot and most traditions are based around Christianity. But I’m not religious nor do I want to be, so I feel out of place. My family is small, at least the family that I’m familiar with is. It’s basically just my sibling and my parents. I am jealous of people who have traditions and developed cultures. I wish I had that sort of foundation
No Guilt
4276
I tell others I'm an only child, but I'm not
I have a younger brother who has severe autism. He basically has the mind of a 3 year old even though he is only one year younger than me. When people ask me if I have any siblings, I just say I'm an only child because it certainly feels like I am one. Mostly because I can't verbally communicate with him. It just feels like we have a pet. I still love him, but i feel so alone.
Reactive Guilt
3293
I killed a whole bunch of ants
So last week I had a whole hoard of ants in my kitchen so I tried chasing them out. Then I tried hoovering them up, but they all sprinted out the room. Then I tried sweeping them up but they were just everywhere and crawling into the walls. So I sprayed a bunch of ant killer at them and they’re gone now, but I still feel super guilty. They were just going about their day, they didn’t know I didn’t want them in the house. R.i.p ants :(
Reactive Guilt
963
I feel jealous and sometimes don't want my friends to succeed
[Remorse] I'd never tell them this, or act on it. But sometimes, when I see my friends doing well and my life is just shit, deep down I secretly just want them to fail.... I feel so shitty for even feeling this way and every time I do it I force the thoughts out of my head, but that won't stop the feeling from being there. I am still always supportive... but it's just really disgusting to feel this way
Reactive Guilt
171
So, I got married, but didn't tell anyone...
I'm traveling for work. Met an amazing woman from my home area. And on a whim, I got married. It's been a few weeks since I've actually talked to my family or friends. My holidays sucked. Not totally sure how to tell any of them. I think it's going to be awesome. However, I'm a little scared of the "social and family blowback". Advice? I'm literally getting on a plane to fly home with my wife as I type this. I think this counts as a casual confession. [Light]: Casual confessions
Anticipatory Guilt
3189
I’m fucking someone that’s 30 years older than me
I’m a female. 20 years old and he’s 51. Just wanted to say that. I like older men but this is the oldest I’ve been with. He says he likes my tight pussy. I mean hey he has good dick game and mouth game so why complain
No Guilt
8767
Day after tomorrow is my birthday and I'm thinking of killing myself
I'll be turning 22 on 30th of june.. The strangest thing is, My life isn't even that hard ! I have a healthy relationship, A decent job and a lot of years ahead of me. But thinking of seeing another tomorrow is driving me crazy !! I'm tired of life and never been afraid to dlie. I guess the only thing that kept me alive so far is my laziness to take any initiative to commit suicide...
Anticipatory Guilt
9830
I threw some thrash out the window and it fell on a neighbours yard, who complained about it
I was really stressed out and cleaning the kitchen in my rented flat, and in the heat of the moment I threw a party towel and some hair out the window, sorry neighbor, I am really ashamed of it, never thought I'd be that person
Reactive Guilt
11887
This rude old bald Christian apologist insults people often and talks about their moms if they disagree with him so I left this on his fb after sending messages on Skype
sam ur mom sniffs the shai’s smelly stinky farts and loves it actually :) she is their anal wh0r3 they take turns u failed ur marriage and as a father, and coward out infront of uthman in person In front of millions of people. 😳🤣🤣🤣🤣 u Shouldn’t be in Ministry u’re such a fail u’re not even a fail, u’re a phail Byeeeee logging out stay mad
No Guilt
7835
Lazy In The Crotch
Last Halloween, I wore a costume that required a bodysuit, much like a one-piece bathing suit. I didn't think ahead, and when it came time to use the bathroom, I was kind of in a pickle. So, instead of disassembling my whole costume, i just pulled the crotch to the side, and went on about my usual business. Well, this inspired something inside of me, and to this day, I still pull the crotch of my panties to the side to use the bathroom, even when I don't have to. I like it and can't really explain why.
No Guilt
4348
I’m a cheater.
My boyfriend and I are watching Game of Thrones (yes I know we are late af...and the world wasn’t lying...it’s the shit) & I keep re-watching episodes that I have seen already seen...because I keep secretly moving ahead in the series without telling him. I either re-watch or act like I thought we were further in the series & thought I had to play catch up. I’m a disgrace.
Reactive Guilt
2457
I was ready to kill myself but i couldn't
I'm not brave enough to do that and there are people(my parents) who loves me I'm living for sake of them. My parents don't deserve a depressed piece of shit like me. And I'm wishing every night for to die in my sleep so it won't hurt my parents as much as suicide. I wanna live, I really do but not like this.
Anticipatory Guilt
9026
I’m scared of closing doors...
I was pretty stupid back then first, I was closing the car door but my other hand was somewhere not good. As I closed the door one of my fingers got crushed ( my right index ). This one has the same reason as the one from earlier but it was in my house and it got my left middle... ever since then I was scared that my fingers would get crushed again when closing doors.
No Guilt
10222
I let my dog lick my shit off my fingers
Sometimes when I get an itchy ass and I go for the scratch all around and inside my ass, the fingers kick up as you can imagine. My dog always sniffs it when she’s around and I let her lick it till she stops. I’m Sorry
Reactive Guilt
7344
I don't like people saying thank you to me.
This may not be much of a confession and I apologize for wasting who it may concerns time reading this but yes. I don't like people saying thank you to me. It's mostly because I feel I never do enough to warrant a thank you and I feel if someone says thank you to me I feel they are wasting their breath.
No Guilt
10148
Having MS
I’m 18 years old, I’m blind in one eye, deaf in one ear, and have recently had brain damage discovered that could indicate MS. If I do have MS, I’m planning on committing suicide before it can render me a shell of myself.
Anticipatory Guilt
7495
I didn't want to move across the country
I've recently just moved across the country with my spouse. She was offered a great job after grad school. I work from home which I am fortunate about. Its been hard and I've been truly unhappy. I have weekly meetings with my team and sometimes I just feel sad afterwards and feel bad about myself. Some of my friends back home don't really talk to me anymore since I've moved. I wish I would of told my spouse I didn't want to move. I realize that's selfish and I'm probably just whining but this has just been difficult.
Reactive Guilt
10184
I'm fucking your bf and now we share std's
You're spending weekends with him but every sunday night as soon as you're gone he be hitting me up. I only do this because you're a bitch and i like your bf. I guess we all got what we deserved Also its your bf who messaged me with the news so either he's seeing more people or you are.
No Guilt
9348
I was born with a gift and my whole life wasted
I am 28 years old and I have the gift that people do what I want, I manipulate them at my whim and take advantage of that every day of my life, I know how to convince people and mostly I use it to have sex with Every girl I like, I somehow feel guilty for my actions
Reactive Guilt
2219
I suffer from sudden anxiety attacks for no reason.
Sometimes I will just be relaxing then my throat will clench up, my heart will go really fast and my pulse can go up to 85-100 a minute. I try to relax but I just can’t. I begin to twitch, get uncomfortable before it suddenly goes away. Any advice)
No Guilt
8122
Planning
I have been writing a book about a guy that gets divorced and then when his wife dont come back to him, he ends up skiing her and then himeself. All along I think that I've been planning it for real life.
Anticipatory Guilt
4582
Unpaid Globe
So Basically I havent paid my bills, Cuz Globe has a shitty service basically paying for 15-25 mbps and all im getting is 3-6 so I basically stopped paying and stopped using the service Now I have a huge debt should I just let it be? i dont really care if im black listed from globe since its a shitty service easy to apply when you want out they say a lot of bs and offer you other service and few days before u can terminate
No Guilt
1190
I don't understand nipple fetishes (but my boyfriend has one)
Like, I get that the sensation can be nice. Its alright. But really, even the word is funny. Nipple. Nips. It's nippy out. Suck my nipples. All of it is just hysterical to me. They're funny lookin and funny sounding. I mean, I don't judge. You like what you like and (as I said) I get the sensation thing. But how do people not laugh at nipples- nipnips- nippers-
No Guilt
6753
Straight Confession
Confession from a straight guy. I've recently seen that Ricardo Milos that's become a meme and I gotta say. He's the sexiest man I've ever seen and his face/smile is just down right infatuating. Every time I see it, it makes me smile. What the hell is with this man that has me like this?
Reactive Guilt
7314
People here are lame
I have a confession. I love my dOgGO, I love my mom, I love my dad, I love my gwandma and I secretly watch my girlfriend's YouTube videos to give her views. Also my girlfriend loves me, and I donate to charity. "Awww so heart warming" "You're the hero Reddit needs" "Omg so cute" "You're such a sweet heart :)" 15.5k upvotes please.
No Guilt
2217
Friend gave me his phone to hold and I saw he had reddit on app, I went through his posts/ comments. turns out he’s a furry/ enjoys furry porn/ owns costumes and I don’t know what to do with this information.. I don’t wanna tell anyone (so he’s not bullied) but I also wanted to get it off my chest
Also I can’t even tell him I know cause then he’ll know I was a snoopy little asshole who went through his reddit (yes I know I’m a prick) and I kinda wish I didn’t know now. Hopefully this was vague enough that if he sees it he won’t instantly know it’s him.
Reactive Guilt
6860
All because of my mom
this is small but i just need to say it. my mom passed away two months ago, and they fired me from my old job because i had to leave immediately to go to her funeral. her favorite place to eat with me was wendy’s, which is where i work at now; and the thing she always got was baked potato with extra cheese and extra bacon. whenever i have to make a baked potato with cheese and bacon for a costumer, i secretly put extra cheese and extra bacon just because my mom liked it that way.
No Guilt
1923
My cousin [17F] keeps flirting with me [28M] and making inappropriate sexual gestures...
and it's getting on my nerves. It's wildly inappropriate and she knows this (at least I think). She sends me text message saying shit like "Do you think I'm hot?" or "If we weren't related, would you fuck me?" Lately, she's been getting all "touchy feely" at family events and alluding to the fact that she thinks I'm hot. I would tell her to fuck off, but the last thing I need is a crazy chick going completely psycho or manic.
No Guilt
11523
Sometimes when I poop I get a boner.
I don't know why but when I take a huge shit that really gapes me it gets me hard for some reason. I'm not gay and I don't want things in my ass so I don't know why it gets me hard. It's so weird and I don't know why it keeps happening to me. Does this happen to other guys? Am I alone here?
No Guilt
4788
I stole 40 chocolate gold coins from a candy store and bought another 20
So basically when I was a kid I went to a candy store and searched for the chocolate golden coins, they sold packets with 20 each so I grabbed 3, went to pay a single pack and stole the other 2, went home and ate them with my cousin while paying minecraft
No Guilt
2258
I hate shopping with my girlfriend, but she doesn't know.
When we first got together, I accidentally told her, that I love to shop with her. And now she believes it - ofc. But the truth is that I surely hate it. I hate spending hours in a mall with the same clothes in every single store. Should I tell her? It might effect our relationship.
Anticipatory Guilt
870
Hurting you is hurting more than not having you.
Very fresh from a break up. It’s heart breaking that we aren’t in a relationship. It hurts more knowing that we might not get back together. My heart has never been as broken as it is now , knowing all the pain you went through and I gave you when all you did was love me endlessly. I’m sorry.
Reactive Guilt
7297
I only like my girlfriend for her armpits
She is an attractive girl overall but I didn't find her appealing until one day that I saw her playing Volleyball wearing a tank top that let me appreciate her armpits. I thought that was hot and started talking to her. I asked her out and we started dating. I felt guilty eventually that I only like her for that and told her. She had much to think about but I see a break up coming soon.
Reactive Guilt
4170
I keep overworking to forget my depression but it's not verry effective
Like title said, I keep overworking to forget how useless I am. I'm a student, everyone of my friends are on holidays enjoing themselfs but I keep having little jobs. I don't really need mony its just that not doing anything and being alone make me really depressed. Last week I had a burnout. Now I keep vomiting when I eat, I can't sleep, I wan't work. All I do is complain and cry in my bed.
Reactive Guilt
4965
18F, looking to make new friends and chat ofcourse!
I’m looking to make new friends! I feel like my town is pretty small & I never really come into contact with new people. i honestly don’t care about your age, gender, etc. just open to new conversations! I also sell nude pictures on Snapchat, if you’re interested in purchasing some! I sell them for as low as 3$ & they’re definitely worth it 🙈Haha, Message me!
No Guilt
1935
I am absolutely terrified of people getting to know the real me
I mean, I am not a bad person or anything, I just am afraid of people getting too close to me and discovering that I simply am not good enough for anything at all. Cause of that I've never had any real and honest relationship, not even with my parents, to whom I've been lying ever since I can remember and I dunno why.
Reactive Guilt