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i feel like my room is messy if theyre open,sadness
i also feel the need to say thank you to the boy who helped me realize the above for showing me an absolutely splendid and hot night,joy
i feel a bit like a naughty kid who went and spent their last pence on a bag full of e numbers guilty,love
i feel hopeful with this new treatment to extend my life,joy
i feel accepted because of my condition,love
i always feel sympathetic for those that do as well because life can be really hard on you sometimes when you do have alot of pride,love
i feel so very keen to leave the country atm,joy
im feeling pretty homesick this week but i suppose thats to be expected,sadness
i feel myself falling into the pit of buying it from her i think he s for real i m just skeptical of the women,fear
i was feeling the need for some christmas crafting this week especially after seeing a couple of lovely quilty christmas projects at stitch group,love
i entered the office though feeling the monday blues with a joyful and serene spirit dominating,joy
i felt a stronger wish to be free from self cherishing through my refuge practice and a return to the feeling of freedom and protection from suffering which i stayed with for the rest of the meditation,sadness
i feel like they are more boring to paint than a bunch of fruit,sadness
i didn t really go looking for it but i can definately see where the enjorlas marius ship comes from though sadly i feel it s mostly one sided and that marius is nothing more than a rich schoolboy following his whims without thoughts to the concequences,joy
i work myself like crazy doing extra stuff around the house or volunteering and serving other people in an attempt to feel productive and useful to someone anyone pleeeeeease,joy
ive also been for a run which im feeling particularly virtuous about,joy
i feel so frustrated because i had a long weekday and i dont really have plenty of rest and right now he keeps on coming in the room,anger
i think about the things ive said and the stuff i have done it makes me feel disgusted in myself when i should be making you happy and smile which i was far from doing,anger
i feel rotten remind me that your fruit won t spoil,sadness
i never know how to talk to people after shows i always feel a bit dazed so i hope they didnt think i was rude,surprise
i have asthma and when i can barely breathe when it s hard i feel very shaky and weak i feel like not doing anything but lie there helplessly and i feel like collapesing i did so much reseach and i got nothing,fear
i feel a bit dull by it all,sadness
i got the sleep but if i could choose not to be woken up by an alarm i d definitely take that over anything it makes me feel so groggy,sadness
i was feeling a bit jaded that day but told myself why the hell not,sadness
i realized that i would be sad to leave this plane so soon and that just because i am feeling unloved and rejected there is no need to transfer those feelings of sadness on to those of my children left behind who i know do love and appreciate me and their father,sadness
i didnt react with the way that i really feel im ecstatic for your marriage to tonks,joy
i was feeling whether it be mad sad disappointed or peaceful,anger
i feel like it might just be ok,joy
i dont like christmas because i feel like it has lost its meaning,sadness
i feel our world then was a much more innocent place,joy
i cant helped but to feel burdened and anxious about this,sadness
im making some more mood icons right now to let you see how i feel and think and of course its all charming,joy
i was stupid and said yes which made me feel idiotic because i didnt stick to my guns and do what i had set out to do,sadness
im feeling really outgoing and i get with a really quiet person and i try to make them feel comfortable,joy
i feel like everythings going to happen with out me and that ive been disillusioned this whole time,sadness
i was feeling pretty anxious all day but my first day at work was a very good day and that helped a lot,fear
i am feeling vulnerable nervous worried anxious and a bit lost,fear
i feel should be determined by me and my actions and nobody or nothing else,joy
i was feeling especially shy and awkward because i didn t know many people there,fear
i still do feel left out i do feel like the most hated kid in the asian crew,anger
i feel quite reluctant to pick up a dance with dragons book because once i m done with that who knows how long i d have to wait for martin to finish his next installment it took him years to release a dance with dragons after a feast for crows,fear
i feel honored to be part of the culinary community here,joy
i suppose we all feel a little inhibited when it comes to picking up the phone and calling someone we re not very close to anymore,sadness
i am controlling the growth of this business and every time i post work for a client i feel even more determined to make it a full time business one day,joy
im now on day two of the plan and im feeling positive,joy
i just finished watching a korean drama secret garden omg and am feeling the way girls do after such shows a mixture of hope and a little tug of truth that says those romantic gestures only exist in films,love
im still feeling very emotional,sadness
i should pull out if i feel resentful or edgy,anger
i will try and stay focused in order to avoid that feeling of a reluctant finish,fear
i feel so lousy but i shouldnt be focusing on me now,sadness
i remember feeling thrilled to use my nursing skills relieved that i could have a few days out of the house and i remember that at first it was hard but then it was no problem,joy
i made that make me feel dumb and dumber,sadness
i also feel it helped the newbie bloggers connect and feel welcomed immediately,joy
i don t have to stiffen don t have to fight for myself or feel bad about behaving the way i naturally behave,sadness
i had every intention of doing more gardening this morning while it was still cool but i was just feeling so rotten,sadness
i still feel a little weird and uncertain,fear
ive been feeling delicate this week,love
i is desperate for kareena akshay kumar will play a double role in flash forward minissha says i still feel today amisha patel in a glamorous avtaar,joy
i was feeling clever so i changed the last line to cookies for you,joy
i feel frustrated or the world around me lies shattered i just go and walk in the rain so that no body could see my eyes full of tears this is the delivery system of justice as conceptualized by our courts which we are learning the hard way,anger
i thought i would feel apprehensive about it i was surprisingly comfortable while he was gone,fear
i thought yoga was supposed to make me feel tranquil peaceful and sculpt my legs into those of a greek goddess,joy
i am not surprised cause its like ok when you feel crappy and it just continues for like days or so you really try to avoid getting that sickness again,sadness
i believe you all will come to my work place and just try to make me feel humiliated but you know what deep down in my heart i know who is the one who should be ashamed of themselves,sadness
i was trying to demonstrate that i understood what she was feeling but she was very alarmed and worried for my safety,fear
i feel pretty strongly about not doing a giveaway to gain numbers,joy
i feel like a mom of a compassionate smart stable human being,love
im sorry im feeling a little bitchy tacky looking women came in and sat next to me,anger
i feel useless a href http juliemadblogger,sadness
im feeling a little dissatisfied,anger
i wake too early so i feel grumpy,anger
i would suggest volunteering to help people in need such as at the salvation army when you help others you learn to appreciate what you still have and feel worthwhile,joy
i feel very important in my fancy room with my fancy furniture and nice view of downtown dallas,joy
i suspect his reasoning may simply be to lull apple into feeling complacent,joy
i feel so fucking low,sadness
i never dreamed i would be so busy so soon in the new year but i am loving it and feeling so very gracious and fortunate,joy
i got a great pump and halfway through the workout i started to feel fantastic,joy
i feel like im better amp able to do things it comes back,joy
i feel is he generous,love
i found myself feeling nostalgic as i thought about the temporarily abandoned little bishop chronicles,love
i always make things harder which im not going to lie i sometimes have a way of complicating the very simple however a new baby is a pretty big undertaking and from this comment and many many others i feel like he sees himself as being disturbed very little,sadness
i litsen to his music i feel so much pride to think i gave birth to this amazingly talented child who one day when he was in his early teens picked up a guitar and just played it like it was second nature,joy
i feel as if today was a positive gift delivered to us teachers on a very stressful week,joy
i roll my tongue over your labia sucking and nibbling drawing your flesh into my mouth and letting you feel the delicate pinch of my teeth,love
i am really excited because i didnt really stand out a lot in high school i was just slightly above average and decently friendly and i feel like delivering this speech will be a cool legacy i can leave on the school,joy
i can say is that as long as you enjoy the story it entertains you and makes you feel emotional whether it be sad happy angry disgusted or just plain horny then who really gives a damn,sadness
i have a feeling i kinda lost my best friend,sadness
i feel the hearts decision to stop caring can it be reversed,love
i do not want others to feel unhappy just because they have to accommodate to me,sadness
i don t want to tag people who think this is silly but if there are people out there who want to be tagged i wouldn t want to make them feel unwelcome,sadness
i feel ungrateful for wanting more but the truth is,sadness
i met my present boyfriend on a boat trip to england we had said that we would call each other when we got back to sweden we were not going to the same town in england as soon as i walked in he called from england as he could not wait till he came home,joy
i can t quite figure out how i feel i m not devastated like i was with lucy and i m not sure if that s because it s easier to do after the first time or what,sadness
im okay with her getting married whirlwind style at the courthouse and going off to kentucky to live with him but im still feeling hurt by the betrayal and secretive style she had adopted,sadness
i think it s the opposite i get to feel defeated because i was doing everything possible to keep baby healthy and my sugars in check,sadness
i see the look of doubt on your face i feel the scorn in your eyes but for anyone skeptical of grits dinner grits please see this as a totally amazing sister to mashed potatoes,fear
i am loosing out but i feel like i have have so much to share with many and if anything that is not unfortunate if anything it makes me grateful,sadness
i know its easy to feel a little envious of me and i cant tell you that you shouldnt,anger
i love and captured an atmospheric feeling in their landscapes that really impressed me,surprise
i am thinking is the fact because xanax slows your system down it allows you to feel very relaxed but also it might leave you with a not enough energy and motivation,joy
i was also feeling the ole restless leg syndrome as i shifted back and forth between legs trying to do something with my excess energy that just hit me,fear
i think your viewers tonight will enjoy the show coming from malm they will like some things be less fond of other things but hopefully they will feel entertained and smitten and feel the urge to cast a vote regardless if your country is voting tonight or not,joy
i was like should i feel sweet or feel offended,love
i can honestly say that after each sistahs chat i feel invigorated and blessed,joy
i have made about sex i feel that women enjoy sex when their body and emotions are admired and respected,love
i feel like youre just not there some body that im trying to be affectionate with it feels like im molesting some stranger i dont even know,love
i read her blog is that i feel that shes one person who doesnt care how people look at her and believes in being herself no matter how bitchy annoying or self centered that may seem to people,anger
i do feel discouraged by what my supervisor said,sadness
i am who god has chosen to help my daughter become the woman god intended her to be even if i don t feel perfect,joy
i stop feeling guilty,sadness
i am feeling very thankful,joy
i make myself feel useful by fucking a guy,joy
i even dare to try to explain in words how i feel about this gorgeous boy who is here at my house every other day holding my hand through lifes dismays,joy
i listen to the advice of my eating disorder will i actually feel better,joy
i always feel really confident of my life and my choices when i go home,joy
i think i was also having a pity party because i am feeling a bit frustrated with how little time i seem to have each day,anger
i want to be healthy and happy so badly that the fact that i am healing and without my leg is making me feel useless not empty,sadness
im feeling a bit uncomfortable with myself too,fear
i am doing this and makes me feel more determined to give it some effort and dig deep when im feeling the pain,joy
i really feel pissed off as i want to spend more time with you,anger
i feel like it s more of a mellow restive dream maker,joy
i check you when you re sleeping feel your nose and toes to be sure you aren t too hot or cold,joy
i ventured into fabrics amp fabrics on a whim yesterday feeling a bit nervous knowing i would be tempted beyond my comfor,fear
i dont want to always be judgmental of particular men or scenarios that i often see in this area but with so much trafficking forced sex work and what basically amounts to slavery its hard not to feel slightly embittered and disillusioned,sadness
i also know what it feels like to be in a relationship where you feel like a burden and too much and not worth loving or pursuing and its just,love
i will admit with the joy of cooking there are also times where you feel defeated,sadness
i have faith in supreme power and i accept everything and all incidence occuring in life sometimes like today it really makes me feel very very dull and i start crying,sadness
im amazed how many men say they feel unloved if the house is messy and they have to fix their own dinner,sadness
i just want to feel loved by you,love
i feel like an obnoxious nagging call times everyday tag alonger that he is finally sick of tolerating and is now just giving the cold shoulder,anger
im feeling dazed and alot of things in my mind,surprise
i basically spent a miserable night crying and feeling terrified and sick to my stomach,fear
i sometimes feel is carried in my heart just by loving my child so fiercely,love
i didn t and still don t feel lucky though,joy
i still feel like there are more than enough to keep me entertained while still being just a few to keep dusted,joy
i feel more loyal to micah,love
im feeling exponentially more useless on the farm as each day passes,sadness
i never feel depressed because my cancer and i have learnt to live and sleep with each other,sadness
i never feel shy to call or send a billion text messages to and i wont be bugging her,fear
im feeling really bitter about this one,anger
i guess no matter how much i think im feeling ok im as nervous as hell on the inside about the scan revealing something i dont want to know again,joy
i was bonded to that point in time and still feel fond of this memory,love
i feel like such a noob when the customers make really dull and stupid jokes that im supposed to find funny,sadness
i lost a few people which i hate because i have a really hard time letting go of people to whom i feel loyal,love
i highly recommend visiting on a wednesday if youre able because its less crowded so you get to ask the farmers more questions without feeling rude for holding up a line,anger
i feel fucking woeful looking at the other girls,sadness
i feel furious at love because i really thought it was better than that,anger
im feeling energetic,joy
i aspire to capture the manner in which i feel this tension is resolved and why austere and introspective training still has a place alongside study of the method at euskc,joy
im feeling really out of place and irritated,anger
i feel like my sweet company is finally coming together,love
i didn t think it was possible to make a cover that expressed the personality of the novel since it s a strange cross genre story but the photo that was found nails the heart of the book so closely that i feel a bit stunned,surprise
im the only one with all the feelings and emotions and thats just pathetic of me to do so,sadness
i just feel that if i end our marriage he deserves a truthful explanation,joy
i am a prolific writer in my fandom but do not feel that i am as highly respected from fellow writers as i once was because i do write so much and as often as most people cannot,joy
i feel stressed but i love the feeling of the calming spirit of my heavenly father and the feeling to keep working,sadness
i am not feeling as terrific as i have been,joy
i am no longer even remotely ok with my body and i feel ugly to the person who swore to love me,sadness
i feel confident around him and i am always there if he needs help,joy
i really feel like they were gentle reminders that while god hasnt always promised an easy road he has promised to be with us as we travel the rough ones,love
i was feeling cool that night and she got it right,joy
i am still feeling a bit dull from the loss of sleep and am trying to sleep in each morning as possible,sadness
i sit here feeling drained i really wonder what will i do when i reach that point,sadness
i dont know how to deal with this i feel like its becoming apart if who i am im afraid that im going to associate it with regular things so that i will never forget it,fear
i first started using this i did not like it because i felt like it made my hair feel very dirty even though i had just washed my hair,sadness
i am lost for words to tell you of my agonising pain i feel from my own sorrowful heart my heart of darkness,sadness
i was however totally petrified of feeling it scared to death of giving in and releasing it and afraid i wouldnt be able to cap it again,fear
i wanna feel good again,joy
i wrote two years ago so many things i feel unsure of maybe,fear
i go without a new post the more guilty i feel for leaving all my loyal readers in the dark about my progress in this crazy quest i set out on days ago,love
i feel like my irritable sensitive combination skin has finally met it s match,anger
i feel slightly saddened to know that some of the kids have also resigned during my absence,sadness
i feel virtuous and tough when i wear a hat jeans and a tshirt without worrying,joy
ive got to learn to be mindful of how i feel all the time not just if im suspicious of a feeling,fear
i see on wednesday im feeling fantastic these days and i can tell im getting smaller and smaller,joy
ive been doing hour weeks and ill get paid for the extra time but i am starting to feel a bit abused they are putting a lot of pressure on me to look after both kids and do all of the cooking and cleaning,sadness
i feel like being all stubborn and stingy,anger
im feeling just a little bit pleased with myself,joy
i feel like im being really needy,sadness
im happy but i feel all this pressure to do one thing or another amp it makes me unhappy,sadness
at a party i met a girl who drew me to her,anger
i could adopt and what messages i could think about to help make me feel more peaceful more grateful and just happier right now,joy
i am up and ready to read read read today even though im feeling very groggy this morning,sadness
i remember feeling nervous,fear
i know that i have it nowhere near as worse as my brethren overseas but right now i feel like im being physically emotionally and spiritually assaulted,fear
i like to add things that i already completed in my day to a new list just to feel more productive when i cross them off,joy
i feel kinda weird when andrea tries to talk to me about chris,fear
i feel like an emotional cutter,sadness
i am off on wednesday to a postgraduate open day but there will be plenty to write about the rest of the week i feel sure,joy
i would point out that it really could have used a bit more attention on the writing aspect as it feels a bit dull in few places,sadness
i feel like i have all these cute things but i dont feel comfortable in them and dont know how to put them together,joy
i feel she said quickly i am so glad,joy
i don t feel well enough to cook,joy
i feel shy to admit that i was struggling to haul a single computer up,fear
i feel the presence of the divine with you when you are buried inside me smiling down at me your sweat dripping into my eager mouth,joy
i look at others and feel jealous,anger
i just don t feel that the others are worthwhile,joy
i feel i m handling it well and i m enjoying it he said,joy
i feel rebellious i wish i could do things legally i cant smoke drink or drive,anger
i am feeling totally relaxed and comfy,joy
i can feel that they are kind friendly and can understand my feelings,joy
im feeling pretty disheartened by the whole thing,sadness
i can feel the rebellious spirit already,anger
i hear someone say we should just let gardeners be let folks do whatever they want i feel pretty aggravated,anger
i feel that poachers and others who kill animals for their pelts ivory or other parts should be punished severely i find hunting and fishing cruel,sadness
i exactly feel whenever i feel lonely or depressed and then i pray to him for help and guidance a href http,sadness
i start working full time next week where i m currently at and i m feeling a bit ungrateful at the moment,sadness
i feel a little stunned but can t imagine what the folks who were working in the studio up until this morning are feeling,surprise
i have found myself fighting back as he wakes me from my sleep time and time again feeling the hurt and sting of my own abandonment to my first love,sadness
i read it at a time amp place where i was feeling less than perfect,joy
i feel no positive regard,joy
i need to feel creative and productive,joy
i would feel awful if she was here this whole time,sadness
im feeling a little lethargic,sadness
i was so impressed with the show especially for hs and i was moved by these talented kids but then again i feel very passionate about productions and music and theatre in schools so i am always happy to endorse many hs productions throughout their seasons during this time,love
i know that i feel awful when i ask my husband to watch audrey just long enough for me to take a shower,sadness
i was somewhat coerced into this blog review so i feel a bit rushed and flustered,anger
i feel so jaded and bored,sadness
i think were on a level of understanding though i still feel hes hesitant,fear
i to feel defeated,sadness
i may not have really been feeling superior but i certainly was feeling that i had the answers wasnt i,joy
i feel that i am supporting the troops by demanding that we not send our young men and women into harm s way to bear arms against a country that has done nothing to threaten us at any point,love
i feel so blessed to be married to him because he loves his stepchildren,joy
i have a lot going on in my life and feel overwhelmed,fear
i feel these days living in fears just another way of dying before your time so today i am declaring myself fearless,joy
i entered the living room i had a horrible feeling aching in the depths of my stomach,sadness
i wasnt very interested in it but it evoked the feeling of an earth grittily doomed by aliens quite well,sadness
i feel furious with myself,anger
i have tried sorting out the area for the cat houses this lunchtime but i guess after the printer ordeal i am feeling quite uptight so it has been put on hold,fear
i feel like an indecisive idiot,fear
i grabbed my dog and hugged her fiercly for the next hour or so until i began to feel a bit like myself again but i havent completly shaken the feeling and have been feeling rather depressed anxious all day,fear
i could just take my beliefs and feelings and lock them in a safe somewhere until i get my human life squared away i and just about everyone i know would be a lot happier or perhaps not,joy
i justified in feeling slighted or am i just being ungrateful,sadness
ive been missing him and feeling so restless at home thinking of him,fear
i was lucky enough to feel and squeeze myself to a win in another festive challenge which involved a box full of items that we had to identify by blindly fondling through a hole,joy
i feel more amazed and more thankful for having e in our lives,surprise
i did finally get it if you didn t laugh left me feeling delighted exhausted and just so privileged,joy
i could feel his breath on me and smell the sweet scent of him,joy
i woke up and felt sad all over again but that was quickly replaced with a feeling that reassured me things will work themselves out on their own time,joy
i feel shocked and sad at the fact that there are so many sick people,surprise
i just feel safer than working part time casual at hr,joy
i came across something which made me feel lousy,sadness
i like the fresh feeling of sweet he gave me,joy
i felt like id developed feelings for this guy thus explaining why id even follow this guy like a faithful puppy dog and he never knew,joy
i feel like i can t truly get excited for this race because i have no idea whether or not i ll even be able to run it,joy
i might hold a sense of satisfaction at feeling superior and giving advice,joy
i sit up and i feel awful about it as miles starts feeling up whoever s pants under his back for a cigarette box,sadness
i feel more aggravated and annoyed by their visits,anger
im not sure why but im just feeling delicate,love
i was still feeling so exhausted from my workouts on monday and tuesday that all i did was go for a walk at the park for about,sadness
i feel about as helpless and superfluous as i did when jenn had elaine naturally,fear
i feel crappy i eat crappy,sadness
i am in the need of some extra guidance and i am feeling doubtful god seems to put the right message in my ear that i need at just the right time,fear
i feel kind of shamed about myself,sadness
i both started to feel uncomfortable and got up to leave which was met with comments of oh yeah right two girls like you wouldnt come to a bar if youre not looking for attention from guys,fear
i feel like rich purple and gold are a match made in heaven and this reinforces that belief,joy
i feel very tender for anyone who is upset by the bee movie sort of like how you feel about old aunts who dont realize how prickly their whiskers are getting slightly repulsed but very sad for their decline,love
i feel uncomfortable here,fear
i walked under the refuge feeling it was the perfect shelter from a storm,joy
i feel honoured that such a great man claims me as his friend,joy
i feel like life is so vain,sadness
i feel love se inscrie intr un rafinament lejer romantic si extrem de feminin,love
i feel useful and valued and that is fundamental for me,joy
i love that this is a place a series with no real heroes and i love that the way the couples in these books fall in love feels just as violent and crazy as the place that they call home,anger
im feeling a little dirty,sadness
im feeling all romantic so i thought id show you some easy last minute presents and fashion ideas for valentines day,love
i was having an awful year racing and was feeling exhausted all the time,sadness
i said before do feel free to contact me this is something i am interested in finding out more about,joy
i am on so many social networks right now and sometimes i feel like that i am pretty talked out,joy
i think they have always been proponents of the idea and it is just slightly possible that his feelings for a particularly charming new england girl have brought him around to their way of thinking,joy
i have spoken about before but the feeling is getting stronger and i am curious if others have similar thoughts,surprise
i am feeling energized productive and creative,joy
i would look up at the sky scrapers and feel amazed that this little girl from montana was there,surprise
im afraid to call the guy from yesterday because i think hell be angry because i think my boss is angry because i dont communicate with him and i feel like im doing a shitty job and i project my fears onto him,sadness
i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the feeling that i am going to get punished for doing something wrong,sadness
i read about him and learn about him in his interviews the more i feel like i could never deserve someone so kind and compassionate,love
i feel pissed off and angry,anger
i didnt feel i rushed things dhawan tweet script type text javascript src http platform,anger
i needed some space i needed to grow i was in the midst of some serious change and ok yes they had also hurt my feelings pretty badly and i was a bit spiteful,anger
i think and it feels a little weird,fear
i am feeling a little more relaxed i am certainly not feeling refreshed thanks to drunk dudes who decided letting off fireworks every half an hour all night would be super fun and the fact that it s impossible to sleep in the freezing cold with a complaining toddler but i have certainly rebooted,joy
i feel is entirely more dangerous,anger
i feel less whiney since the sun came out here in the sf area,sadness
i get scared i feel ignored i feel happy i get silly i choke on my own words i make wishes i have dreams and i still want to believe anything could happen in this world for an ordinary girl like you like me for an ordinary girl like you like me how are you,sadness
i feel completely burdened with my own intelligence,sadness
i start to feel a little overwhelmed knowing i have to make still,surprise
i feel reassured by their behavior on this matter and will definitely continue to do business with them,joy
i feel a bit stressed even though all the things i have going on are fun,anger
i feel complacent and satisfied,joy
i offend easily when i feel my intelligence is insulted,anger
i feel assured that the guns are locked away in the gun safe making it impossible for any of the children to access them,joy
i feel strong is that i dont let the anger win,joy
i feel like but im not very fond of that word,love
i want to feel assured that my life will be good and i know it will be when i trust the lord,joy
i noticed that i was feeling very stressed and anxious and i just couldnt quite put my finger on why,anger
i feel so scared when the voices from there start to speak to me,fear
i too feel a sense of melancholy for them,sadness
i am feeling very indecisive and spontaneous,fear
i feel appalled that i took advantage of my old friend s kindness,anger
i feel like in the last year especially i ve gone from a girl to a woman and despite how hesitant i have always been about getting older next year i will be twenty four i am surprised at how pleased i am to have done so,fear