text: You know, people underestimated me
  And making me feel like Im never gonna amount to shit because I used to be a stripper
  It feels like Im getting whipped in the back, with words
  But you know what?
  They dont see the bigger picture
  I had to feed myself, I had to feed my family
  But you know what?
  Just here me out
  Lord forgive me for my sins
  Forgive me for the crazy shit I wish I never did
  Im simply just a young hood girl tryna win
  I just want it all, and I gon pretend
  Like I aint never had to suck a dick to pay my rent
  Im tryna get my family out the hood and new cribs
  I wanna finish paying my mothers new whip
  I do it for a cause, so understand the kid
  I want my little girl to go to school in Fort Lee
  Schools in the hood, got him crazy, man he three
  And its fucked that it aint how its supposed to be
  He should be counting 123s and ABCs
  And momma used to beat my ass like every week
  Thats because she cant have nothing but love for me
  I wanna spoil her so much, oh lord please
  Thats my everything
  My everything, my family
  You know what?
  Even when I was stripping, like bitches was worried bout the wrong things
  Oh they want red bottoms, they want the biggest cars
  Like Im worried bout my father stop cab driving
  Before he turn sixty, and my mom stop being a cashier before she fifty like
  Thats why Im working so hard out here
  Thats why I go so hard
  Not for me, but for them though
  You feel me?
  Note to self, for my sister Hennessy
  Try and go to school, finish up and get degrees
  Dont be fucking trick niggas, just so you can eat
  Thats the shit I did and it really makes me weak
  I would close my eyes, dying for it to be over
  The thought of a stranger inside, I just cant be sober
  Dirty ass breath, breathing all over my shoulders
  Aint no bitch gon tell you that, just respect the soldier
  And I wanna tell my dad, you dont gotta cab
  Drive for two whole weeks just to make a stack
  You dont gotta drive no more, Im gon change all that
  I put that on my everything, Im gon pray for that
  You know when I was a little girl I used to tell my mom
  Hey mom, when I grow up, Im gonna buy you a house, Im gonna buy you a car
  Until I turned eighteen, its like damn, I cant even get me my own apartment
  So, its just like, now that Im in this position Im gonna
  Im gonna take full advantage of it
  Like oh my gosh, I cant wait till I get to surprise my mom
  Like, Hey, I didnt went to college, but look, look at me mom, look at me now, look, look mom, look, look at your house, This is your house! Not mines, but yours, and I bough it for you!