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then at me and continued: ‘I looked outdoors for a minute |
and it’s very romantic outdoors. There’s a bird on the lawn |
that I think must be a nightingale come over on the Cunard |
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or White Star Line. He’s singing away——’ her voice sang |
‘——It’s romantic, isn’t it, Tom?’ |
‘Very romantic,’ he said, and then miserably to me: ‘If |
it’s light enough after dinner I want to take you down to the |
stables.’ |
The telephone rang inside, startlingly, and as Daisy shook |
her head decisively at Tom the subject of the stables, in fact |
all subjects, vanished into air. Among the broken fragments |
of the last five minutes at table I remember the candles being |
lit again, pointlessly, and I was conscious of wanting to look |
squarely at every one and yet to avoid all eyes. I couldn’t |
guess what Daisy and Tom were thinking but I doubt if even |
Miss Baker who seemed to have mastered a certain hardy |
skepticism was able utterly to put this fifth guest’s shrill me- |
tallic urgency out of mind. To a certain temperament the |
situation might have seemed intriguing—my own instinct |
was to telephone immediately for the police. |
The horses, needless to say, were not mentioned again. |
Tom and Miss Baker, with several feet of twilight between |
them strolled back into the library, as if to a vigil beside a |
perfectly tangible body, while trying to look pleasantly in- |
terested and a little deaf I followed Daisy around a chain |
of connecting verandas to the porch in front. In its deep |
gloom we sat down side by side on a wicker settee. |
Daisy took her face in her hands, as if feeling its love- |
ly shape, and her eyes moved gradually out into the velvet |
dusk. I saw that turbulent emotions possessed her, so I asked |
what I thought would be some sedative questions about her |
little girl. |
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‘We don’t know each other very well, Nick,’ she said |
suddenly. ‘Even if we are cousins. You didn’t come to my |
wedding.’ |
‘I wasn’t back from the war.’ |
‘That’s true.’ She hesitated. ‘Well, I’ve had a very bad |
time, Nick, and I’m pretty cynical about everything.’ |
Evidently she had reason to be. I waited but she didn’t say |
any more, and after a moment I returned rather feebly to the |
subject of her daughter. |
‘I suppose she talks, and—eats, and everything.’ |
‘Oh, yes.’ She looked at me absently. ‘Listen, Nick; let me |
tell you what I said when she was born. Would you like to |
hear?’ |
‘Very much.’ |
‘It’ll show you how I’ve gotten to feel about—things. |
Well, she was less than an hour old and Tom was God knows |
where. I woke up out of the ether with an utterly abandoned |
feeling and asked the nurse right away if it was a boy or a |
girl. She told me it was a girl, and so I turned my head away |
and wept. ‘All right,’ I said, ‘I’m glad it’s a girl. And I hope |
she’ll be a fool—that’s the best thing a girl can be in this |
world, a beautiful little fool.’ |
‘You see I think everything’s terrible anyhow,’ she went |
on in a convinced way. ‘Everybody thinks so—the most ad- |
vanced people. And I KNOW. I’ve been everywhere and seen |
everything and done everything.’ Her eyes flashed around |
her in a defiant way, rather like Tom’s, and she laughed with |
thrilling scorn. ‘Sophisticated—God, I’m sophisticated!’ |
The instant her voice broke off, ceasing to compel my |
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attention, my belief, I felt the basic insincerity of what she |
had said. It made me uneasy, as though the whole evening |
had been a trick of some sort to exact a contributory emo- |
tion from me. I waited, and sure enough, in a moment she |
looked at me with an absolute smirk on her lovely face as if |
she had asserted her membership in a rather distinguished |
secret society to which she and Tom belonged. |
Inside, the crimson room bloomed with light. Tom and |
Miss Baker sat at either end of the long couch and she read |
aloud to him from the ‘Saturday Evening Post’—the words, |
murmurous and uninflected, running together in a sooth- |
ing tune. The lamp-light, bright on his boots and dull on |
the autumn-leaf yellow of her hair, glinted along the paper |
as she turned a page with a flutter of slender muscles in her |
arms. |
When we came in she held us silent for a moment with |
a lifted hand. |
‘To be continued,’ she said, tossing the magazine on the |
table, ‘in our very next issue.’ |
Her body asserted itself with a restless movement of her |
knee, and she stood up. |
‘Ten o’clock,’ she remarked, apparently finding the time |
on the ceiling. ‘Time for this good girl to go to bed.’ |
‘Jordan’s going to play in the tournament tomorrow,’ ex- |
plained Daisy, ‘over at Westchester.’ |
‘Oh,—you’re JORdan Baker.’ |
I knew now why her face was familiar—its pleasing con- |
temptuous expression had looked out at me from many |
rotogravure pictures of the sporting life at Asheville and |
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Hot Springs and Palm Beach. I had heard some story of her |
too, a critical, unpleasant story, but what it was I had forgot- |