text: What’s this now?
  How could this happen?
  After everything I’ve passed
  Life just keeps throwing stones
  I’ve waisted too many tears
  They just keep coming and coming
  I don’t even know why
  But I’ve always wondered why 
  Yeah
  Too emotional, too sensitive, those things were my end
  I’m an angry person, the shit I’ve been thru I never deserved
  Since 4 I don’t know the meaning of happiness nomore
  Daddy, mommy, baby, bestie?
  Thеy all just broke me like uhm I was nobody
  In this world, you arе nobody
  Everything you do, you do it for yourself
  They don’t care about you, make sure you on your own
  The bad have the best while the good out here dying
  I don’t regret being good, but damn seems like we don’t win forreal
  What’s this now?
  How could this happen?
  After everything I’ve passed
  Life just keeps throwing stones
  I’ve waisted too many tears
  They just keep coming and coming
  I don’t even know why
  But I’ve always wondered why
  Always taken advantage of
  Always saw the best in the worst
  Couldn’t do them how they did me
  My heart and spirit won’t allow that
  “Toxic, useless, selfish!”
  Everything that I was not
  Why me? Did I do y’all wrong?
  No, y’all just ungrateful and heartless
  They come and go now it’s worthless
  Pain, anger, tears
  The big 3 of my life
  A cycle that never seems to end
  Every night, with a tired soul I go to bed
  Maybe it’s just meant to be
  Betrayal, lies, fake promises