Part of me wont go away
Every day reminded how much I hate it
Weighted against the consequences
Cant live without it, so its senseless
Want to cut it out of my soul and just live with a gaping hole
Pride myself and taking control of the situation
Responsible for its creation
Hang my head low cause its part of me
You hardly see, right here in the heart of me
Hurting me, the roots old scar
New cuts over where the old ones are
And now Im sick of this
I cant stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity
Id rather not even be
Than the man thats staring in the mirror through me
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
I feel it everyday
I feel Im in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
Freedom can be frightening if youve never felt it
Once its been dealt with
You feel like youve been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Eradicate the paid pollution
Feel the rein of resolution
But then you start to see
Another piece of yourself that you cant let be
Memories of the last fight to free yourself
Take you to the depths of the bottom of the well
So you know that you can choose
To lose the part in your heart where your insides bruised
You can live if youre willing to
Put a stop to just whats killing you
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
I feel it everyday
I feel Im in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
This part of me wont go away
Part of me wont go away
I feel it everyday
I feel Im in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it everyday
I feel Im in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it everyday
I feel Im in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me